| [00:00.38] | Insidious is blind inception |
| [00:03.80] | What's reality with all these questions? |
| [00:06.69] | Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in) |
| [00:13.30] | Broken legs but I chase perfection |
| [00:16.37] | These walls are my blank expression |
| [00:19.66] | My mind is a home I'm trapped in |
| [00:22.85] | And it's lonely inside this mansion |
| [00:31.77] | Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in lyrics |
| [00:34.96] | They're all over the place, there's songs in the mirrors |
| [00:38.37] | Written all over the floors, all over the chairs |
| [00:41.43] | And you get the uncut version of life when I go downstairs |
| [00:44.72] | That's where I write when I'm in a bad place and need to release |
| [00:47.81] | And let out the version of NF you don't want to see |
| [00:50.95] | I put holes in the walls with both of my fists 'til they bleed |
| [00:54.19] | You might get a glimpse of how I cope with all this anger in me |
| [00:57.47] | Physically abused, now that's the room that I don't want to be in |
| [01:00.45] | That picture ain't blurry at all, I just don't want to see it |
| [01:03.68] | And these walls ain't blank, I just think I don't want to see 'em |
| [01:06.66] | But why not? I'm in here, so I might as well read 'em |
| [01:10.38] | I gotta thank you for this anger that I carry around |
| [01:13.22] | Wish I could take a match and burn this whole room to the ground |
| [01:16.33] | Matter of fact I think Ima burn this room right now |
| [01:19.56] | Somehow this memory for some reason just won't come down |
| [01:22.95] | You used to put me in the corner, so you could see the fear in my eyes |
| [01:26.09] | Then took me downstairs and beat me 'til I screamed and I cried |
| [01:29.21] | Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind |
| [01:32.36] | But Ima keep the door shut and lock the lyrics inside |
| [01:36.85] | Insidious is blind inception |
| [01:39.85] | What's reality with all these questions? |
| [01:43.01] | Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in) |
| [01:49.26] | Broken legs but I chase perfection |
| [01:52.54] | These walls are my blank expression |
| [01:55.81] | My mind is a home I'm trapped in |
| [01:59.22] | And it's lonely inside this mansion (inside this mansion) |
| [02:05.02] | Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in pain |
| [02:07.78] | See my problem is I don't fix things |
| [02:09.92] | I just try to repaint, cover 'em up, like it never happen |
| [02:12.85] | Say I wish I could change. Are you confused? |
| [02:15.10] | Come upstairs and I'll show you what I mean |
| [02:17.44] | This room's full of regrets, just keeps getting fuller it seems |
| [02:20.32] | The moment I walk in to it is the same moment that I wanna leave |
| [02:23.73] | I get sick to my stomach every time I look at these things |
| [02:26.84] | But it's hard to look past when this is the room where I sleep |
| [02:30.16] | I look around. One of the worst things I wrote on these walls |
| [02:33.30] | Was the moment I realized that I was losing my mom |
| [02:36.50] | And one of the first things I wrote was I wish I would have called |
| [02:39.71] | But I should just stop now, we ain′t got enough room in this song |
| [02:43.07] | And I regret the fact that I struggled trying to find who I am |
| [02:46.06] | And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can |
| [02:49.22] | Shrug it off like it ain't nothing like it’s out of my hands |
| [02:52.42] | Then get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans |
| [02:56.37] | And I regret watching these trust issues eat me alive |
