Is Happiness Just a Word? [Badtape Remix]

歌曲 Is Happiness Just a Word? [Badtape Remix]
歌手 Jedi Mind Tricks
专辑 The Thief and the Fallen (Deluxe Version)

歌词

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[00:00.00] "Is Happiness Just a Word?"
[00:07.29] Run(Go ahead and)
[00:20.44] Darkness comes beneath the dying stars
[00:23.46] With all the blood and scars
[00:27.16] I'm gonna hunt you
[00:29.02] With fear I appear
[00:32.74] Nothing will stop me
[00:35.51] The greater
[00:36.35] Creature in me
[00:38.27] Shattered, I will capture you
[00:41.64] So run
[00:42.65] My family don't understand what I go through
[00:45.19] Under diagnosed for 20 years, ain't never broke through
[00:47.61] You ever been in such a fog you don't know you?
[00:50.40] Never being able to do the shit you're supposed to?
[00:53.02] I wouldn't wish it on anyone that I'm close to
[00:55.47] Wouldn't wish it on anybody that I'm opposed to
[00:58.75] There's not an accurate diagnosis to show you
[01:01.21] Basic neurobiology isn't close to it
[01:03.93] I'm watching life as a spectator
[01:06.48] I can't help myself, even though I possessed data
[01:09.25] It's not a part of my spirit to want to test nature
[01:11.60] You think you know what I'm feeling, cousin, then let's wager
[01:14.67] I'm having trouble retaining new information
[01:16.87] Familiar scenes starting to look foreign- derealization
[01:19.68] Everybody tired of being patient
[01:22.45] Mama wondering why her baby crying in the basement
[01:24.81] Constant rumination just exacerbates it
[01:28.06] To the point where I can't barely narrate it
[01:30.37] I've had doctors tell me that my mind is fascinating
[01:32.90] But they can't tell me why the sickness has been activated
[01:35.71] Darkness comes beneath the dying stars
[01:39.28] With all the blood and scars
[01:41.95] I'm gonna hunt you
[01:43.77] With fear I appear
[01:46.08] Nothing will stop me
[01:50.00] The greater
[01:50.99] Creature in me
[01:52.81] Shattered, I will capture you
[01:56.07] So run
[01:57.52] My head don't work, the meds don't work
[01:58.99] But I don't want to be dead, dead don't work
[02:02.40] Sleep's the cousin of death, the bed don't work
[02:05.07] Maybe I'd rather be dead; dead don't hurt
[02:07.73] Realization of an inherent emptiness
[02:10.24] Maybe that's another sin for the pessimist
[02:13.00] Possibly I am a jinn with a exorcist
[02:15.56] I've fallen because I've been on the precipice
[02:18.37] Maybe it's my mama's possible regret
[02:20.97] Maybe it's a neurological neglect
[02:23.89] Maybe it's the reason why water's wet
[02:25.69] The angular gyrus and where the frontal lobe connect
[02:29.20] But maybe I'm being too complicated for you
[02:31.86] Maybe I should just be calm and explain it to you
[02:34.33] The psychiatrist thinking they could fool you
[02:36.89] Paxel, Zoloft, it's just wasteful to you
[02:39.55] I've tried meditation, tried to sit in silence
[02:42.56] But how the fuck that help a neurochemical imbalance?
[02:44.96] Why would you tell a person that they were childish
[02:47.43] Without an understanding of the pain that they surround in?
[02:50.29] I always feel foggy somatic detachment
[02:53.46] It's like my body isn't connected to actions
[02:56.16] It destroys everything that's affected the fragments
[02:58.37] I don't have nothing but senses and sadness
[03:01.39] Darkness comes beneath the stars
[03:05.81] With all the blood and all the scars
[03:10.93] Nothing will stop me
[03:16.70] The greater creature inside of me
[03:22.11] Darkness comes beneath the dying stars
[03:26.12] With all the blood and scars
[03:28.53] I'm gonna hunt you
[03:30.74] With fear I appear
[03:33.15] Nothing will stop me
[03:36.92] The greater
[03:37.93] Creature in me
[03:39.59] Shattered, I will capture you
[03:43.11] So run

