[00:01.010] | Lately I've been hard to reach |
[00:04.140] | I've been too long on my own |
[00:07.630] | Everybody has a private world |
[00:10.270] | Where they can be alone |
[00:14.920] | Are you calling me? |
[00:17.730] | Are you trying to get through? |
[00:21.500] | Are you reaching out for me |
[00:25.290] | Then I'm reaching out for you |
[00:29.360] | I'm just so fuckin' depressed |
[00:30.700] | I just can't seem to get out this slump |
[00:32.600] | If I could just get over this hump |
[00:34.270] | But I need somethin' to pull me out this dump |
[00:36.200] | I took my bruises, took my lumps |
[00:37.940] | Fell down and I got right back up |
[00:39.820] | But I need that spark to get psyched back up |
[00:41.630] | In order for me to pick the mic back up |
[00:43.500] | I don't know how or why or when |
[00:45.340] | I ended up in this position I'm in |
[00:46.990] | I'm starting to feel distant again |
[00:48.840] | So I decided just to pick this pen |
[00:50.720] | Up and try to make an attempt to vent |
[00:52.940] | But I just can't admit or come to grips with the fact |
[00:55.540] | That I may be done with rap, I need a new outlet |
[00:58.020] | And I know some shit's so hard to swallow |
[00:59.850] | But I just can't sit back and wallow |
[01:01.660] | In my own sorrow, but I know one fact: |
[01:03.590] | I'll be one tough act to follow, one tough act to follow |
[01:06.670] | I'll be one tough act to follow |
[01:09.200] | Here today, gone tomorrow |
[01:10.890] | But you'd have to walk a thousand miles— |
[01:12.640] | In my shoes, just to see what it's like to be me |
[01:16.250] | I'll be you, let's trade shoes |
[01:18.060] | Just to see what it'd be like to |
[01:19.860] | Feel your pain, you feel mine |
[01:21.710] | Go inside each other's minds |
[01:23.510] | Just to see what we find |
[01:25.320] | Look at shit through each other's eyes |
[01:27.510] | But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful |
[01:34.980] | They can all get fucked, just stay true to you |
[01:42.090] | Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful |
[01:49.400] | They can all get fucked, just stay true to you |
[01:55.850] | I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor |
[01:58.000] | Everything's so tense and gloom |
[01:59.870] | I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature |
[02:01.830] | Of the room, just as soon as |
[02:03.690] | I walk in, it's like all eyes on me |
[02:05.240] | So I try to avoid any eye contact |
[02:07.180] | ‘Cause if I do that, then it opens a door |
[02:08.920] | For conversation like I want that |
[02:10.930] | I'm not lookin' for extra attention |
[02:12.610] | I just wanna be just like you |
[02:14.320] | Blend in with the rest of the room |
[02:15.890] | Maybe just point me to the closest restroom |
[02:18.030] | I don't need no fuckin' man-servant |
[02:19.790] | Tryna follow me around and wipe my ass |
[02:21.660] | Laugh at every single joke I crack |
[02:23.480] | And half of 'em ain't even funny, like, "Ha! |
[02:25.460] | Marshall, you're so funny, man |
[02:27.290] | You should be a comedian, goddamn!" |