| [02:59.28] | And at the rate I'm going they'll probably still be there when I die |
| [03:02.22] | Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind |
| [03:05.30] | The question is: Will I ever clean the walls off in time? |
| [03:09.58] | Insidious is blind inception |
| [03:12.77] | What's reality with all these questions? |
| [03:15.81] | Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in) |
| [03:21.70] | Broken legs but I chase perfection |
| [03:25.54] | These walls are my blank expression |
| [03:28.63] | My mind is a home I'm trapped in |
| [03:32.09] | And it's lonely inside this mansion (inside this mansion) |
| [03:37.49] | So this part of my house, no one's been in it for years |
| [03:40.52] | I built the safe room and I don't let no one in there |
| [03:43.76] | Cause if I do, there's a chance |
| [03:45.46] | That they might disappear and not come back |
| [03:48.06] | And I admit I am emotionally scared to let anyone inside |
| [03:51.54] | So I just leave my doors locked |
| [03:53.26] | You might get other doors to open up but this doors not |
| [03:56.24] | Cause I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me |
| [03:59.33] | And I'll be the only person that I can blame when you desert me |
| [04:02.51] | I'm barricaded inside |
| [04:04.06] | So stop watching |
| [04:05.58] | I'm not coming to the door |
| [04:07.17] | So stop knocking, stop knocking |
| [04:09.62] | I'm trapped here |
| [04:11.10] | God keep saying I'm not locked in |
| [04:12.89] | I chose this |
| [04:13.92] | I am lost in my own conscience |
| [04:16.29] | I know that shutting the wall down ain't solving the problem |
| [04:18.92] | But I didn't build this house because I thought it would solve ′em |
| [04:22.17] | I built it because I thought that it would be safer in there |
| [04:25.20] | But it's not, I'm not the only thing that's living in here |
| [04:28.55] | Fear came to my house years ago I let 'em in |
| [04:31.70] | Maybe that's the problem |
| [04:32.82] | Cause I've been dealing with this ever since |
| [04:35.01] | I thought that he would leave, but it's obvious he never did |
| [04:37.94] | He must have picked the room and got comfortable and settled in |
| [04:41.38] | Now I'm in the position it's either sit here and let him win |
| [04:44.48] | Or put him back outside where he came from, but I never can |
| [04:47.33] | Cause in order to do that I'd have to open the doors |
| [04:50.97] | Is that me or the fear talking? |
| [04:53.10] | I don't know anymore |
| [00:00.38] | Insidious is blind inception |
| [00:03.80] | What' s reality with all these questions? |
| [00:06.69] | Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in slept in |
| [00:13.30] | Broken legs but I chase perfection |
| [00:16.37] | These walls are my blank expression |
| [00:19.66] | My mind is a home I' m trapped in |
| [00:22.85] | And it' s lonely inside this mansion |
| [00:31.77] | Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in lyrics |
| [00:34.96] | They' re all over the place, there' s songs in the mirrors |
| [00:38.37] | Written all over the floors, all over the chairs |
| [00:41.43] | And you get the uncut version of life when I go downstairs |
| [00:44.72] | That' s where I write when I' m in a bad place and need to release |
| [00:47.81] | And let out the version of NF you don' t want to see |
| [00:50.95] | I put holes in the walls with both of my fists ' til they bleed |
| [00:54.19] | You might get a glimpse of how I cope with all this anger in me |
| [00:57.47] | Physically abused, now that' s the room that I don' t want to be in |
| [01:00.45] | That picture ain' t blurry at all, I just don' t want to see it |
