Mansion

歌曲 Mansion
歌手 NF
歌手 Fleurie
专辑 Mansion

歌词

[00:00.38] Insidious is blind inception
[00:03.80] What's reality with all these questions?
[00:06.69] Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in)
[00:13.30] Broken legs but I chase perfection
[00:16.37] These walls are my blank expression
[00:19.66] My mind is a home I'm trapped in
[00:22.85] And it's lonely inside this mansion
[00:31.77] Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in lyrics
[00:34.96] They're all over the place, there's songs in the mirrors
[00:38.37] Written all over the floors, all over the chairs
[00:41.43] And you get the uncut version of life when I go downstairs
[00:44.72] That's where I write when I'm in a bad place and need to release
[00:47.81] And let out the version of NF you don't want to see
[00:50.95] I put holes in the walls with both of my fists 'til they bleed
[00:54.19] You might get a glimpse of how I cope with all this anger in me
[00:57.47] Physically abused, now that's the room that I don't want to be in
[01:00.45] That picture ain't blurry at all, I just don't want to see it
[01:03.68] And these walls ain't blank, I just think I don't want to see 'em
[01:06.66] But why not? I'm in here, so I might as well read 'em
[01:10.38] I gotta thank you for this anger that I carry around
[01:13.22] Wish I could take a match and burn this whole room to the ground
[01:16.33] Matter of fact I think Ima burn this room right now
[01:19.56] Somehow this memory for some reason just won't come down
[01:22.95] You used to put me in the corner, so you could see the fear in my eyes
[01:26.09] Then took me downstairs and beat me 'til I screamed and I cried
[01:29.21] Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind
[01:32.36] But Ima keep the door shut and lock the lyrics inside
[01:36.85] Insidious is blind inception
[01:39.85] What's reality with all these questions?
[01:43.01] Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in)
[01:49.26] Broken legs but I chase perfection
[01:52.54] These walls are my blank expression
[01:55.81] My mind is a home I'm trapped in
[01:59.22] And it's lonely inside this mansion (inside this mansion)
[02:05.02] Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in pain
[02:07.78] See my problem is I don't fix things
[02:09.92] I just try to repaint, cover 'em up, like it never happen
[02:12.85] Say I wish I could change. Are you confused?
[02:15.10] Come upstairs and I'll show you what I mean
[02:17.44] This room's full of regrets, just keeps getting fuller it seems
[02:20.32] The moment I walk in to it is the same moment that I wanna leave
[02:23.73] I get sick to my stomach every time I look at these things
[02:26.84] But it's hard to look past when this is the room where I sleep
[02:30.16] I look around. One of the worst things I wrote on these walls
[02:33.30] Was the moment I realized that I was losing my mom
[02:36.50] And one of the first things I wrote was I wish I would have called
[02:39.71] But I should just stop now, we ain′t got enough room in this song
[02:43.07] And I regret the fact that I struggled trying to find who I am
[02:46.06] And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can
[02:49.22] Shrug it off like it ain't nothing like it’s out of my hands
[02:52.42] Then get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans
[02:56.37] And I regret watching these trust issues eat me alive
[02:59.28] And at the rate I'm going they'll probably still be there when I die
[03:02.22] Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind
[03:05.30] The question is: Will I ever clean the walls off in time?
[03:09.58] Insidious is blind inception
[03:12.77] What's reality with all these questions?
