歌曲 | Smile Through It All |
歌手 | J.reyez |
专辑 | Broken HeART |
[00:11.63] | Although it's tough, when growing up I was a pretty normal kid |
[00:14.80] | I'm old enough to realize that my family had more to give |
[00:17.78] | We couldn't afford a lot but I kept on ignoring it |
[00:20.87] | And would I make it? my basement is where I'm recording in |
[00:23.91] | I'm depending on a dream and if I'd ever score it big |
[00:27.06] | They believe on what it seems but I ain't even close to it |
[00:30.09] | I'm focusing on what I do, not caring if they notice it |
[00:33.26] | I'm composing my life story, all the highs and lows in it |
[00:36.28] | My family was doing good, I'm riding bikes around the block |
[00:39.43] | But coming home to mom and dad and the fighting never stopped |
[00:42.43] | And it already begun, my father was getting drunk |
[00:45.58] | Breaking things around the house, telling my mom to pick it up |
[00:48.60] | I would be laying on my bed, hearing the yelling through the walls |
[00:51.75] | It was small in the beginning now I couldn't take it at all |
[00:54.66] | And I'm preparing to fall and why is this happening? |
[00:57.98] | Drastically, actually this life was after me |
[01:01.19] | I just wanna live a life with no stress |
[01:03.76] | Success is just a mile away, I look for better days |
[01:07.08] | Even if they hate you, just gotta smile through it all |
[01:10.64] | Just be grateful, you just gotta smile through it all |
[01:13.85] | I'm doing well so thanks for your help |
[01:16.68] | I do it for myself for nobody else |
[01:19.57] | And I owe to myself, I just gotta smile through it all |
[01:23.34] | Just smile through it all, just smile through it all |
[01:26.51] | It was clear, It's been a couple of years since it has been this way |
[01:29.32] | I look away but it was the same thing, different day |
[01:32.33] | Little things got me in trouble and I would get it bad |
[01:35.24] | And I hated you and I ain't sorry, just forget it dad |
[01:38.48] | And it's sad having a kid who doesn't like you |
[01:41.33] | Dad I would never wanna be just like you |
[01:44.59] | You'd beat me with whatever that you can find |
[01:47.55] | And with mom, the people knew, it's nothing that you could hide |
[01:50.51] | I was only 13 and I would come home a little lately |
[01:53.69] | Try to hurt me now, I grew up and I was in your face |
[01:57.08] | Looking in your eyes, I decided to take a stand |
[01:59.64] | Damn you were surprised, that's when I became a man |
[02:02.85] | You told me to try to hit you and I punched you in your mouth |
[02:05.81] | And I was out, packed my things and I was running out the house |
[02:09.00] | On my own, I thank mom for being my backbone |
[02:12.15] | I was gone for a month, you wanted me back home but I'm gone |
[02:15.70] | I just wanna live a life with no stress |
[02:18.16] | Success is just a mile away, I look for better days |
[02:21.36] | Even if they hate you, just gotta smile through it all |
[02:24.84] | Just be grateful, you just gotta smile through it all |
[02:27.84] | I'm doing well so thanks for your help |
[02:30.66] | I do it for myself for nobody else |
[02:33.69] | And I owe to myself, I just gotta smile through it all |
