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Don't know how to feel |
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When you want to see |
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All the pain you cause |
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To your family |
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Suffering the most |
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I hear what you say |
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Everything is clear |
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I can't live that way |
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Don't know how to feel |
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When you want to break |
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All the things you love |
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Thinking it's OK |
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Cutting into flesh |
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Til the loop returns |
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Everything is black |
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Now that you confess |
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I begin to try |
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I can't shake the urge |
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Burying the fear |
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Stifling the cry |
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It's not like they said |
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Best time of your life |
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Giving all you can |
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Love you til your dead |
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I can hear a voice |
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It begins to shout |
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Making me believe |
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I would have no choice |
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I can feel the eyes |
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Looking over me |
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Following my skin |
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Cannot cease to be |
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I can't let you in |
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It takes too much to get out |
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If I don't let you in |
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That full force pushes me down |
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I can't let you in |
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It takes too much to get out |
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If I don't let you in |
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That full force pushes me down |
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When I was fourteen |
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I hid in his room |
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Hoping I would sleep |
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Never be exhumed |
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History and the past |
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It was always there |
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Swallowing the pill |
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Til I breathed my last |
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Suffering the most |
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I hear what you say |
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Everything is clear |
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I can't live that way |
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Don't know how to feel |
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When I want to end |
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All the time I've had |
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Thinking it's not real |
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See |
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Shout |
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See |
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Shout |
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I can't let you in |
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It takes too much to get out |
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If I don't let you in |
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That full force pushes me down |
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I can't let you in |
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It takes too much to get out |
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If I don't let you in |
|
That full force pushes me down |
|
When I was fourteen |
|
I hid in his room |
|
Hoping I would sleep |
|
Never be exhumed |
|
History and the past |
|
It was always there |
|
Swallowing the pill |
|
Til I breathed my last |
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I can't let you in |
|
It takes too much to get out |
|
If I don't let you in |
|
That full force pushes me down |
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I can't let you in |
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It takes too much to get out |
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If I don't let you in |
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That full force pushes me down. |