[02:29.000] | Unfortunately I am |
[02:30.990] | I just hide behind the tears of a clown |
[02:32.890] | So why don't you all sit down? |
[02:34.510] | Listen to the tale I'm about to tell |
[02:36.340] | Hell, we don't gotta trade our shoes |
[02:38.190] | And you ain't gotta walk no thousand miles— |
[02:40.000] | In my shoes, just to see what it's like to be me |
[02:43.510] | I'll be you, let's trade shoes |
[02:45.330] | Just to see what it'd be like to |
[02:47.180] | Feel your pain, you feel mine |
[02:48.990] | Go inside each other's minds |
[02:50.860] | Just to see what we find |
[02:52.640] | Look at shit through each other's eyes |
[02:54.850] | But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful |
[03:02.160] | They can all get fucked, just stay true to you |
[03:09.390] | Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful |
[03:16.700] | They can all get fucked, just stay true to you |
[03:23.720] | Nobody asked for life to deal us |
[03:25.440] | With these bullshit hands we're dealt |
[03:27.200] | We gotta take these cards ourselves |
[03:28.930] | And flip 'em, don't expect no help |
[03:30.800] | Now, I could've either just sat on my ass |
[03:33.450] | And pissed and moaned |
[03:34.550] | Or take this situation in which I'm placed in |
[03:37.010] | And get up and get my own |
[03:38.300] | I was never the type of kid |
[03:39.760] | To wait by the door and pack his bags |
[03:41.730] | And sat on the porch and hoped and prayed |
[03:43.530] | For a dad to show up who never did |
[03:45.350] | I just wanted to fit in in every single place |
[03:47.910] | Every school I went, I dreamed of being that cool kid |
[03:50.020] | Even if it meant acting stupid |
[03:52.600] | Aunt Edna always told me: |
[03:54.090] | "Keep making that face, it'll get stuck like that." |
[03:56.250] | Meanwhile, I'm just standin' there |
[03:57.970] | Holdin' my tongue, tryin' to talk like this |
[03:59.960] | 'Til I stuck my tongue on that frozen stop sign pole |
[04:02.120] | At eight years old; I learned my lesson then |
[04:05.150] | ‘Cause I wasn't tryin' to impress my friends no mo' |
[04:07.120] | But I already told you my whole life story |
[04:09.000] | Not just based on my description |
[04:10.800] | ‘Cause where you see it from where you're sittin' |
[04:12.620] | It's probably 110% different |
[04:14.800] | I guess we would have to walk a mile |
[04:16.720] | In each other's shoes at least |
[04:18.120] | What size you wear? I wear 10's |
[04:19.910] | Let's see if you can fit your feet— |
[04:21.790] | In my shoes, just to see what it's like to be me |
[04:25.280] | I'll be you, let's trade shoes |
[04:27.140] | Just to see what it'd be like to |
[04:28.920] | Feel your pain, you feel mine |
[04:30.760] | Go inside each other's minds |
[04:32.600] | Just to see what we find |
[04:34.330] | Look at shit through each other's eyes |
[04:36.320] | But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful |
[04:43.950] | They can all get fucked, just stay true to you |
[04:51.160] | Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful |
[04:58.410] | They can all get fucked, just stay true to you |