[02:37.24] | Just smile through it all, just smile through it all |
[02:40.73] | Just smile through it all |
[02:42.20] | Even if they hate you |
[02:43.60] | Look, ain't nobody can replace you |
[02:46.22] | Just smile through it all |
[02:47.88] | Yeah they can be fake too |
[02:49.77] | You got your life, just be grateful |
[02:52.81] | Just smile through it all |
[02:54.44] | Even if they hate you |
[02:55.89] | What they say can't break you |
[02:59.26] | Just smile through it all |
[03:00.98] | Just be grateful |
[03:02.34] | Just smile through it all |
[03:03.46] | Just smile through it all |
[03:18.73] | You and mom gotta divorce, I was happy hearing the news |
[03:21.31] | I didn't know a lot before, now I'm fearing the truth |
[03:24.43] | The last day before you went, you came and cried to me |
[03:27.68] | And I didn't pay no mind when you said goodbye to me |
[03:30.80] | The whole family left you, I wanted to forget you |
[03:33.82] | Now I feel a guilt in my stomach and I'm regretful |
[03:37.10] | I stopped following rules, I dropped right outta school |
[03:39.88] | Hanging with the wrong crowd, I thought that I was cool |
[03:43.11] | And when I was 17, I just gave up, I couldn't do it 17 |
[03:46.60] | Life was fucked up and my music would help me through it |
[03:49.59] | Truth is, I miss the family we once had |
[03:52.19] | When we supported each other, something I want back |
[03:55.37] | And it's been 5 years since you were once here |
[03:58.52] | I wanted to make it clear, your voice I wanna hear |
[04:01.37] | I would look at your number and pick the phone up |
[04:04.58] | I wanted to let you know, your son has grown up |
[04:07.83] | I just wanna live a life with no stress |
[04:10.48] | Success is just a mile away, I look for better days |
[04:13.81] | Even if they hate you, just gotta smile through it all |
[04:17.34] | Just be grateful, you just gotta smile through it all |
[04:20.52] | I'm doing well so thanks for your help |
[04:23.11] | I do it for myself for nobody else |
[04:26.08] | And I owe to myself, I just gotta smile through it all |
[04:29.82] | Just smile through it all, just smile through it all |
[04:32.97] | It's kinda fucked up, having your whole family leave you |
[04:35.73] | We all make mistakes, the same for all people |
[04:39.13] | And I was always aware of my surroundings |
[04:41.71] | Always getting grounded, didn't care cuz I was childish |
[04:45.20] | I went through the same, I feel the pain cuz you were labelled |
[04:48.12] | You still played a role putting the food on the table |
[04:51.34] | After you left, it was hard to be stable |
[04:54.22] | And the man I am now, I admit that I don't hate you dad |
[04:57.55] | To be honest if you were here, I would take you back |
[05:00.56] | And I hate the fact that I made mom pick a side |
[05:03.59] | Forget the pride, sick inside, I ain't proud of what I done |
[05:06.69] | The fam was pretty good but I was stupid and I f*cked it up |
[05:09.74] | This song I wrote is something for me to show |
[05:12.47] | I'm a man now cuz you weren't there to see me grow |
[05:15.49] | Something you didn't know and I'm letting out my story |
[05:18.75] | Cuz I fucked everything up and I regret it and |