[03:15.81] Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in)
[03:21.70] Broken legs but I chase perfection
[03:25.54] These walls are my blank expression
[03:28.63] My mind is a home I'm trapped in
[03:32.09] And it's lonely inside this mansion (inside this mansion)
[03:37.49] So this part of my house, no one's been in it for years
[03:40.52] I built the safe room and I don't let no one in there
[03:43.76] Cause if I do, there's a chance
[03:45.46] That they might disappear and not come back
[03:48.06] And I admit I am emotionally scared to let anyone inside
[03:51.54] So I just leave my doors locked
[03:53.26] You might get other doors to open up but this doors not
[03:56.24] Cause I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me
[03:59.33] And I'll be the only person that I can blame when you desert me
[04:02.51] I'm barricaded inside
[04:04.06] So stop watching
[04:05.58] I'm not coming to the door
[04:07.17] So stop knocking, stop knocking
[04:09.62] I'm trapped here
[04:11.10] God keep saying I'm not locked in
[04:12.89] I chose this
[04:13.92] I am lost in my own conscience
[04:16.29] I know that shutting the wall down ain't solving the problem
[04:18.92] But I didn't build this house because I thought it would solve ′em
[04:22.17] I built it because I thought that it would be safer in there
[04:25.20] But it's not, I'm not the only thing that's living in here
[04:28.55] Fear came to my house years ago I let 'em in
[04:31.70] Maybe that's the problem
[04:32.82] Cause I've been dealing with this ever since
[04:35.01] I thought that he would leave, but it's obvious he never did
[04:37.94] He must have picked the room and got comfortable and settled in
[04:41.38] Now I'm in the position it's either sit here and let him win
[04:44.48] Or put him back outside where he came from, but I never can
[04:47.33] Cause in order to do that I'd have to open the doors
[04:50.97] Is that me or the fear talking?
[04:53.10] I don't know anymore

拼音

[00:00.38] Insidious is blind inception
[00:03.80] What' s reality with all these questions?
[00:06.69] Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in slept in
[00:13.30] Broken legs but I chase perfection
[00:16.37] These walls are my blank expression
[00:19.66] My mind is a home I' m trapped in
[00:22.85] And it' s lonely inside this mansion
[00:31.77] Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in lyrics
[00:34.96] They' re all over the place, there' s songs in the mirrors
[00:38.37] Written all over the floors, all over the chairs
[00:41.43] And you get the uncut version of life when I go downstairs
[00:44.72] That' s where I write when I' m in a bad place and need to release
[00:47.81] And let out the version of NF you don' t want to see
[00:50.95] I put holes in the walls with both of my fists ' til they bleed
[00:54.19] You might get a glimpse of how I cope with all this anger in me
[00:57.47] Physically abused, now that' s the room that I don' t want to be in
[01:00.45] That picture ain' t blurry at all, I just don' t want to see it
[01:03.68] And these walls ain' t blank, I just think I don' t want to see ' em
[01:06.66] But why not? I' m in here, so I might as well read ' em
[01:10.38] I gotta thank you for this anger that I carry around
[01:13.22] Wish I could take a match and burn this whole room to the ground
[01:16.33] Matter of fact I think Ima burn this room right now
[01:19.56] Somehow this memory for some reason just won' t come down
[01:22.95] You used to put me in the corner, so you could see the fear in my eyes
[01:26.09] Then took me downstairs and beat me ' til I screamed and I cried
[01:29.21] Congratulations, you' ll always have a room in my mind
[01:32.36] But Ima keep the door shut and lock the lyrics inside
[01:36.85] Insidious is blind inception
[01:39.85] What' s reality with all these questions?
[01:43.01] Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in slept in
[01:49.26] Broken legs but I chase perfection
[01:52.54] These walls are my blank expression
[01:55.81] My mind is a home I' m trapped in
[01:59.22] And it' s lonely inside this mansion inside this mansion
[02:05.02] Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in pain
[02:07.78] See my problem is I don' t fix things
[02:09.92] I just try to repaint, cover ' em up, like it never happen
[02:12.85] Say I wish I could change. Are you confused?