| [01:03.68] | And these walls ain' t blank, I just think I don' t want to see ' em |
| [01:06.66] | But why not? I' m in here, so I might as well read ' em |
| [01:10.38] | I gotta thank you for this anger that I carry around |
| [01:13.22] | Wish I could take a match and burn this whole room to the ground |
| [01:16.33] | Matter of fact I think Ima burn this room right now |
| [01:19.56] | Somehow this memory for some reason just won' t come down |
| [01:22.95] | You used to put me in the corner, so you could see the fear in my eyes |
| [01:26.09] | Then took me downstairs and beat me ' til I screamed and I cried |
| [01:29.21] | Congratulations, you' ll always have a room in my mind |
| [01:32.36] | But Ima keep the door shut and lock the lyrics inside |
| [01:36.85] | Insidious is blind inception |
| [01:39.85] | What' s reality with all these questions? |
| [01:43.01] | Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in slept in |
| [01:49.26] | Broken legs but I chase perfection |
| [01:52.54] | These walls are my blank expression |
| [01:55.81] | My mind is a home I' m trapped in |
| [01:59.22] | And it' s lonely inside this mansion inside this mansion |
| [02:05.02] | Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in pain |
| [02:07.78] | See my problem is I don' t fix things |
| [02:09.92] | I just try to repaint, cover ' em up, like it never happen |
| [02:12.85] | Say I wish I could change. Are you confused? |
| [02:15.10] | Come upstairs and I' ll show you what I mean |
| [02:17.44] | This room' s full of regrets, just keeps getting fuller it seems |
| [02:20.32] | The moment I walk in to it is the same moment that I wanna leave |
| [02:23.73] | I get sick to my stomach every time I look at these things |
| [02:26.84] | But it' s hard to look past when this is the room where I sleep |
| [02:30.16] | I look around. One of the worst things I wrote on these walls |
| [02:33.30] | Was the moment I realized that I was losing my mom |
| [02:36.50] | And one of the first things I wrote was I wish I would have called |
| [02:39.71] | But I should just stop now, we ain t got enough room in this song |
| [02:43.07] | And I regret the fact that I struggled trying to find who I am |
| [02:46.06] | And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can |
| [02:49.22] | Shrug it off like it ain' t nothing like it' s out of my hands |
| [02:52.42] | Then get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans |
| [02:56.37] | And I regret watching these trust issues eat me alive |
| [02:59.28] | And at the rate I' m going they' ll probably still be there when I die |
| [03:02.22] | Congratulations, you' ll always have a room in my mind |
| [03:05.30] | The question is: Will I ever clean the walls off in time? |
| [03:09.58] | Insidious is blind inception |
| [03:12.77] | What' s reality with all these questions? |
| [03:15.81] | Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in slept in |
| [03:21.70] | Broken legs but I chase perfection |
| [03:25.54] | These walls are my blank expression |
| [03:28.63] | My mind is a home I' m trapped in |
| [03:32.09] | And it' s lonely inside this mansion inside this mansion |
| [03:37.49] | So this part of my house, no one' s been in it for years |
| [03:40.52] | I built the safe room and I don' t let no one in there |
| [03:43.76] | Cause if I do, there' s a chance |
| [03:45.46] | That they might disappear and not come back |
| [03:48.06] | And I admit I am emotionally scared to let anyone inside |
| [03:51.54] | So I just leave my doors locked |
| [03:53.26] | You might get other doors to open up but this doors not |
