[00:00.00] | 作曲 : デッドボールP |
[00:01.00] | 作词 : デッドボールP |
[00:35.48] | 目標なんか何にも無い |
[00:38.28] | 夢は安定した老後 |
[00:41.17] | やりたい事も無い |
[00:43.92] | 強いて言うなら青春? |
[00:46.93] | |
[00:47.27] | 「ちょっと運が悪かったんだ」 |
[00:49.89] | 「時間が足りなかっただけ」 |
[00:52.77] | そんなことばかり言っている |
[00:59.35] | 気がする |
[00:59.91] | |
[01:00.24] | 「歯車になるのだけはやだ」 |
[01:03.01] | 「自分しかできない事をやる」 |
[01:05.93] | 理想論だけはいつも立派で |
[01:11.50] | |
[01:11.70] | 何かを言われるのが怖い |
[01:14.59] | 匿名の意見すら言えない |
[01:17.58] | 真面目に生きる人を見下して |
[01:23.29] | 何故私はこんなにも価値が無いの |
[01:28.31] | |
[01:29.05] | ああ卑しい卑しい卑しい私 |
[01:32.01] | 命は平等じゃないね |
[01:34.90] | こんな私が消えたところで |
[01:38.14] | 誰も泣いてはくれない |
[01:40.17] | |
[01:40.47] | ああ醜い醜い醜い命 |
[01:43.75] | 今すぐ消えてしまいたい |
[01:46.52] | 季節はずれに舞い散る小雪みたいに |
[01:51.47] | 「ふっ」と消えたい |
[01:55.99] | |
[02:27.67] | 「友達」って一体なんなの? |
[02:30.26] | 上っ面取り繕って |
[02:33.14] | 下らない馴れ合いで |
[02:35.99] | 馬鹿みたいに笑って |
[02:38.61] | |
[02:38.96] | 「あたしたち親友だよね?」 |
[02:41.89] | 「辛い事相談してよ?」 |
[02:44.72] | 孤独に一人で笑う声 |
[02:51.00] | 聞こえた |
[02:51.94] | |
[02:52.28] | ねぇもしも鏡の向こう側 |
[02:55.05] | 全てが逆の星があるなら |
[02:57.89] | そこにはもう一人私がいるわ |
[03:03.60] | |
[03:03.84] | 鏡に映った私を見て |
[03:06.69] | 彼女はにっこりと笑う |
[03:09.36] | そして心の中でこう思ってるの |
[03:15.26] | 「生きる価値の無い奴はとっとと死ね」 |
[03:20.37] | |
[03:21.11] | ああ眩しい眩しい眩しいあなた |
[03:24.25] | 命は平等じゃないね |
[03:27.01] | そっちは本当に幸せそうで |
[03:30.00] | 結局こっちと同じね |
[03:32.21] | |
[03:32.45] | ああ汚い汚い汚い世界 |
[03:35.66] | 今すぐ消してしまいたい |
[03:38.62] | 誕生日ケーキのろうそくみたいに |
[03:43.38] | 「ふっ」と消したい |
[03:45.21] | |
[03:46.63] | 「頑張れ」? |
[03:48.10] | 「負けるな」? |
[03:49.55] | 「諦めちゃダメだよ」? |
[03:52.82] | 違う、そうじゃない |
[03:57.17] | 願いは単純明快 |
[04:00.72] | 将来の私が |
[04:04.53] | どうか自殺しませんように |
[04:08.72] | |
[04:08.97] | ああ綺麗な綺麗な綺麗な花火 |
[04:12.02] | 命は平等じゃないね |
[04:14.93] | 世界が汚れて見える時 |
[04:17.93] | 汚れてるのは私の目 |
[04:20.42] | |
[04:20.75] | ああ愚かな愚かな愚かな私 |
[04:23.64] | 今すぐ消えてしまいたい |
[04:26.58] | 最後に残した線香花火みたいに |
[04:31.44] | 「ぱっ」と咲いて |
[04:34.25] | 「じっ」と耐えて |
[04:37.18] | 「ふっ」と消えたい |
[00:00.00] | zuo qu : P |
[00:01.00] | zuo ci : P |
[00:35.48] | mu biao he wu |
[00:38.28] | meng an ding lao hou |
[00:41.17] | shi wu |
[00:43.92] | qiang yan qing chun? |
[00:46.93] | |
[00:47.27] | yun e |
[00:49.89] | shi jian zu |
[00:52.77] | yan |
[00:59.35] | qi |
[00:59.91] | |
[01:00.24] | chi che |
[01:03.01] | zi fen shi |
[01:05.93] | li xiang lun li pai |
[01:11.50] | |
[01:11.70] | he yan bu |
[01:14.59] | ni ming yi jian yan |
[01:17.58] | zhen mian mu sheng ren jian xia |
[01:23.29] | he gu si si zhi wu |
[01:28.31] | |
[01:29.05] | bei bei bei si |
[01:32.01] | ming ping deng |