[05:21.12] | I'm sorry dad |
[00:11.63] | suī rán jiā jìng kùn nán, wǒ hái shì chéng wéi le yí gè xiāng dāng pǔ tōng de hái zi |
[00:14.80] | zhí dào zhǎng dà wǒ cái yì shí dào jiā rén běn kě yǐ jǐ yǔ wǒ gèng duō |
[00:17.78] | wǒ men fù bù qǐ tài duō zhài, ér wǒ yī zhí zài shì zhe hū lüè |
[00:20.87] | nǐ jué de wǒ néng zuò dào ma? zài dì xià shì lù xià suǒ yǒu gē |
[00:23.91] | zhè quán píng wǒ de mèng xiǎng, rú guǒ wǒ céng yì xiǎng tiān kāi |
[00:27.06] | tā men zhǐ xiāng xìn biǎo miàn shàng kàn dào de, shèn zhì lián kào jìn yì diǎn dōu bù yuàn yì |
[00:30.09] | zhuān zhù yú xiàn zài de shì, cái bù guǎn yǒu méi yǒu rén kàn jiàn |
[00:33.26] | zhuàn xiě wǒ de rén shēng, suǒ yǒu gāo cháo hé dī gǔ |
[00:36.28] | wǒ de jiā tíng zhēn TM bàng |
[00:39.43] | qí chē chuān guò zhěng gè jiē qū, huí dào jiā jiù zhǐ kàn dào fù mǔ wú jìn de zhēng chǎo |
[00:42.43] | zǎo jiù kāi shǐ le, fù qīn hē zuì le zài jiā lǐ zá dōng xī |
[00:45.58] | rán hòu ràng wǒ mā zài jiǎn qǐ lái |
[00:48.60] | ér wǒ jiù tǎng zài chuáng shàng tīng qiáng nà biān de zhēng chǎo |
[00:51.75] | kāi shǐ wǒ hái néng xiào zhe miàn duì, ér xiàn zài wǒ kuài yào bēng kuì le |
[00:54.66] | wǒ zhǔn bèi xiǎng tiào lóu, nǐ wèn wèi shí me? |
[00:57.98] | xiǎn rán shēng huó biàn chéng zhè yàng, dōu shì yīn wèi yǒu le wǒ |
[01:01.19] | wǒ xiǎng guò zhe wú yōu wú lǜ de shēng huó |
[01:03.76] | suí suí pián pián jiù néng chéng gōng de shēng huó |
[01:07.08] | jí shǐ tā men hèn nǐ, yī xiào zhì zhī |
[01:10.64] | yào gǎn xiè tā men, yī xiào zhì zhī |
[01:13.85] | wǒ zuò de hěn hǎo, xiè xiè nǐ de" bāng zhù" |
[01:16.68] | wǒ wèi zì jǐ, bù wéi bié rén |
[01:19.57] | wǒ zhǐ qiàn wǒ zì jǐ de |
[01:23.34] | xiào yī xiào jiù wán shì le, xiào yī xiào jiù wán shì le |
[01:26.51] | hěn míng xiǎn, zhè yàng de shēng huó chí xù le hǎo jǐ nián |
[01:29.32] | bù tóng de rì qī, tóng yàng de shì qíng |
[01:32.33] | yī xiē xiǎo shì wǒ dōu zuò bù hǎo, hái huì zuò de gèng zāo |
[01:35.24] | bà, wǒ hèn nǐ, méi yǒu yì diǎn duì bù qǐ, kuài bǎ wǒ wàng le ba |
[01:38.48] | zhēn kě bēi a, méi yǒu yí gè hái zi xiàng nǐ |
[01:41.33] | wǒ yě cóng bù xiǎng biàn chéng nǐ |
[01:44.59] | nǐ jiàn wǒ yī cì dǎ yī cì |
[01:47.55] | ér lín jū dōu zhī dào, nǐ zài wǒ mā miàn qián shén me dōu cáng bú zhù |
[01:50.51] | wǒ 13 suì jiù hěn wǎn huí jiā |
[01:53.69] | xiàn zài hái xiǎng shāng hài wǒ? wǒ yǐ jīng zhǎng dà le! |
[01:57.08] | kàn kàn nǐ de yǎn jīng, wǒ jué dìng liú xià diǎn shén me |
[01:59.64] | cāo! wǒ chéng zhǎng wèi yí gè nán rén de shí hòu nǐ shì rú cǐ jīng yà |
[02:02.85] | nǐ gào sù wǒ nǐ xiǎng dǎ nǐ zì jǐ, wǒ jiù yī quán dǎ zài nǐ zuǐ shàng |
[02:05.81] | rán hòu zǒu rén, shōu shí hǎo dōng xī pǎo chū fáng zi |
[02:09.00] | zài wǒ lí jiā chū zǒu de jǐ gè yuè lǐ, gǎn xiè mā mā yī zhí zhī chí zhe wǒ |
[02:12.15] | tā xiǎng ràng wǒ huí qù, dàn wǒ hái shì jué dìng yǒng yuǎn lí kāi zhè lǐ |
[02:15.70] | wǒ xiǎng guò zhe wú yōu wú lǜ de shēng huó |
[02:18.16] | suí suí pián pián jiù néng chéng gōng de shēng huó |
[02:21.36] | jí shǐ tā men hèn nǐ, yī xiào zhì zhī |
[02:24.84] | yào gǎn xiè tā men, yī xiào zhì zhī |
[02:27.84] | wǒ zuò de hěn hǎo, xiè xiè nǐ de" bāng zhù" |
[02:30.66] | wǒ wèi zì jǐ, bù wéi bié rén |
[02:33.69] | wǒ zhǐ qiàn wǒ zì jǐ de |