| [03:56.24] | Cause I don' t want you to have the opportunity to hurt me |
| [03:59.33] | And I' ll be the only person that I can blame when you desert me |
| [04:02.51] | I' m barricaded inside |
| [04:04.06] | So stop watching |
| [04:05.58] | I' m not coming to the door |
| [04:07.17] | So stop knocking, stop knocking |
| [04:09.62] | I' m trapped here |
| [04:11.10] | God keep saying I' m not locked in |
| [04:12.89] | I chose this |
| [04:13.92] | I am lost in my own conscience |
| [04:16.29] | I know that shutting the wall down ain' t solving the problem |
| [04:18.92] | But I didn' t build this house because I thought it would solve em |
| [04:22.17] | I built it because I thought that it would be safer in there |
| [04:25.20] | But it' s not, I' m not the only thing that' s living in here |
| [04:28.55] | Fear came to my house years ago I let ' em in |
| [04:31.70] | Maybe that' s the problem |
| [04:32.82] | Cause I' ve been dealing with this ever since |
| [04:35.01] | I thought that he would leave, but it' s obvious he never did |
| [04:37.94] | He must have picked the room and got comfortable and settled in |
| [04:41.38] | Now I' m in the position it' s either sit here and let him win |
| [04:44.48] | Or put him back outside where he came from, but I never can |
| [04:47.33] | Cause in order to do that I' d have to open the doors |
| [04:50.97] | Is that me or the fear talking? |
| [04:53.10] | I don' t know anymore |
| [00:00.38] | Insidious is blind inception |
| [00:03.80] | What' s reality with all these questions? |
| [00:06.69] | Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in slept in |
| [00:13.30] | Broken legs but I chase perfection |
| [00:16.37] | These walls are my blank expression |
| [00:19.66] | My mind is a home I' m trapped in |
| [00:22.85] | And it' s lonely inside this mansion |
| [00:31.77] | Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in lyrics |
| [00:34.96] | They' re all over the place, there' s songs in the mirrors |
| [00:38.37] | Written all over the floors, all over the chairs |
| [00:41.43] | And you get the uncut version of life when I go downstairs |
| [00:44.72] | That' s where I write when I' m in a bad place and need to release |
| [00:47.81] | And let out the version of NF you don' t want to see |
| [00:50.95] | I put holes in the walls with both of my fists ' til they bleed |
| [00:54.19] | You might get a glimpse of how I cope with all this anger in me |
| [00:57.47] | Physically abused, now that' s the room that I don' t want to be in |
| [01:00.45] | That picture ain' t blurry at all, I just don' t want to see it |
| [01:03.68] | And these walls ain' t blank, I just think I don' t want to see ' em |
| [01:06.66] | But why not? I' m in here, so I might as well read ' em |
| [01:10.38] | I gotta thank you for this anger that I carry around |
| [01:13.22] | Wish I could take a match and burn this whole room to the ground |
| [01:16.33] | Matter of fact I think Ima burn this room right now |
| [01:19.56] | Somehow this memory for some reason just won' t come down |
| [01:22.95] | You used to put me in the corner, so you could see the fear in my eyes |
| [01:26.09] | Then took me downstairs and beat me ' til I screamed and I cried |
| [01:29.21] | Congratulations, you' ll always have a room in my mind |
| [01:32.36] | But Ima keep the door shut and lock the lyrics inside |
| [01:36.85] | Insidious is blind inception |
| [01:39.85] | What' s reality with all these questions? |
| [01:43.01] | Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in slept in |
| [01:49.26] | Broken legs but I chase perfection |
| [01:52.54] | These walls are my blank expression |