[01:34.90] | si xiao |
[01:38.14] | shui qi |
[01:40.17] | |
[01:40.47] | chou chou chou ming |
[01:43.75] | jin xiao |
[01:46.52] | ji jie wu san xiao xue |
[01:51.47] | xiao |
[01:55.99] | |
[02:27.67] | you da yi ti? |
[02:30.26] | shang mian qu shan |
[02:33.14] | xia xun he |
[02:35.99] | ma lu xiao |
[02:38.61] | |
[02:38.96] | qin you? |
[02:41.89] | xin shi xiang tan? |
[02:44.72] | gu du yi ren xiao sheng |
[02:51.00] | wen |
[02:51.94] | |
[02:52.28] | jing xiang ce |
[02:55.05] | quan ni xing |
[02:57.89] | yi ren si |
[03:03.60] | |
[03:03.84] | jing ying si jian |
[03:06.69] | bi nv xiao |
[03:09.36] | xin zhong si |
[03:15.26] | sheng si zhi wu nu si |
[03:20.37] | |
[03:21.11] | xuan xuan xuan |
[03:24.25] | ming ping deng |
[03:27.01] | ben dang xing |
[03:30.00] | jie ju tong |
[03:32.21] | |
[03:32.45] | wu wu wu shi jie |
[03:35.66] | jin xiao |
[03:38.62] | dan sheng ri |
[03:43.38] | xiao |
[03:45.21] | |
[03:46.63] | wan zhang? |
[03:48.10] | fu? |
[03:49.55] | di? |
[03:52.82] | wei |
[03:57.17] | yuan dan chun ming kuai |
[04:00.72] | jiang lai si |
[04:04.53] | zi sha |
[04:08.72] | |
[04:08.97] | qi li qi li qi li hua huo |
[04:12.02] | ming ping deng |
[04:14.93] | shi jie wu jian shi |
[04:17.93] | wu si mu |
[04:20.42] | |
[04:20.75] | yu yu yu si |
[04:23.64] | jin xiao |
[04:26.58] | zui hou can xian xiang hua huo |
[04:31.44] | xiao |
[04:34.25] | nai |
[04:37.18] | xiao |
[00:00.00] | zuò qǔ : P |
[00:01.00] | zuò cí : P |
[00:35.48] | mù biāo hé wú |
[00:38.28] | mèng ān dìng lǎo hòu |
[00:41.17] | shì wú |
[00:43.92] | qiáng yán qīng chūn? |
[00:46.93] | |
[00:47.27] | yùn è |
[00:49.89] | shí jiān zú |
[00:52.77] | yán |
[00:59.35] | qì |
[00:59.91] | |
[01:00.24] | chǐ chē |
[01:03.01] | zì fēn shì |
[01:05.93] | lǐ xiǎng lùn lì pài |
[01:11.50] | |
[01:11.70] | hé yán bù |
[01:14.59] | nì míng yì jiàn yán |
[01:17.58] | zhēn miàn mù shēng rén jiàn xià |
[01:23.29] | hé gù sī sì zhí wú |
[01:28.31] | |
[01:29.05] | bēi bēi bēi sī |
[01:32.01] | mìng píng děng |
[01:34.90] | sī xiāo |
[01:38.14] | shuí qì |
[01:40.17] | |
[01:40.47] | chǒu chǒu chǒu mìng |
[01:43.75] | jīn xiāo |
[01:46.52] | jì jié wǔ sàn xiǎo xuě |
[01:51.47] | xiāo |
[01:55.99] | |
[02:27.67] | yǒu dá yī tǐ? |
[02:30.26] | shàng miàn qǔ shàn |
[02:33.14] | xià xún hé |
[02:35.99] | mǎ lù xiào |
[02:38.61] | |
[02:38.96] | qīn yǒu? |
[02:41.89] | xīn shì xiāng tán? |
[02:44.72] | gū dú yī rén xiào shēng |
[02:51.00] | wén |
[02:51.94] | |
[02:52.28] | jìng xiàng cè |
[02:55.05] | quán nì xīng |