[02:15.10] Come upstairs and I' ll show you what I mean
[02:17.44] This room' s full of regrets, just keeps getting fuller it seems
[02:20.32] The moment I walk in to it is the same moment that I wanna leave
[02:23.73] I get sick to my stomach every time I look at these things
[02:26.84] But it' s hard to look past when this is the room where I sleep
[02:30.16] I look around. One of the worst things I wrote on these walls
[02:33.30] Was the moment I realized that I was losing my mom
[02:36.50] And one of the first things I wrote was I wish I would have called
[02:39.71] But I should just stop now, we ain t got enough room in this song
[02:43.07] And I regret the fact that I struggled trying to find who I am
[02:46.06] And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can
[02:49.22] Shrug it off like it ain' t nothing like it' s out of my hands
[02:52.42] Then get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans
[02:56.37] And I regret watching these trust issues eat me alive
[02:59.28] And at the rate I' m going they' ll probably still be there when I die
[03:02.22] Congratulations, you' ll always have a room in my mind
[03:05.30] The question is: Will I ever clean the walls off in time?
[03:09.58] Insidious is blind inception
[03:12.77] What' s reality with all these questions?
[03:15.81] Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in slept in
[03:21.70] Broken legs but I chase perfection
[03:25.54] These walls are my blank expression
[03:28.63] My mind is a home I' m trapped in
[03:32.09] And it' s lonely inside this mansion inside this mansion
[03:37.49] So this part of my house, no one' s been in it for years
[03:40.52] I built the safe room and I don' t let no one in there
[03:43.76] Cause if I do, there' s a chance
[03:45.46] That they might disappear and not come back
[03:48.06] And I admit I am emotionally scared to let anyone inside
[03:51.54] So I just leave my doors locked
[03:53.26] You might get other doors to open up but this doors not
[03:56.24] Cause I don' t want you to have the opportunity to hurt me
[03:59.33] And I' ll be the only person that I can blame when you desert me
[04:02.51] I' m barricaded inside
[04:04.06] So stop watching
[04:05.58] I' m not coming to the door
[04:07.17] So stop knocking, stop knocking
[04:09.62] I' m trapped here
[04:11.10] God keep saying I' m not locked in
[04:12.89] I chose this
[04:13.92] I am lost in my own conscience
[04:16.29] I know that shutting the wall down ain' t solving the problem
[04:18.92] But I didn' t build this house because I thought it would solve em
[04:22.17] I built it because I thought that it would be safer in there
[04:25.20] But it' s not, I' m not the only thing that' s living in here
[04:28.55] Fear came to my house years ago I let ' em in
[04:31.70] Maybe that' s the problem
[04:32.82] Cause I' ve been dealing with this ever since
[04:35.01] I thought that he would leave, but it' s obvious he never did
[04:37.94] He must have picked the room and got comfortable and settled in
[04:41.38] Now I' m in the position it' s either sit here and let him win
[04:44.48] Or put him back outside where he came from, but I never can
[04:47.33] Cause in order to do that I' d have to open the doors
[04:50.97] Is that me or the fear talking?
[04:53.10] I don' t know anymore

歌词大意

[00:00.38] ěr yú wǒ zhà shì máng mù dì kāi duān
[00:03.80] zài zhè suǒ yǒu de wèn tí xià zhēn xiàng yòu wèi hé wù?