[05:06.290] | Lately I've been hard to reach |
[05:09.490] | I've been too long on my own |
[05:13.090] | Everybody has a private world |
[05:15.670] | Where they can be alone |
[05:20.290] | Are you calling me? |
[05:23.170] | Are you trying to get through? |
[05:27.510] | Are you reaching out for me |
[05:30.660] | Then I'm reaching out for you |
[05:35.990] | Yeah, to my babies: stay strong |
[05:41.370] | Daddy'll be home soon |
[05:43.930] | And to the rest of the world |
[05:45.880] | God gave you them shoes to fit you |
[05:49.350] | So put 'em on and wear 'em |
[05:52.200] | Be yourself, man, be proud of who you are |
[05:56.660] | Even if it sounds corny |
[05:59.330] | Never let no one tell you you ain't beautiful |
[00:01.010] | Lately I' ve been hard to reach |
[00:04.140] | I' ve been too long on my own |
[00:07.630] | Everybody has a private world |
[00:10.270] | Where they can be alone |
[00:14.920] | Are you calling me? |
[00:17.730] | Are you trying to get through? |
[00:21.500] | Are you reaching out for me |
[00:25.290] | Then I' m reaching out for you |
[00:29.360] | I' m just so fuckin' depressed |
[00:30.700] | I just can' t seem to get out this slump |
[00:32.600] | If I could just get over this hump |
[00:34.270] | But I need somethin' to pull me out this dump |
[00:36.200] | I took my bruises, took my lumps |
[00:37.940] | Fell down and I got right back up |
[00:39.820] | But I need that spark to get psyched back up |
[00:41.630] | In order for me to pick the mic back up |
[00:43.500] | I don' t know how or why or when |
[00:45.340] | I ended up in this position I' m in |
[00:46.990] | I' m starting to feel distant again |
[00:48.840] | So I decided just to pick this pen |
[00:50.720] | Up and try to make an attempt to vent |
[00:52.940] | But I just can' t admit or come to grips with the fact |
[00:55.540] | That I may be done with rap, I need a new outlet |
[00:58.020] | And I know some shit' s so hard to swallow |
[00:59.850] | But I just can' t sit back and wallow |
[01:01.660] | In my own sorrow, but I know one fact: |
[01:03.590] | I' ll be one tough act to follow, one tough act to follow |
[01:06.670] | I' ll be one tough act to follow |
[01:09.200] | Here today, gone tomorrow |
[01:10.890] | But you' d have to walk a thousand miles |
[01:12.640] | In my shoes, just to see what it' s like to be me |
[01:16.250] | I' ll be you, let' s trade shoes |
[01:18.060] | Just to see what it' d be like to |
[01:19.860] | Feel your pain, you feel mine |
[01:21.710] | Go inside each other' s minds |
[01:23.510] | Just to see what we find |
[01:25.320] | Look at shit through each other' s eyes |
[01:27.510] | But don' t let ' em say you ain' t beautiful |
[01:34.980] | They can all get fucked, just stay true to you |
[01:42.090] | Don' t let ' em say you ain' t beautiful |
[01:49.400] | They can all get fucked, just stay true to you |
[01:55.850] | I think I' m starting to lose my sense of humor |
[01:58.000] | Everything' s so tense and gloom |
[01:59.870] | I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature |
[02:01.830] | Of the room, just as soon as |
