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zuò qǔ : Marshall Mathers E. Heynie J. Osbourne Tony Iommi Bill Ward Geezer Butler |
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zuò cí : Marshall Mathers E. Heynie J. Osbourne Tony Iommi Bill Ward Geezer Butler |
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I' m going through changes |
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I' m going through changes |
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Lately I really, feel like I' m rolling for ___ like Philly, |
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I feel like I' m losing control of myself, I sincerely, |
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I apologize if all that I sound like, is I' m complaining, |
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But life keeps on complicating, an' I' m debating, |
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On leaving this world, this evening, even my girls, |
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Can see I' m grievin', I try and hide it, |
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But I can' t, why do I act like I' m all high and mighty, |
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When inside, I' m dying, I am finally realizing I need help. |
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I can' t do it by myself, too weak, 2 weeks I' ve been having ups and downs, |
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Going through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying, |
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Around with the idea, of ending the shit right here. |
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I' m hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors, |
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I can' t stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care? |
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I give a fuck, only thing I fear, is Hailie, |
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I' m afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, |
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Shit.. |
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I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon, |
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Yeah dad' s in a bad mood, he' s always snappin' at you. |
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Marshall what happened at you, you can' t stop with these pills, |
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And you' ve fallen off with your skills, and your own fans are laughin' at you. |
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It become a problem you' re too pussy to tackle, get up, |
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Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled. |
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Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed, |
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They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust, |
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Nah, it ain' t like Doody to do that, |
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He wouldn' t fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first, |
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But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse, |
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Now I' m poppin Vic' s, perks and Methadone pills. |
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Yeah Em, tight verse, you killed it, |
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Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me like " yes man", |
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And they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it, |
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It' s in their best interest to protect their investment. |
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And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then... |
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Don' t know what I' m going through, but I just keep on going through changes... |
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My friends just can' t understand this new me, |
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That' s understandable man, but just think how bananas you' d be, |
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You' d be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo. |
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And everybody' s lookin' at you, what you want me to do, |
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I' m startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is, |
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Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low. |
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I sit alone in my home theatre, watchin' the same damn DVD, |
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Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive. |
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And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills' ll make me feel alright. |
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And if I' m still awake in the middle of the night, |
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I just take a couple more, yeah you' re motherfuckin' right, |
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I ain' t slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound. |
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Almost in a coma, yeah homie come on, don' t look now, |
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Daddy, don' t you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground. |
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Fuck, don' t I know the sound of that voice, |
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Yeah baby hold me down. |
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Wake up in the hospital, full of tubes, plus somehow I' m pullin' through. |
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Swear when I come back I' ma be bulletproof. |
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I' ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few, |
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Facts, cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth. |
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Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through? |
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I think about the things I would never got to say to you, |
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I' d never get to make it right, so here' s what I came to do. |
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Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too, |
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I still love your mother, that' ll never change, |
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Think about her every day, we just could never get it together. |
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Hey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it, |
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But I swear on everything, I' d do anything for her on anyday. |
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There are just too many things, to explain, when it rains, |
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Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn' t any pain. |
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But I can' t pretend there ain' t, I ain' t placin' any blame, |
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I ain' t pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint. |
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I know it just feels like we just pissed away our history, |
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But just today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say, |
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I miss you self consciously, wish it didn' t end this way. |
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But I just had to get away, don' t know why, |
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I don' t know what else to say, I guess I' m.. |