[00:06.69] gǎn jué xiàng shì wǒ cuò guò le qīng xǐng de shí kè bìng chén shuì xià qù hūn shuì
[00:13.30] bù lǚ pán shān què réng jiù zhuī zhú wán měi dí rén shēng
[00:16.37] zhèi xiē qiáng bì hǎo bǐ wǒ máng rán shī ruò de miàn mù
[00:19.66] wǒ de dà nǎo shì jiāng zì jǐ wéi kùn de wū zi
[00:22.85] zhī shēn gū yǐng yóu dàng zài zhè jiān dà zhái lǐ tou
[00:31.77] wǒ de dà nǎo jiù xiàng yī jiān yǐ cí wèi qiáng de fáng wū
[00:34.96] tā men wú chǔ bù zài, wú shù gē qǔ cún yú jìng miàn zhī zhōng
[00:38.37] gē cí xiě mǎn le dì bǎn, huì jǐn le suǒ yǒu zhuō yǐ
[00:41.43] dāng wǒ zǒu xià lóu, nǐ huì kàn dào wǒ wèi shān jiǎn de rén shēng jīng lì
[00:44.72] měi dāng wǒ jìng yù bù jiā xū yào shì fàng shí jiù shì zài nà jiāng huí yì zhú yī jì zǎi
[00:47.81] rán hòu fàng yìng chū NF de yī miàn, nǐ bú huì xiǎng kàn jiàn zhè duàn jì yì
[00:50.95] wǒ yòng shuāng quán bù duàn jī dǎ qiáng bì zhí dào liǎng zhī shǒu dōu liú chū xiān xuè
[00:54.19] nǐ yě xǔ néng gòu yī dǔ wǒ chǔ lǐ zì jǐ xīn zhōng fèn nù de fāng shì
[00:57.47] zhè shì" nüè dài zhī shì", nà fáng jiān shì wǒ zuì bù xiǎng jìn rù de dì fāng NF bèi mǔ qīn lí hūn hòu jié jiāo de nán yǒu nüè dài
[01:00.45] nà zhé mó de qíng jǐng méi mó hu guò, wǒ zhēn de yī yǎn dōu bù xiǎng zài kàn dào
[01:03.68] sì zhōu de qiáng háo wú kōng chù, wǒ zhǐ shì jué de zì jǐ bú huì yuàn yì jiàn dào tā men
[01:06.66] wèi shí me jù jué ne? jì rán lái dào le, nà wǒ jiù bù rú hǎo hǎo kàn yī fān
[01:10.38] wǒ hái dé yīn wèi zhè huà wéi dòng lì de fèn nù hǎo hǎo gǎn xiè nǐ
[01:13.22] zhēn xī wàng wǒ néng diǎn zháo yī gēn huǒ chái bǎ zhè zhěng jiān fáng zi fén wèi jiāo tǔ
[01:16.33] shì shí shàng wǒ xiǎng xiàn zài mǎ shàng jiù bǎ zhè fáng jiān shāo huǐ diào
[01:19.56] bù zhī hé gù zhè duàn tòng kǔ de jì yì jiù shì bù kěn xiāo tíng
[01:22.95] nǐ guò qù cháng bǎ wǒ bī dào qiáng jiǎo, zhè yàng nǐ jiù néng kàn dào wǒ yǎn lǐ de wèi jù
[01:26.09] rán hòu bǎ wǒ zhuā xià lóu tī hěn hěn dì ōu dǎ wǒ zhí dào wǒ kū hǒu jiāo jiā
[01:29.21] zhēn shì kě xǐ kě hè, nǐ huì yī zhí zhàn jù wǒ jì yì zhōng de yī jiǎo
[01:32.36] kě wǒ hái yào guān hǎo fáng mén zài fù shàng gē cí suǒ zài yí kuài
[01:36.85] ěr yú wǒ zhà shì máng mù dì kāi duān
[01:39.85] zài zhè suǒ yǒu de wèn tí xià zhēn xiàng yòu wèi hé wù?
[01:43.01] gǎn jué xiàng shì wǒ cuò guò le qīng xǐng de shí kè bìng chén shuì xià qù hūn shuì
[01:49.26] bù lǚ pán shān què réng jiù zhuī zhú wán měi dí rén shēng
[01:52.54] zhèi xiē qiáng bì hǎo bǐ wǒ máng rán shī ruò de miàn mù
[01:55.81] wǒ de dà nǎo shì wéi kùn zì wǒ de wū zi
[01:59.22] zhī shēn gū yǐng yóu dàng zài zhè jiān dà zhái lǐ tou zài zhè wū zhōng
[02:05.02] wǒ de dà nǎo xiàng yī jiān fáng zi, qiáng bì tiē mǎn le tòng chǔ
[02:07.78] wǒ de wèn tí suǒ zài shì wǒ méi bàn diǎn xíng dòng
[02:09.92] wǒ zhǐ huì jié lì dì fěn shuā bǎo hù sè, jiāng tā men yǎn gài, fǎng fú méi yǒu fā shēng guò
[02:12.85] wǒ yě xī wàng zì jǐ néng zuò chū gǎi biàn. nǐ gǎn dào bù lǐ jiě?