[02:03.690] | I walk in, it' s like all eyes on me |
[02:05.240] | So I try to avoid any eye contact |
[02:07.180] | ' Cause if I do that, then it opens a door |
[02:08.920] | For conversation like I want that |
[02:10.930] | I' m not lookin' for extra attention |
[02:12.610] | I just wanna be just like you |
[02:14.320] | Blend in with the rest of the room |
[02:15.890] | Maybe just point me to the closest restroom |
[02:18.030] | I don' t need no fuckin' manservant |
[02:19.790] | Tryna follow me around and wipe my ass |
[02:21.660] | Laugh at every single joke I crack |
[02:23.480] | And half of ' em ain' t even funny, like, " Ha! |
[02:25.460] | Marshall, you' re so funny, man |
[02:27.290] | You should be a comedian, goddamn!" |
[02:29.000] | Unfortunately I am |
[02:30.990] | I just hide behind the tears of a clown |
[02:32.890] | So why don' t you all sit down? |
[02:34.510] | Listen to the tale I' m about to tell |
[02:36.340] | Hell, we don' t gotta trade our shoes |
[02:38.190] | And you ain' t gotta walk no thousand miles |
[02:40.000] | In my shoes, just to see what it' s like to be me |
[02:43.510] | I' ll be you, let' s trade shoes |
[02:45.330] | Just to see what it' d be like to |
[02:47.180] | Feel your pain, you feel mine |
[02:48.990] | Go inside each other' s minds |
[02:50.860] | Just to see what we find |
[02:52.640] | Look at shit through each other' s eyes |
[02:54.850] | But don' t let ' em say you ain' t beautiful |
[03:02.160] | They can all get fucked, just stay true to you |
[03:09.390] | Don' t let ' em say you ain' t beautiful |
[03:16.700] | They can all get fucked, just stay true to you |
[03:23.720] | Nobody asked for life to deal us |
[03:25.440] | With these bullshit hands we' re dealt |
[03:27.200] | We gotta take these cards ourselves |
[03:28.930] | And flip ' em, don' t expect no help |
[03:30.800] | Now, I could' ve either just sat on my ass |
[03:33.450] | And pissed and moaned |
[03:34.550] | Or take this situation in which I' m placed in |
[03:37.010] | And get up and get my own |
[03:38.300] | I was never the type of kid |
[03:39.760] | To wait by the door and pack his bags |
[03:41.730] | And sat on the porch and hoped and prayed |
[03:43.530] | For a dad to show up who never did |
[03:45.350] | I just wanted to fit in in every single place |
[03:47.910] | Every school I went, I dreamed of being that cool kid |
[03:50.020] | Even if it meant acting stupid |
[03:52.600] | Aunt Edna always told me: |
[03:54.090] | " Keep making that face, it' ll get stuck like that." |
[03:56.250] | Meanwhile, I' m just standin' there |
[03:57.970] | Holdin' my tongue, tryin' to talk like this |
[03:59.960] | ' Til I stuck my tongue on that frozen stop sign pole |
[04:02.120] | At eight years old I learned my lesson then |
[04:05.150] | ' Cause I wasn' t tryin' to impress my friends no mo' |
[04:07.120] | But I already told you my whole life story |
[04:09.000] | Not just based on my description |
[04:10.800] | ' Cause where you see it from where you' re sittin' |
[04:12.620] | It' s probably 110 different |
[04:14.800] | I guess we would have to walk a mile |
[04:16.720] | In each other' s shoes at least |
