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Dear Mother and Father, if you're reading this now |
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You probably just got home from God knows where |
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And went into my room to tell me |
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How tired you both are and how tired I make you both |
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Seem to think, I'm a problem to solve |
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But I don't want to be this thing that has to |
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Step over glass to prove, I'm not always wrong |
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It's not my fault I was born |
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I tried to tear off my own skin and only made you confused |
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Well, I am confused too; you act like you never use to |
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Hit me in anger, you broke my belief in any comfort or safety or sense of relief |
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You, you called me a liar, you called me a thief |
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I better run for my life, I'd rather live in the street |
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You never listened to me; you only hear what you want to hear |
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Remember the dream that I told you I had |
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With the old man with the jacket, that had a navy patch |
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I pissed myself for a year; you said it's only a dream |
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You have to grow up sometime; you have to be a man like me |
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A man like you who sticks his head in the sand to disappear |
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Who thinks the danger goes away, if you can't see the things you fear |
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If I could be a man like that I'd stay and force you |
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To ignore all of these burns on my skin, that you confuse with discipline |
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I won't destroy your illusion, destroy your mystic |
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You'll have to learn to live without one more unfortunate freak |
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You, you called me a loser, you called me sick |
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I'd get more love in the street, get more affection sucking dick |
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You never listened to me; you only hear what you want to hear |
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I will not take my own life to validate what you have done |
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Won't let the sins of the Father become those of the son |
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You, you called me depressive, you called me weak |
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You're better off without the love of this unfortunate freak |
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You never listened to me; someone will listen to me |
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Someone will listen to me |
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Someone will...listen to me |
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Someone will listen to me |
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Someone will listen to me |
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Someone will listen to me |
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Someone will listen to me |
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Someone will.... |