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I failed myself again today |
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Liar, liar, it's always been that way |
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I fell face first while I was over thinking |
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Cloud my mind again, block it all away |
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Insecure and undeserving |
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Of all the love you were reserving |
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Negative and assuming |
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I'm numbing myself just to keep quiet |
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I couldn't commit when it knew all along it would end up like this |
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I can't pretend that I don't want all my secrets back |
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My own reflection won't look me in the eyes |
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Because it knows who I could've been but you killed him, |
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you killed me |
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I tried to change for you, faked a smile and attitude |
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I never wanted it to be like this, |
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I never wanted to feel a ****ing thing |
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I lost the key to purposely, |
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keep everything locked away inside of me |
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Still question myself, |
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still hating myself, |
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still everything I deserve |
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Another blow to the head, |
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slapped in the face by the things that you said |
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This curse burns infinite, |
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bound by the chains anchored in my head |
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And so it begins every single good thing will come to an end |
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Nothing ever lasts when every light in my path is burned out by my past |