[04:18.120] | What size you wear? I wear 10' s |
[04:19.910] | Let' s see if you can fit your feet |
[04:21.790] | In my shoes, just to see what it' s like to be me |
[04:25.280] | I' ll be you, let' s trade shoes |
[04:27.140] | Just to see what it' d be like to |
[04:28.920] | Feel your pain, you feel mine |
[04:30.760] | Go inside each other' s minds |
[04:32.600] | Just to see what we find |
[04:34.330] | Look at shit through each other' s eyes |
[04:36.320] | But don' t let ' em say you ain' t beautiful |
[04:43.950] | They can all get fucked, just stay true to you |
[04:51.160] | Don' t let ' em say you ain' t beautiful |
[04:58.410] | They can all get fucked, just stay true to you |
[05:06.290] | Lately I' ve been hard to reach |
[05:09.490] | I' ve been too long on my own |
[05:13.090] | Everybody has a private world |
[05:15.670] | Where they can be alone |
[05:20.290] | Are you calling me? |
[05:23.170] | Are you trying to get through? |
[05:27.510] | Are you reaching out for me |
[05:30.660] | Then I' m reaching out for you |
[05:35.990] | Yeah, to my babies: stay strong |
[05:41.370] | Daddy' ll be home soon |
[05:43.930] | And to the rest of the world |
[05:45.880] | God gave you them shoes to fit you |
[05:49.350] | So put ' em on and wear ' em |
[05:52.200] | Be yourself, man, be proud of who you are |
[05:56.660] | Even if it sounds corny |
[05:59.330] | Never let no one tell you you ain' t beautiful |
[00:01.010] | Lately I' ve been hard to reach |
[00:04.140] | I' ve been too long on my own |
[00:07.630] | Everybody has a private world |
[00:10.270] | Where they can be alone |
[00:14.920] | Are you calling me? |
[00:17.730] | Are you trying to get through? |
[00:21.500] | Are you reaching out for me |
[00:25.290] | Then I' m reaching out for you |
[00:29.360] | I' m just so fuckin' depressed |
[00:30.700] | I just can' t seem to get out this slump |
[00:32.600] | If I could just get over this hump |
[00:34.270] | But I need somethin' to pull me out this dump |
[00:36.200] | I took my bruises, took my lumps |
[00:37.940] | Fell down and I got right back up |
[00:39.820] | But I need that spark to get psyched back up |
[00:41.630] | In order for me to pick the mic back up |
[00:43.500] | I don' t know how or why or when |
[00:45.340] | I ended up in this position I' m in |
[00:46.990] | I' m starting to feel distant again |
[00:48.840] | So I decided just to pick this pen |
[00:50.720] | Up and try to make an attempt to vent |
[00:52.940] | But I just can' t admit or come to grips with the fact |
[00:55.540] | That I may be done with rap, I need a new outlet |
[00:58.020] | And I know some shit' s so hard to swallow |
[00:59.850] | But I just can' t sit back and wallow |
[01:01.660] | In my own sorrow, but I know one fact: |
[01:03.590] | I' ll be one tough act to follow, one tough act to follow |
[01:06.670] | I' ll be one tough act to follow |
[01:09.200] | Here today, gone tomorrow |
[01:10.890] | But you' d have to walk a thousand miles |
[01:12.640] | In my shoes, just to see what it' s like to be me |
[01:16.250] | I' ll be you, let' s trade shoes |