[02:37.24] | xiào yī xiào jiù wán shì le, xiào yī xiào jiù wán shì le |
[02:40.73] | yī xiào zhì zhī |
[02:42.20] | jí shǐ tā men hèn nǐ |
[02:43.60] | tīng zhe, méi yǒu rén néng qǔ dài nǐ |
[02:46.22] | yī xiào zhì zhī |
[02:47.88] | tā men dōu jiǎ xīng xīng de |
[02:49.77] | yào duì shēng huó chōng mǎn gǎn jī |
[02:52.81] | yī xiào zhì zhī |
[02:54.44] | jí shǐ tā men hèn nǐ |
[02:55.89] | tā men shuō de huà bìng bù néng dǎ bài nǐ |
[02:59.26] | yī xiào zhì zhī |
[03:00.98] | xīn huái gǎn jī |
[03:02.34] | xiào yī xiào jiù wán shì le |
[03:03.46] | xiào yī xiào jiù wán shì le |
[03:18.73] | nǐ gēn mā mā lí hūn le, wǒ tīng dào zhè gè xiāo xī de shí hòu hěn kāi xīn |
[03:21.31] | wǒ yǐ qián bù zhī dào, dàn xiàn zài xiǎng xiǎng jiù pà |
[03:24.43] | nǐ qù shì de qián yì tiān zhǎo dào wǒ hái xiàng wǒ kū qì |
[03:27.68] | nǐ shuō zài jiàn de shí hòu wǒ bìng bú shì méi yǒu zhù yì dào |
[03:30.80] | zhěng gè jiā tíng dōu pāo qì nǐ, wǒ xiǎng wàng diào nǐ |
[03:33.82] | wǒ xiàn zài zhǐ gǎn dào nèi jiù hé huǐ hèn |
[03:37.10] | bù zūn shǒu guī dìng, zhǔ dòng chuò xué |
[03:39.88] | hé jiǎ péng yǒu hùn zài yì qǐ, jué de zì jǐ hěn kù |
[03:43.11] | suì shí kuài yào fàng qì zì jǐ de rén shēng |
[03:46.60] | dàn shì yīn yuè jiù le wǒ |
[03:49.59] | qí shí wǒ hěn xiǎng niàn yǐ qián de jiā |
[03:52.19] | dāng wǒ men zhī chí bǐ cǐ shí, wǒ xiǎng yào huí diǎn dōng xī |
[03:55.37] | bì jìng wǒ zài nà li dāi le 5 nián |
[03:58.52] | wǒ xiǎng ràng nǐ zhī dào, wǒ xiǎng zài tīng jiàn nǐ de shēng yīn |
[04:01.37] | wǒ xiǎng gěi nǐ dǎ diàn huà |
[04:04.58] | wǒ xiǎng ràng nǐ zhī dào, nǐ de ér zi yǐ jīng zhǎng dà le |
[04:07.83] | wǒ xiǎng guò zhe wú yōu wú lǜ de shēng huó |
[04:10.48] | suí suí pián pián jiù néng chéng gōng de shēng huó |
[04:13.81] | jí shǐ tā men hèn nǐ, xiào zhe miàn duì |
[04:17.34] | yào gǎn xiè tā men, xiào zhe tǐng guò lái |
[04:20.52] | wǒ zuò de" hěn hǎo", xiè xiè nǐ de bāng zhù |
[04:23.11] | wǒ wèi zì jǐ, bù wéi bié rén |
[04:26.08] | wǒ zhǐ qiàn wǒ zì jǐ de |
[04:29.82] | xiào zhe tǐng guò lái, xiào zhe tǐng guò lái |
[04:32.97] | zhēn TM cāo dàn, zhěng gè jiā tíng dōu lí nǐ ér qù |
[04:35.73] | wǒ men fàn guò cuò, měi ge rén dōu shì |
[04:39.13] | wǒ zǒng shì guò fèn zài yì zhōu wéi de huán jìng |
[04:41.71] | zǒng shì yī lài tā men, méi yǒu yì shí dào wǒ de yòu zhì |
[04:45.20] | jīng lì tóng yàng de shì qíng, gǎn shòu bèi tiē shàng biāo qiān de tòng kǔ |
[04:48.12] | nǐ réng shì bǎ fàn cài duān dào zhuō zi shàng de nà gè rén |
[04:51.34] | nǐ zǒu zhī hòu, wǒ de qíng xù hěn nán wěn dìng |
[04:54.22] | xiàn zài zhè gè nán rén yǐ jīng bù zài hèn tā de fù qīn le |
[04:57.55] | shuō shí huà rú guǒ nǐ hái zài, wǒ bù xiǎng ràng nǐ zǒu |
[05:00.56] | wǒ hěn wǒ ràng mā mā zhǐ néng xuǎn zé yī biān |
[05:03.59] | wàng diào nèi xiē róng yào, qí shí nèi xīn chōng mǎn tòng kǔ, wǒ suǒ zuò de yì diǎn dōu bù jiāo ào |
[05:06.69] | jiā tíng zhēn de tǐng hǎo, wǒ cái shì zhēn TM bàng de nà gè |
[05:09.74] | zhè shǒu gē wǒ xiǎng gào sù nǐ |
[05:12.47] | wǒ xiàn zài shì zhēn zhèng de nán rén, dàn chéng zhǎng de guò chéng nǐ bù zài shēn biān |
[05:15.49] | yǒu xiē shì qíng nǐ bù zhī dào, nǐ zài yě bú huì chū xiàn zài wǒ de gù shì lǐ |
[05:18.75] | yīn wèi wǒ bǎ yī qiè dōu huǐ le, hái yǒu |
[05:21.12] | bà bà, duì bù qǐ |