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I roll over and go to reach for you, you're gone |
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This bed's empty without you |
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You said you're moving on |
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But I'm having some trouble getting there |
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But dwelling ain't getting me, uhh, anywhere |
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Fuckin' Valentine's Day |
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Fuck February, stuffed teddy bear, guts everywhere |
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Machete on the floor I smashed up every mirror |
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Yeah, how do I look? |
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You fuckin' just let me here to die didn't you? |
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Why didn't you respond yet? |
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I've written you five or six different times and |
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I'm gettin' sick and tired of always apologizing to you |
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I didn't do shit to deserve what you're puttin' me through |
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This couldn't be true, we can't be over |
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So violets are blue, roses are red |
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Why is it everything I do I'm reminded of you? |
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Saw two white coffins in my dreams last night |
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I saw my Lord Jesus with his hands pointing toward the light |
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Saw my old sweetheart she said, "honey, I'm back" |
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Just so you don't die alone, just so you don't die alone |
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Guess I gotta deal with the fact that, you ain't never comin' back |
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Now every woman that I look at I'm lookin' for you |
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So I'm findin' something the matter with them |
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Excuse to not see anyone |
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Useless, rather pick up the phone, not at all, followin' protocol |
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I get bowled like bowling balls |
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No calls and know to call to talk, forget what I want to say |
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Damnit I'm drawin' blanks like I'm playin' hangman |
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I'm sick of playin' these games, I can't handle this heartbreak |
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It's makin' me wanna blow out my brains |
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Like birthday cake candles |
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Hang up the phone and I shake, I think I may have made a mistake |
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Can't escape the madness |
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Turn the radio on, I hate this sad song |
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But I can't even change the station |
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The same one's playin' on eight channels |
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I lay awake in shambles I'm startin to hallucinate |
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And I'm havin' all these visions of us at each other's wakes |
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In caskets and suddenly I wake and that's when I know I |
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Saw two white coffins in my dreams last night |
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I saw my Lord Jesus with his hands pointing toward the light |
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Saw my old sweetheart she said, "honey, I'm back" |
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Just so you don't die alone, just so you don't die alone |
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Give me one more, bottle for the pain |
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Give me one more for the memories |
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Give me one more, I'll make it taste like a steak |
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It'll help alleviate |
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It'll soothe this ache |
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Of trying to fake |
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That she's really, she's really coming back |
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And it's been a while now, but I finally realize how |
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Much reality sucks, but it's just something about our love |
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I'm still in denial now, dealing with the finality of it |
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And it's making me crazy thinking of the days we, spent |
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And how I'll never hold you again |
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And there ain't shit I can do about it |
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Now my head is overcrowded |
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With these clouded memories and I can't seem to get you out it |
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And how the fuck do you sleep comfortably |
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Knowing what you done did to me, huh? |
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Did it even occur to you that I loved you, humbly |
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Complete, madly, head over heels for you |
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Was you and me, wants us to be together forever |
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It was supposed to be us, but you crushed the dream |
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We was supposed to die together, and it's killing me so much |
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When I sleep I wake up dead, must be why I |
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Saw two white coffins in my dreams last night |
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I saw my Lord Jesus with his hands pointing toward the light |
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Saw my old sweetheart she said, "honey, I'm back" |
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Just so you don't die alone, just so you don't die alone |