[01:18.060] | Just to see what it' d be like to |
[01:19.860] | Feel your pain, you feel mine |
[01:21.710] | Go inside each other' s minds |
[01:23.510] | Just to see what we find |
[01:25.320] | Look at shit through each other' s eyes |
[01:27.510] | But don' t let ' em say you ain' t beautiful |
[01:34.980] | They can all get fucked, just stay true to you |
[01:42.090] | Don' t let ' em say you ain' t beautiful |
[01:49.400] | They can all get fucked, just stay true to you |
[01:55.850] | I think I' m starting to lose my sense of humor |
[01:58.000] | Everything' s so tense and gloom |
[01:59.870] | I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature |
[02:01.830] | Of the room, just as soon as |
[02:03.690] | I walk in, it' s like all eyes on me |
[02:05.240] | So I try to avoid any eye contact |
[02:07.180] | ' Cause if I do that, then it opens a door |
[02:08.920] | For conversation like I want that |
[02:10.930] | I' m not lookin' for extra attention |
[02:12.610] | I just wanna be just like you |
[02:14.320] | Blend in with the rest of the room |
[02:15.890] | Maybe just point me to the closest restroom |
[02:18.030] | I don' t need no fuckin' manservant |
[02:19.790] | Tryna follow me around and wipe my ass |
[02:21.660] | Laugh at every single joke I crack |
[02:23.480] | And half of ' em ain' t even funny, like, " Ha! |
[02:25.460] | Marshall, you' re so funny, man |
[02:27.290] | You should be a comedian, goddamn!" |
[02:29.000] | Unfortunately I am |
[02:30.990] | I just hide behind the tears of a clown |
[02:32.890] | So why don' t you all sit down? |
[02:34.510] | Listen to the tale I' m about to tell |
[02:36.340] | Hell, we don' t gotta trade our shoes |
[02:38.190] | And you ain' t gotta walk no thousand miles |
[02:40.000] | In my shoes, just to see what it' s like to be me |
[02:43.510] | I' ll be you, let' s trade shoes |
[02:45.330] | Just to see what it' d be like to |
[02:47.180] | Feel your pain, you feel mine |
[02:48.990] | Go inside each other' s minds |
[02:50.860] | Just to see what we find |
[02:52.640] | Look at shit through each other' s eyes |
[02:54.850] | But don' t let ' em say you ain' t beautiful |
[03:02.160] | They can all get fucked, just stay true to you |
[03:09.390] | Don' t let ' em say you ain' t beautiful |
[03:16.700] | They can all get fucked, just stay true to you |
[03:23.720] | Nobody asked for life to deal us |
[03:25.440] | With these bullshit hands we' re dealt |
[03:27.200] | We gotta take these cards ourselves |
[03:28.930] | And flip ' em, don' t expect no help |
[03:30.800] | Now, I could' ve either just sat on my ass |
[03:33.450] | And pissed and moaned |
[03:34.550] | Or take this situation in which I' m placed in |
[03:37.010] | And get up and get my own |
[03:38.300] | I was never the type of kid |
[03:39.760] | To wait by the door and pack his bags |
[03:41.730] | And sat on the porch and hoped and prayed |
[03:43.530] | For a dad to show up who never did |
[03:45.350] | I just wanted to fit in in every single place |
[03:47.910] | Every school I went, I dreamed of being that cool kid |
[03:50.020] | Even if it meant acting stupid |
[03:52.600] | Aunt Edna always told me: |