[02:15.10] lái dào lóu shàng, wǒ huì ràng nǐ míng bái wǒ suǒ shuō de huà
[02:17.44] zhè jiān fáng lǐ chōng mǎn le huǐ hèn, shǐ zhōng dōu chōng mǎn le ào nǎo zhī gǎn
[02:20.32] gāng zǒu jìn zhè fáng jiān de yī chà nà wǒ mǎ shàng jiù xiǎng yào lí kāi
[02:23.73] měi cì kàn dào zhèi xiē dōng xī wǒ biàn gǎn dào bù shì yǐn yǐn zuò tǔ
[02:26.84] kě dāng zhè fáng jiān shì wǒ rù shuì de dì fāng shí gēn běn méi kě néng shì ér bú jiàn
[02:30.16] xiàng sì zhōu wàng qù, wǒ jì lù zài qiáng shàng zuì zāo gāo de shì qíng
[02:33.30] shì wǒ yì shí dào zì jǐ shī qù le mǔ qīn de nà shùn jiān NF mǔ qīn yīn làn yòng yào wù zhì sǐ
[02:36.50] wǒ xiě de zuì zhòng yào de yī tiáo shì xī wàng dāng chū yǒu gěi mā mā dǎ guò diàn huà
[02:39.71] dàn shì wǒ gāi mǎ shàng tíng xià lái, zhè shǒu gē de róng liàng yǐ jīng suǒ shèng wú jǐ
[02:43.07] wǒ gǎn dào hòu huǐ bù jí yīn wèi zì jǐ bù duàn zhēng zhá zhe shì tú xiǎng zhǎo huí zì wǒ
[02:46.06] wǒ qī piàn zì jǐ shuō yí dìng huì jié jìn wǒ de quán lì
[02:49.22] bù yǐ wéi rán jiǎ zhuāng dé fǎng fú zì jǐ yǐ jīng jiù wú néng wéi lì
[02:52.42] rán hòu měi cì kàn dào zhè yàng zuò de hòu guǒ yǐng xiǎng le zì jǐ jì huà shí biàn de bào zào
[02:56.37] wǒ fēi cháng hòu huǐ yǎn zhēng zhēng kàn zhe xìn rèn wēi jī gǎn jiāng zì jǐ tūn shì
[02:59.28] àn zhào zhè yàng de xiǎng fǎ huó zhe yě xǔ dào wǒ sǐ shí zhè zhǒng gǎn jué hái huì cún zài
[03:02.22] zhēn shì kě xǐ kě hè, nǐ men huì yī zhí zhàn jù wǒ jì yì zhōng de yī jiǎo
[03:05.30] wèn tí shì: yǐ hòu wǒ huì jiāng qiáng shàng jì xià de dōng xī qīng chú diào ma?
[03:09.58] ěr yú wǒ zhà shì máng mù dì kāi duān
[03:12.77] zài zhè suǒ yǒu de wèn tí xià zhēn xiàng yòu wèi hé wù?