歌词大意

[00:00.00] xìng fú zhǐ shì jiǎn dān de yī jù huà
[00:07.29] bēn pǎo ba nǔ lì dì xiàng qián kuáng bēn
[00:20.44] hēi àn zài jí jiāng xiāo shì de xīng guāng xià jiàng lín
[00:23.46] bàn suí zhe suǒ yǒu de xiān xuè hé shāng hén jiàng lín
[00:27.16] wǒ jí jiāng yào qù zhuī zhú xún zhǎo nǐ de zú jī
[00:29.02] bàn suí zhe kǒng jù zhí zhì wǒ de chū xiàn wéi zhǐ
[00:32.74] rèn hé shì wù dōu jiāng wú fǎ zǔ zhǐ wǒ jiǎo bù
[00:35.51] wú bǐ qiáng dà
[00:36.35] wǒ de nèi xīn lǐ jiāng huì shì wú bǐ qiáng dà de tóng shàng, qiān yǐn yī jù huà de běn yì
[00:38.27] nǎ pà xīn yǐ pò suì shēn yǐ pí bèi, wǒ yě dìng jiāng huì zhǎo dào nǐ
[00:41.64] suǒ yǐ nǔ lì bēn pǎo ba zhuī mèng de hái zi
[00:42.65] wǒ de jiā rén gēn běn bù liǎo jiě wǒ de guò qù
[00:45.19] zhěn duàn èr shí nián yú zài què cóng lái méi yǒu bàn fǎ
[00:47.61] nǐ kě zēng zài mí máng zhōng lián zì jǐ dōu bù rèn shi?
[00:50.40] yǒng yuǎn dì bù néng qù zuò nǐ xiǎng yào zuò de shì qíng?
[00:53.02] wǒ bù xiǎng shēn biān de rèn hé rén shēn shǒu wǒ de shì
[00:55.47] gèng bù xī wàng wǒ yàn juàn de rén zuò dào nèi xiē shì
[00:58.75] zhè lǐ méi yǒu míng què de zhěn duàn néng tì nǐ shuō míng
[01:01.21] jiù lián jī běn de shēng wù xué jiā dōu bù néng jiě shì zhǐ de yuán lǐ, dá chéng rén yú rén zhī jiān suǒ yuàn de jiāo wǎng jiāo liú gù dìng dìng lǜ
[01:03.93] wǒ xiàng gè guān zhòng yí yàng guān wàng zhe wǒ de rén shēng
[01:06.48] jí shǐ yōng yǒu tǒng zhì lì yě bù néng jiù shú zì jǐ
[01:09.25] zhè bú shì wǒ líng hún niǔ qū zài zuò tiān rán shí yàn
[01:11.60] nǐ yǐ wéi nǐ zhēn de huì liǎo jiě wǒ de gǎn shòu me,
nà jiē xià lái ràng wǒ men lái dǎ gè dǔ ba xiōng dì
[01:14.67] wǒ lián méi fā shēng duō jiǔ de shì dōu jì bù qīng chǔ
[01:16.87] xū wú piāo miǎo de chǎng jǐng sì céng xiāng shí
[01:19.68] měi ge rén dōu duì fù yǒu nài xīn ér shēn xīn pí bèi
[01:22.45] mā mā xiǎng zhī dào wèi hé tā de hái zi zài dì xià kū qì
[01:24.81] bù duàn sī kǎo zhǐ huì màn màn jiā zhòng de wǒ bìng qíng
[01:28.06] jiǎng zhēn wǒ què shí wú fǎ yòng yán yǔ qù miáo shù tā
[01:30.37] céng jīng yǒu gè yī shēng gào sù wǒ de xīn líng shì ràng rén táo zuì chén mí de
[01:32.90] dàn què bù néng gào sù wǒ wèi shí me wǒ de tǐ nèi jí bìng huì bèi jī huó
[01:35.71] hēi àn jiàng lín zài jí jiāng xiāo shì de xīng guāng xià
[01:39.28] bàn suí zhe suǒ yǒu de xiān xuè hé shāng hén dào lín
[01:41.95] wǒ jí jiāng yào qù zhuī zhú xún zhǎo nǐ de zú jī
[01:43.77] bàn suí zhe kǒng jù zhí zhì wǒ de chū xiàn wéi zhǐ
[01:46.08] rèn hé shì wù dōu jiāng wú fǎ zǔ zhǐ wǒ jiǎo bù
[01:50.00] wú bǐ qiáng dà
[01:50.99] wǒ de nèi xīn lǐ jiāng huì shì wú bǐ qiáng dà de