[03:54.090] | " Keep making that face, it' ll get stuck like that." |
[03:56.250] | Meanwhile, I' m just standin' there |
[03:57.970] | Holdin' my tongue, tryin' to talk like this |
[03:59.960] | ' Til I stuck my tongue on that frozen stop sign pole |
[04:02.120] | At eight years old I learned my lesson then |
[04:05.150] | ' Cause I wasn' t tryin' to impress my friends no mo' |
[04:07.120] | But I already told you my whole life story |
[04:09.000] | Not just based on my description |
[04:10.800] | ' Cause where you see it from where you' re sittin' |
[04:12.620] | It' s probably 110 different |
[04:14.800] | I guess we would have to walk a mile |
[04:16.720] | In each other' s shoes at least |
[04:18.120] | What size you wear? I wear 10' s |
[04:19.910] | Let' s see if you can fit your feet |
[04:21.790] | In my shoes, just to see what it' s like to be me |
[04:25.280] | I' ll be you, let' s trade shoes |
[04:27.140] | Just to see what it' d be like to |
[04:28.920] | Feel your pain, you feel mine |
[04:30.760] | Go inside each other' s minds |
[04:32.600] | Just to see what we find |
[04:34.330] | Look at shit through each other' s eyes |
[04:36.320] | But don' t let ' em say you ain' t beautiful |
[04:43.950] | They can all get fucked, just stay true to you |
[04:51.160] | Don' t let ' em say you ain' t beautiful |
[04:58.410] | They can all get fucked, just stay true to you |
[05:06.290] | Lately I' ve been hard to reach |
[05:09.490] | I' ve been too long on my own |
[05:13.090] | Everybody has a private world |
[05:15.670] | Where they can be alone |
[05:20.290] | Are you calling me? |
[05:23.170] | Are you trying to get through? |
[05:27.510] | Are you reaching out for me |
[05:30.660] | Then I' m reaching out for you |
[05:35.990] | Yeah, to my babies: stay strong |
[05:41.370] | Daddy' ll be home soon |
[05:43.930] | And to the rest of the world |
[05:45.880] | God gave you them shoes to fit you |
[05:49.350] | So put ' em on and wear ' em |
[05:52.200] | Be yourself, man, be proud of who you are |
[05:56.660] | Even if it sounds corny |
[05:59.330] | Never let no one tell you you ain' t beautiful |
[00:01.010] | 最近我让人觉得难以接近 |
[00:04.140] | 我已经一个人奋斗太久了 |
[00:07.630] | 每个人都有一个属于自己的私密世界 |
[00:10.270] | 在那里他们可以一个人安静地呆着 |
[00:14.920] | 你在呼唤我吗? |
[00:17.730] | 你在努力打破我们之间地隔阂吗? |
[00:21.500] | 你如果在努力接近我 |
[00:25.290] | 那我也就会努力去接近你 |
[00:29.360] | 我最近心情太他妈低沉了 |
[00:30.700] | 仿佛无法度过自己生活中的这段低谷 |
[00:32.600] | 要是能翻过这座阻挡着我的大山该多好啊 |
[00:34.270] | 我需要一些力量来把我从这堆垃圾里拉出去 |
[00:36.200] | 整理好伤痕包扎好伤口 |
[00:37.940] | 跌倒后我立刻就爬起来 |
[00:39.820] | 但我需要一些火光让自己精神不再错乱(需要灵感来创作) |
[00:41.630] | 为了让自己再次拿起麦克风 |
[00:43.500] | 我不知道我是怎么或者为什么抑或是什么时候 |
[00:45.340] | 我就堕落到了这种地步 |
[00:46.990] | 我感觉自己又开始和别人疏远了 |
[00:48.840] | 所以我决定还是先捡起我的笔 |
[00:50.720] | 尝试着来抒发自己心中的情感 |
[00:52.940] | 但是我就是不能承认或者面对一个事实 |
[00:55.540] | 那就是我可能没法再说唱下去了,我需要一个新的出路 |
[00:58.020] | 这些屁话太让人难以承受了 |
[00:59.850] | 因此我不能就此退出或继续堕落 |
[01:01.660] | 在自己的伤痛中,但是我知道一个事实 |
[01:03.590] | 我会是一个难以追随的楷模,一个难以追随的楷模 |
[01:06.670] | 我会是一个难以追随的楷模 |
[01:09.200] | 今日在,明日走 |
[01:10.890] | 但你最好可以穿上我的鞋走个一千英里(指换位思考) |
[01:12.640] | 感受一下像我这样活着是什么感觉 |
[01:16.250] | 我感受一下你的生活,让我们换换位置 |