| [01:55.81] | My mind is a home I' m trapped in |
| [01:59.22] | And it' s lonely inside this mansion inside this mansion |
| [02:05.02] | Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in pain |
| [02:07.78] | See my problem is I don' t fix things |
| [02:09.92] | I just try to repaint, cover ' em up, like it never happen |
| [02:12.85] | Say I wish I could change. Are you confused? |
| [02:15.10] | Come upstairs and I' ll show you what I mean |
| [02:17.44] | This room' s full of regrets, just keeps getting fuller it seems |
| [02:20.32] | The moment I walk in to it is the same moment that I wanna leave |
| [02:23.73] | I get sick to my stomach every time I look at these things |
| [02:26.84] | But it' s hard to look past when this is the room where I sleep |
| [02:30.16] | I look around. One of the worst things I wrote on these walls |
| [02:33.30] | Was the moment I realized that I was losing my mom |
| [02:36.50] | And one of the first things I wrote was I wish I would have called |
| [02:39.71] | But I should just stop now, we ain t got enough room in this song |
| [02:43.07] | And I regret the fact that I struggled trying to find who I am |
| [02:46.06] | And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can |
| [02:49.22] | Shrug it off like it ain' t nothing like it' s out of my hands |
| [02:52.42] | Then get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans |
| [02:56.37] | And I regret watching these trust issues eat me alive |
| [02:59.28] | And at the rate I' m going they' ll probably still be there when I die |
| [03:02.22] | Congratulations, you' ll always have a room in my mind |
| [03:05.30] | The question is: Will I ever clean the walls off in time? |
| [03:09.58] | Insidious is blind inception |
| [03:12.77] | What' s reality with all these questions? |
| [03:15.81] | Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in slept in |
| [03:21.70] | Broken legs but I chase perfection |
| [03:25.54] | These walls are my blank expression |
| [03:28.63] | My mind is a home I' m trapped in |
| [03:32.09] | And it' s lonely inside this mansion inside this mansion |
| [03:37.49] | So this part of my house, no one' s been in it for years |
| [03:40.52] | I built the safe room and I don' t let no one in there |
| [03:43.76] | Cause if I do, there' s a chance |
| [03:45.46] | That they might disappear and not come back |
| [03:48.06] | And I admit I am emotionally scared to let anyone inside |
| [03:51.54] | So I just leave my doors locked |
| [03:53.26] | You might get other doors to open up but this doors not |
| [03:56.24] | Cause I don' t want you to have the opportunity to hurt me |
| [03:59.33] | And I' ll be the only person that I can blame when you desert me |
| [04:02.51] | I' m barricaded inside |
| [04:04.06] | So stop watching |
| [04:05.58] | I' m not coming to the door |
| [04:07.17] | So stop knocking, stop knocking |
| [04:09.62] | I' m trapped here |
| [04:11.10] | God keep saying I' m not locked in |
| [04:12.89] | I chose this |
| [04:13.92] | I am lost in my own conscience |
| [04:16.29] | I know that shutting the wall down ain' t solving the problem |
| [04:18.92] | But I didn' t build this house because I thought it would solve em |
| [04:22.17] | I built it because I thought that it would be safer in there |
| [04:25.20] | But it' s not, I' m not the only thing that' s living in here |
| [04:28.55] | Fear came to my house years ago I let ' em in |
| [04:31.70] | Maybe that' s the problem |
| [04:32.82] | Cause I' ve been dealing with this ever since |
| [04:35.01] | I thought that he would leave, but it' s obvious he never did |
| [04:37.94] | He must have picked the room and got comfortable and settled in |