[02:57.89] | yī rén sī |
[03:03.60] | |
[03:03.84] | jìng yìng sī jiàn |
[03:06.69] | bǐ nǚ xiào |
[03:09.36] | xīn zhōng sī |
[03:15.26] | shēng sì zhí wú nú sǐ |
[03:20.37] | |
[03:21.11] | xuàn xuàn xuàn |
[03:24.25] | mìng píng děng |
[03:27.01] | běn dāng xìng |
[03:30.00] | jié jú tóng |
[03:32.21] | |
[03:32.45] | wū wū wū shì jiè |
[03:35.66] | jīn xiāo |
[03:38.62] | dàn shēng rì |
[03:43.38] | xiāo |
[03:45.21] | |
[03:46.63] | wán zhāng? |
[03:48.10] | fù? |
[03:49.55] | dì? |
[03:52.82] | wéi |
[03:57.17] | yuàn dān chún míng kuài |
[04:00.72] | jiāng lái sī |
[04:04.53] | zì shā |
[04:08.72] | |
[04:08.97] | qǐ lì qǐ lì qǐ lì huā huǒ |
[04:12.02] | mìng píng děng |
[04:14.93] | shì jiè wū jiàn shí |
[04:17.93] | wū sī mù |
[04:20.42] | |
[04:20.75] | yú yú yú sī |
[04:23.64] | jīn xiāo |
[04:26.58] | zuì hòu cán xiàn xiāng huā huǒ |
[04:31.44] | xiào |
[04:34.25] | nài |
[04:37.18] | xiāo |
[00:35.48] | 也没有什么目标 |
[00:38.28] | 梦想就是安定的老年生活 |
[00:41.17] | 也没有想做的事情 |
[00:43.92] | 要强说的话就是青春? |
[00:47.27] | 「只是运气有点不好」 |
[00:49.89] | 「只是时间不够而已」 |
[00:52.77] | 发现到自己总在说着 |
[00:59.35] | 那种事情 |
[01:00.24] | 「讨厌只当个小齿轮」 |
[01:03.01] | 「要做只有自己做得到的事」 |
[01:05.93] | 只有理想论看来总是冠冕堂皇 |
[01:11.70] | 害怕被人说些什么 |
[01:14.59] | 就连匿名的意见也说不出口 |
[01:17.58] | 藐视着认真生活的人们 |
[01:23.29] | 为什么我是这么的没有价值呢 |
[01:29.05] | 啊啊卑微的卑微的卑微的我 |
[01:32.01] | 生命并不是平等的呢 |
[01:34.90] | 在这样的我消失的时候 |
[01:38.14] | 谁也不会为我而哭 |
[01:40.47] | 啊啊丑陋的丑陋的丑陋的生命 |
[01:43.75] | 好想现在马上就消失 |
[01:46.52] | 好想像是错了季节落下的小雪 |
[01:51.47] | 「呼」的一样消失 |
[02:27.67] | 「朋友」到底是什麼呢? |
[02:30.26] | 在表面掩饰下 |
[02:33.14] | 无聊的交际着 |
[02:35.99] | 像白痴一样笑着 |
[02:38.96] | 「我们是好朋友对吧?」 |
[02:41.89] | 「有烦恼就要跟我说喔?」 |
[02:44.72] | 听见了独自在孤独中 |
[02:51.00] | 笑着的声音 |
[02:52.28] | 呐如果在镜子的另一端 |
[02:55.05] | 有着完全相反的星球 |
[02:57.89] | 那里应该还有另一个我在吧 |
[03:03.84] | 看着映在镜子里的我 |
[03:06.69] | 那女生笑了出来 |
[03:09.36] | 接着在心里如此想着 |
[03:15.26] | 「没有活着价值得人就快点去死吧」 |
[03:21.11] | 啊啊耀眼的耀眼的耀眼的你 |
[03:24.25] | 生命并不是平等的呢 |
[03:27.01] | 那里看来好像很幸福 |
[03:30.00] | 但最后和这里也是一样的呢 |
[03:32.45] | 啊啊肮脏的肮脏的肮脏的世界 |
[03:35.66] | 好想现在马上就消失 |
[03:38.62] | 好想像是生日蛋糕上的蜡烛火 |
[03:43.38] | 「呼」的一样消失 |
[03:46.63] | 「加油喔」? |
[03:48.10] | 「别认输」? |
[03:49.55] | 「不可以放弃喔」? |
[03:52.82] | 不对,不是那样的 |
[03:57.17] | 愿望非常的单纯明快 |
[04:00.72] | 就是希望将来的我 |
[04:04.53] | 无论如何都不要自杀 |
[04:08.97] | 啊啊美丽的美丽的美丽的烟火 |
[04:12.02] | 生命并不是平等的呢 |
[04:14.93] | 当世界看来肮脏的时候 |
[04:17.93] | 肮脏的其实是我的眼睛 |
[04:20.75] | 啊啊愚蠢的愚蠢的愚蠢的我 |
[04:23.64] | 好想现在马上就消失 |
[04:26.58] | 好想像是留到最后的仙女棒 |
[04:31.44] | 「啪」的绽放 |
[04:34.25] | 「嗯」的忍耐 |
[04:37.18] | 「呼」的一样消失 |