[01:52.81] nǎ pà xīn yǐ pò suì shēn yǐ pí bèi, wǒ yě dìng jiāng huì zhǎo dào nǐ
[01:56.07] suǒ yǐ pīn mìng bēn pǎo ba yǒu mèng de hái zi
[01:57.52] wǒ de nǎo zi yǐ huài sǐ, yào wù méi bàn fǎ zhì yù le
[01:58.99] dàn shì wǒ bù xiǎng sǐ diào, sǐ diào jiù bù néng wēi xiào le
[02:02.40] shuì mián néng jiā kuài sǐ wáng, chuáng duì liáo shāng méi yǒu yòng le
[02:05.07] yě xǔ wǒ zhēn xiǎng sǐ diào, sǐ diào jiù bú huì téng tòng le
[02:07.73] yī zhǒng nèi zài de yǔ shēng jù lái de kōng xū gǎn
[02:10.24] yě xǔ zhè shì lìng yī zhǒng zuì è de bēi guān zhě
[02:13.00] kě néng wǒ shì yí gè qū mó rén de xiǎo jīng líng
[02:15.56] wǒ zài duò luò yīn wèi wǒ shēn chǔ xuán yá biān yuán
[02:18.37] yě xǔ jiù shì mā mā duì cǐ de huǐ hèn bēi tòng
[02:20.97] yě xǔ zhè shì yí gè shén jīng xì tǒng de shū hū
[02:23.89] yě xǔ zhè kě yǐ jiě shì shuǐ wèi hé shì shī de
[02:25.69] wǒ de shén jīng zhōng shū xiāng hù liàn jiē chǔ zài nǎ?
[02:29.20] dàn zhèi xiē kě néng duì nǐ lái shuō tài guò fù zá
[02:31.86] yě xǔ wǒ gāi lěng jìng yī xià lái xiàng nǐ jiě shì
[02:34.33] nèi xiē jīng shén kē dài fū quán shì zài yú nòng nǐ
[02:36.89] Paxel. Zoloft. nǐ zhǐ shì làng fèi yào wù qián liǎng zhě shì liǎng zhǒng yào wù de míng zì
[02:39.55] wǒ yǐ jīng tǎo yàn le sī kǎo, yàn juàn chén mò
[02:42.56] zhè duì wǒ xīn lǐ niǔ qū bìng méi rèn hé zuò yòng
[02:44.96] nǐ wèi hé yào gào sù qí tā rén tā men xīn lǐ shì yòu zhì de
[02:47.43] méi jīng lì guò suǒ chǔ de tòng kǔ wèi hé yào shuō tā men yòu zhì
[02:50.29] wǒ zhēn de gǎn jué bú dào wǒ de shēn tǐ qì guān zài huó dòng
[02:53.46] zhè zhēn jiù xiàng wǒ de xíng wéi bù shòu dà nǎo kòng zhì yí yàng
[02:56.16] zhè zhǒng tiān shā de jí bìng cuī huǐ le wǒ de yī qiè
[02:58.37] chú le yì shí hé bēi shāng zhī wài wǒ yī wú suǒ yǒu
[03:01.39] hēi àn zài jí jiāng xiāo shì de xīng guāng xià jiàng lín
[03:05.81] bàn suí zhe suǒ yǒu de xiān xuè hé shāng hén jiàng lín
[03:10.93] rèn hé shì wù dōu jiāng wú fǎ zǔ zhǐ wǒ jiǎo bù
[03:16.70] wǒ de nèi xīn lǐ jiāng huì shì wú bǐ qiáng dà de
[03:22.11] hēi àn jiàng lín zài jí jiāng xiāo shì de xīng guāng xià
[03:26.12] bàn suí zhe suǒ yǒu de xiān xuè hé shāng hén dào lín
[03:28.53] wǒ jí jiāng yào qù zhuī zhú xún zhǎo nǐ de zú jī
[03:30.74] bàn suí zhe kǒng jù zhí zhì wǒ zhǎo dào tā wéi zhǐ
[03:33.15] rèn hé shì wù dōu jiāng wú fǎ zǔ zhǐ wǒ jiǎo bù
[03:36.92] wú bǐ qiáng dà
[03:37.93] wǒ de nèi xīn lǐ jiāng huì shì wú bǐ qiáng dà de
[03:39.59] nǎ pà xīn yǐ pò suì shēn yǐ pí bèi, wǒ yě dìng jiāng huì zhǎo dào nǐ de zú jī yǐng zōng
[03:43.11] suǒ yǐ nèi xiē yǒu mèng xiǎng de hái zi, qǐng zài zuì hǎo de nián huá nǔ lì dì bēn pǎo ba