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I drove by all the places |
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We used to hang out and get wasted |
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I thought about our last kiss |
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How it felt, the way you tasted |
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And even though your friends tell me |
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You're doing fine |
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And you're somewhere feeling lonely |
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Even though he's right beside you |
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When he says those words that hurt you |
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Do you read the ones I wrote you? |
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Sometimes I start to wonder |
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Was it just a lie? |
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If what we had was real |
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How could you be fine? |
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'Cause I'm not fine at all |
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I remember the day you told me you were leaving |
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I remember the makeup running down your face |
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And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them |
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Like every single wish we ever made |
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I wish that I could wake up with amnesia |
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Forget about the stupid little things |
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Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you |
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And the memories I never can escape |
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'Cause I'm not fine at all |
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The pictures that you sent me |
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They're still living in my phone |
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I admit I'd like to see them |
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I'll admit I feel alone |
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All my friends keep asking why I'm not around |
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It hurts to know you're happy |
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And it hurts that you've moved on |
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It's hard to hear your name |
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When I haven't seen you in so long |
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It's like we never happened, was it just a lie? |
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If what we had was real how could you be fine? |
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'Cause I'm not fine at all |
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I remember the day you told me you were leaving |
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I remember the makeup running down your face |
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And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them |
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Like every single wish we ever made |
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I wish that I could wake up with amnesia |
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Forget about the stupid little things |
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Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you |
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And the memories I never can escape |
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If today I woke up with you right beside me |
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Like all of this was just some twisted dream |
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I'd hold you closer than I ever did before |
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And you'd never slip away |
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And you'd never hear me say |
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I remember the day you told me you were leaving |
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I remember the makeup running down your face |
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And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them |
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Like every single wish we ever made |
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I wish that I could wake up with amnesia |
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Forget about the stupid little things |
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Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you |
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And the memories I never can escape |
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Cause I'm not fine at all, |
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No, I'm really not fine at all |
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Tell me this is just a dream |
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'Cause I'm really not fine at all |