[03:15.81] gǎn jué xiàng shì wǒ cuò guò le qīng xǐng de shí kè bìng chén shuì xià qù
[03:21.70] bù lǚ pán shān què réng jiù zhuī zhú wán měi dí rén shēng
[03:25.54] zhèi xiē qiáng bì hǎo bǐ wǒ máng rán shī ruò de miàn mù
[03:28.63] wǒ de dà nǎo shì jiāng zì jǐ wéi kùn de wū zi
[03:32.09] zhī shēn gū yǐng yóu dàng zài zhè jiān dà zhái lǐ tou zài zhè wū zhōng
[03:37.49] suǒ yǐ wǒ zhè jiān" xīn fáng", yǐ jīng hǎo xiē nián méi yǒu rén jìn qù guò
[03:40.52] wǒ zào le ān quán shì bìng qiě dǐ dǎng zhù suǒ yǒu rén bù ràng tā men jìn lái
[03:43.76] yīn wèi zhǐ yào wǒ zhè yàng zuò le
[03:45.46] tā men cái yǒu kě néng xiāo shī yǎn qián bù zài chū xiàn
[03:48.06] wǒ chéng rèn zì jǐ tài shén jīng guò mǐn, hài pà ràng rèn hé rén zǒu jìn xīn lǐ
[03:51.54] suǒ yǐ wǒ ràng zì jǐ de xīn mén jǐn bì
[03:53.26] nǐ yě xǔ néng zhǎo chū lìng yī shàn néng dǎ kāi de mén dàn zhè yī shàn bù kě néng
[03:56.24] yīn wèi wǒ bù xiǎng gěi nǐ rèn hé yī cì shāng hài dào wǒ de jī huì
[03:59.33] dāng nǐ jiāng wǒ yí qì, wǒ jiù huì chéng le wéi yī huì bèi zé guài de rén
[04:02.51] wǒ zài xīn lǐ shè xià lù zhàng
[04:04.06] bié zài kuī tàn guān wàng
[04:05.58] wǒ bù kě néng huì gěi nǐ kāi mén
[04:07.17] bié zài qiāo le, gěi wǒ tíng xià lái!
[04:09.62] wǒ yǐ shòu kùn yú cǐ
[04:11.10] shàng dì yī zhí shuō wǒ bìng méi yǒu bèi suǒ qǐ
[04:12.89] shì wǒ zuò jiǎn zì fù
[04:13.92] wǒ zài zì jǐ de liáng zhī lǐ mí shī fāng xiàng
[04:16.29] wǒ hěn qīng chǔ bǎ shì jiè zǔ dǎng zài wài gēn běn yú shì wú bǔ
[04:18.92] kě wǒ méi yǒu zhù qǐ zhè jiān fáng zi yīn wèi wǒ jué de zhè yàng néng jiāng wèn tí jiě jué
[04:22.17] wǒ jiāng tā zhù qǐ yīn wèi wǒ jué de zhè yàng kě yǐ ràng wǒ gèng ān xīn dì dài zài zhè lǐ miàn
[04:25.20] shì shí què xiāng fǎn, wǒ bìng bú shì wéi yī jū yú zhè lǐ de jiā huo
[04:28.55] yī nián qián wǒ fàng kǒng jù gǎn jìn lái dào wǒ zhè xīn fáng
[04:31.70] yě xǔ nà cái shì wèn tí suǒ zài
[04:32.82] yīn wèi wǒ cóng nà shí qǐ yī zhí dōu zài yǔ zhī dòu zhēng
[04:35.01] běn yǐ wéi tā huì lí kāi, dàn hěn xiǎn rán tā bú huì yí kāi bàn bù
[04:37.94] tā kěn dìng yǐ jīng xuǎn hǎo le yī jiān fáng rán hòu zài lǐ miàn ān shì dì zhā le gēn
[04:41.38] xiàn zài wǒ zhǐ yǒu yào me zuò yǐ dài bì, huò ràng tā rèn yì wàng wéi
[04:44.48] huò shì jiāng tā gǎn huí yuán lái de dì fāng, rán ér wǒ méi rèn hé shèng suàn
[04:47.33] yīn wèi yī dàn nà yàng zuò wǒ jiù bù dé bù bǎ xīn mén chǎng kāi
[04:50.97] dào dǐ shì wǒ hái shì kǒng jù gǎn zài shuō huà?
[04:53.10] lián wǒ zì jǐ yě gǎo bù qīng le