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Silence enshrouds the remembrance that is feasting on my endless pain, |
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My pain the scorching sun has raised from the depth of my withered heart. |
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Is it an illusion made up by my mind, |
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(Or should) I face the fact that the past is alive, |
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This must be an illusion made up by my mind, I'm blind. |
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Death that once belonged to the dream is now alive and haunts me, |
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A wound carved in me which time won't heal, I know I will never be relieved. |
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The memory I had to conceal inside, |
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Tragedy that once belonged to the past now wakes up, |
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The memory I had to conceal inside now revealed. |
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A life my innocence had to prey, |
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Lost and forgotten in a frozen memory, |
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I'm guilty because I'm alive, |
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I'm alive, I'm alive, |
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An innocence my malice had to prey, |
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Lost and forgotten in a frozen memory, |
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Am I guilty? Am I to be judged? |
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I'm the one |
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Yes, I am, Yes, I am, Yes, I am |
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I'm the one to be damned forever |
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Help me dream in this silence forever, |
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Though my soul is not to be saved, never ever, nor are theirs, |
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Help me dream in the heat of the sun forever, |
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Though my soul will never be saved, never. |
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Oh my lord, may my curse damn them to hell, |
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Forever to burn into the flame I once fell, |
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Just let them know of the price to pay, |
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Forever to rot in the seas of decay, |
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Their intention was evil but mine was not, |
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O God do you hear me or was it your will, |
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I am so evil but who is not, |
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God is so evil if it was his will. |
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When sanity died, the malice was born, |
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A life to be saved and a life that was saved. |
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My sin which I should have known, |
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My sin which I thought I had buried, |
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Buried in the past forgotten, forever. |