| [04:41.38] | Now I' m in the position it' s either sit here and let him win |
| [04:44.48] | Or put him back outside where he came from, but I never can |
| [04:47.33] | Cause in order to do that I' d have to open the doors |
| [04:50.97] | Is that me or the fear talking? |
| [04:53.10] | I don' t know anymore |
| [00:00.38] | 尔虞我诈是盲目的开端 |
| [00:03.80] | 在这所有的问题下真相又为何物？ |
| [00:06.69] | 感觉像是我错过了清醒的时刻并沉睡下去（昏睡） |
| [00:13.30] | 步履蹒跚却仍旧追逐完美的人生 |
| [00:16.37] | 这些墙壁好比我茫然失若的面目 |
| [00:19.66] | 我的大脑是将自己围困的屋子 |
| [00:22.85] | 只身孤影游荡在这间大宅里头 |
| [00:31.77] | 我的大脑就像一间以词为墙的房屋 |
| [00:34.96] | 它们无处不在，无数歌曲存于镜面之中 |
| [00:38.37] | 歌词写满了地板，绘尽了所有桌椅 |
| [00:41.43] | 当我走下楼，你会看到我未删减的人生经历 |
| [00:44.72] | 每当我境遇不加需要释放时就是在那将回忆逐一记载 |
| [00:47.81] | 然后放映出NF的一面，你不会想看见这段记忆 |
| [00:50.95] | 我用双拳不断击打墙壁直到两只手都流出鲜血 |
| [00:54.19] | 你也许能够一睹我处理自己心中愤怒的方式 |
| [00:57.47] | 这是“虐待之室”，那房间是我最不想进入的地方【NF被母亲离婚后结交的男友虐待】 |
| [01:00.45] | 那折磨的情景没模糊过，我真的一眼都不想再看到 |
| [01:03.68] | 四周的墙毫无空处，我只是觉得自己不会愿意见到它们 |
| [01:06.66] | 为什么拒绝呢？既然来到了，那我就不如好好看一番 |
| [01:10.38] | 我还得因为这化为动力的愤怒好好感谢你 |
| [01:13.22] | 真希望我能点着一根火柴把这整间房子焚为焦土 |
| [01:16.33] | 事实上我想现在马上就把这房间烧毁掉 |
| [01:19.56] | 不知何故这段痛苦的记忆就是不肯消停 |
| [01:22.95] | 你过去常把我逼到墙角，这样你就能看到我眼里的畏惧 |
| [01:26.09] | 然后把我抓下楼梯狠狠地殴打我直到我哭吼交加 |
| [01:29.21] | 真是可喜可贺，你会一直占据我记忆中的一角 |
| [01:32.36] | 可我还要关好房门再附上歌词锁在一块 |
| [01:36.85] | 尔虞我诈是盲目的开端 |
| [01:39.85] | 在这所有的问题下真相又为何物？ |
| [01:43.01] | 感觉像是我错过了清醒的时刻并沉睡下去（昏睡） |
| [01:49.26] | 步履蹒跚却仍旧追逐完美的人生 |
| [01:52.54] | 这些墙壁好比我茫然失若的面目 |
| [01:55.81] | 我的大脑是围困自我的屋子 |
| [01:59.22] | 只身孤影游荡在这间大宅里头（在这屋中） |
| [02:05.02] | 我的大脑像一间房子，墙壁贴满了痛楚 |
| [02:07.78] | 我的问题所在是我没半点行动 |
| [02:09.92] | 我只会竭力地粉刷保护色，将它们掩盖，仿佛没有发生过 |
| [02:12.85] | 我也希望自己能作出改变。你感到不理解？ |
| [02:15.10] | 来到楼上，我会让你明白我所说的话 |
| [02:17.44] | 这间房里充满了悔恨，始终都充满了懊恼之感 |
| [02:20.32] | 刚走进这房间的一刹那我马上就想要离开 |
| [02:23.73] | 每次看到这些东西我便感到不适隐隐作吐 |
| [02:26.84] | 可当这房间是我入睡的地方时根本没可能视而不见 |
| [02:30.16] | 向四周望去，我记录在墙上最糟糕的事情 |
| [02:33.30] | 是我意识到自己失去了母亲的那瞬间【NF母亲因滥用药物致死】 |
| [02:36.50] | 我写的最重要的一条是希望当初有给妈妈打过电话 |
| [02:39.71] | 但是我该马上停下来，这首歌的容量已经所剩无几 |
| [02:43.07] | 我感到后悔不及因为自己不断挣扎着试图想找回自我 |
| [02:46.06] | 我欺骗自己说一定会竭尽我的全力 |
| [02:49.22] | 不以为然假装得仿佛自己已经就无能为力 |
| [02:52.42] | 然后每次看到这样做的后果影响了自己计划时变得暴躁 |
| [02:56.37] | 我非常后悔眼睁睁看着信任危机感将自己吞噬 |
| [02:59.28] | 按照这样的想法活着也许到我死时这种感觉还会存在 |
| [03:02.22] | 真是可喜可贺，你们会一直占据我记忆中的一角 |
| [03:05.30] | 问题是：以后我会将墙上记下的东西清除掉吗？ |
| [03:09.58] | 尔虞我诈是盲目的开端 |
| [03:12.77] | 在这所有的问题下真相又为何物？ |
| [03:15.81] | 感觉像是我错过了清醒的时刻并沉睡下去 |
| [03:21.70] | 步履蹒跚却仍旧追逐完美的人生 |
| [03:25.54] | 这些墙壁好比我茫然失若的面目 |
| [03:28.63] | 我的大脑是将自己围困的屋子 |
| [03:32.09] | 只身孤影游荡在这间大宅里头（在这屋中） |
| [03:37.49] | 所以我这间“心房”，已经好些年没有人进去过 |
| [03:40.52] | 我造了安全室并且抵挡住所有人不让他们进来 |
| [03:43.76] | 因为只要我这样做了 |
| [03:45.46] | 他们才有可能消失眼前不再出现 |
| [03:48.06] | 我承认自己太神经过敏，害怕让任何人走进心里 |
| [03:51.54] | 所以我让自己的心门紧闭 |
| [03:53.26] | 你也许能找出另一扇能打开的门但这一扇不可能 |
| [03:56.24] | 因为我不想给你任何一次伤害到我的机会 |
| [03:59.33] | 当你将我遗弃，我就会成了唯一会被责怪的人 |
| [04:02.51] | 我在心里设下路障 |
| [04:04.06] | 别再窥探观望 |
| [04:05.58] | 我不可能会给你开门 |
| [04:07.17] | 别再敲了，给我停下来！ |
| [04:09.62] | 我已受困于此 |
| [04:11.10] | 上帝一直说我并没有被锁起 |
| [04:12.89] | 是我作茧自缚 |
| [04:13.92] | 我在自己的良知里迷失方向 |
| [04:16.29] | 我很清楚把世界阻挡在外根本于事无补 |
| [04:18.92] | 可我没有筑起这间房子因为我觉得这样能将问题解决 |
| [04:22.17] | 我将它筑起因为我觉得这样可以让我更安心地待在这里面 |
| [04:25.20] | 事实却相反，我并不是唯一居于这里的家伙 |
| [04:28.55] | 一年前我放恐惧感进来到我这心房 |
| [04:31.70] | 也许那才是问题所在 |
| [04:32.82] | 因为我从那时起一直都在与之斗争 |
| [04:35.01] | 本以为它会离开，但很显然它不会移开半步 |
| [04:37.94] | 它肯定已经选好了一间房然后在里面安适地扎了根 |
| [04:41.38] | 现在我只有要么坐以待毙，或让它任意妄为 |
| [04:44.48] | 或是将它赶回原来的地方，然而我没任何胜算 |
| [04:47.33] | 因为一旦那样做我就不得不把心门敞开 |
| [04:50.97] | 到底是我还是恐惧感在说话？ |
| [04:53.10] | 连我自己也搞不清了 |
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