[01:18.060] | 就为了我 |
[01:19.860] | 可以感受你的痛苦,你可以感受我的 |
[01:21.710] | 深入彼此的内心 |
[01:23.510] | 就为了看看我们会发现什么 |
[01:25.320] | 互相注视着对方的双眼想要看透彼此 |
[01:27.510] | 不要让他们说你不完美 |
[01:34.980] | 他们都可以去死,你只要保持真我就很完美了 |
[01:42.090] | 不要让他们说你不完美 |
[01:49.400] | 他们都可以去死,你只要保持真我就很完美了 |
[01:55.850] | 我觉得自己要失去自己的幽默感了 |
[01:58.000] | 一切都显得既紧迫又阴郁 |
[01:59.870] | 我甚至觉得自己应该检查一下屋子里的温度 |
[02:01.830] | 是不是不正常,当我走进屋子的 |
[02:03.690] | 时候,仿佛所有人都开始注视着我 |
[02:05.240] | 所以我努力不去和他们有眼神接触 |
[02:07.180] | 因为一旦和他们有眼神接触了,就会显得我想和 |
[02:08.920] | 他们主动交流一样 |
[02:10.930] | 我不想要过多的关注 |
[02:12.610] | 我只想和你一样 |
[02:14.320] | 可以和屋子里其他人和睦相处就够了 |
[02:15.890] | 甚至只要有人告诉我最近的卫生间在哪就可以了 |
[02:18.030] | 我不需要他妈的小跟班 |
[02:19.790] | 跟着我走来走去拍着我的马屁 |
[02:21.660] | 我一说笑话就夸张地笑出声 |
[02:23.480] | 可是明明有一半地笑话都不好笑,他们还是说着:“哈哈! |
[02:25.460] | Marshall,你太搞笑了老兄, |
[02:27.290] | 你应该成为一个喜剧演员的,天啊!“ |
[02:29.000] | 不幸的是我就是 |
[02:30.990] | 我躲在小丑地眼泪后面 |
[02:32.890] | 所以你们何不坐下来 |
[02:34.510] | 听听我要说地故事 |
[02:36.340] | 去他的,我们不一定需要换换鞋子(指换位思考) |
[02:38.190] | 你也不用穿上我的鞋走个一千英里(指换位思考) |
[02:40.000] | 感受一下像我这样活着是什么感觉 |
[02:43.510] | 我感受一下你的生活,让我们换换位置 |
[02:45.330] | 就为了我 |
[02:47.180] | 可以感受你的痛苦,你可以感受我的 |
[02:48.990] | 深入彼此的内心 |
[02:50.860] | 就为了看看我们会发现什么 |
[02:52.640] | 互相注视着对方的双眼想要看透彼此 |
[02:54.850] | 不要让他们说你不完美 |
[03:02.160] | 他们都可以去死,你只要保持真我就很完美了 |
[03:09.390] | 不要让他们说你不完美 |
[03:16.700] | 他们都可以去死,你只要保持真我就很完美了 |
[03:23.720] | 没人想要生活给自己这些 |
[03:25.440] | 难以处理的棘手问题 |
[03:27.200] | 我们得自己拿着这些卡片 |
[03:28.930] | 然后自己把他们飞出去(指自力更生),不要奢求会有帮助 |
[03:30.800] | 现在我要么就此坐下 |
[03:33.450] | 一边生气一边呻吟 |
[03:34.550] | 或者勇敢去面对自己的处境 |
[03:37.010] | 然后站起来自己努力奋斗 |
[03:38.300] | 我从来就不是那种 |
[03:39.760] | 在门旁等着拿着自己的背包 |
[03:41.730] | 坐在门廊上然后祈祷着自己的 |
[03:43.530] | 父亲出现的小孩更何况这个所谓的父亲从来没出现过(姆爷一直不知道自己的父亲是谁) |
[03:45.350] | 我只想可以融入每一个我去的地方 |
[03:47.910] | 和每一所我去的学校,我也梦想着可以成为那种受欢迎的小孩 |
[03:50.020] | 即使那样意味着会显得很蠢 |
[03:52.600] | 婶祖母Edna常常告诉我(根据之前对姆爷的采访,Aunt Edna其实是姆爷的great-aunt Edna,她是姆爷童年的时候家族里少数几个关心姆爷的人之一) |
[03:54.090] | “你再摆出那样的表情,你的脸就会长成那样了。” |
[03:56.250] | 可是同时,我还是站在那里, |
[03:57.970] | 卷着我的舌头,想要那样说话 |
[03:59.960] | 直到我的舌头仿佛打结了然后再说不出话来 |
[04:02.120] | 因此我在八岁那年,我学到了一课 |
[04:05.150] | 那就是不要去可以讨好我的朋友们 |
[04:07.120] | 但是我之前已经告诉你我的故事了 |
[04:09.000] | 只根据我现在的描述是远远不够的 |
[04:10.800] | 因为从你坐着的地方看到的和事实比起来 |
[04:12.620] | 一定是110%的不一样的 |
[04:14.800] | 我想我们还是换换鞋子 |
[04:16.720] | 然后走个一英里吧(指换位思考) |
[04:18.120] | 你穿多大的码子?我穿10码的 |
[04:19.910] | 让我们看看你能不能穿上 |
[04:21.790] | 我的鞋走个一千英里(指换位思考)感受一下像我这样活着是什么感觉 |
[04:25.280] | 我感受一下你的生活,让我们换换位置 |
[04:27.140] | 就为了我 |
[04:28.920] | 可以感受你的痛苦,你可以感受我的 |
[04:30.760] | 深入彼此的内心 |
[04:32.600] | 就为了看看我们会发现什么 |
[04:34.330] | 互相注视着对方的双眼想要看透彼此 |
[04:36.320] | 不要让他们说你不完美 |
[04:43.950] | 他们都可以去死,你只要保持真我就很完美了 |
[04:51.160] | 不要让他们说你不完美 |
[04:58.410] | 他们都可以去死,你只要保持真我就很完美了 |
[05:06.290] | 最近我让人觉得难以接近 |
[05:09.490] | 我已经一个人奋斗太久了 |
[05:13.090] | 每个人都有一个属于自己的私密世界 |
[05:15.670] | 在那里他们可以一个人安静地呆着 |
[05:20.290] | 你在呼唤我吗? |
[05:23.170] | 你在努力打破我们之间地隔阂吗? |
[05:27.510] | 你如果在努力接近我 |
[05:30.660] | 那我也就会努力去接近你 |
[05:35.990] | Yeah,写给我的宝贝们:坚强下去 |
[05:41.370] | 爸爸马上就回家了 |
[05:43.930] | 写给世界上的其他人 |
[05:45.880] | 上帝给你了属于你的鞋(指安排了你的命运) |
[05:49.350] | 那就穿上吧 |
[05:52.200] | 做你自己,为你是谁而自豪 |
[05:56.660] | 即使听起来有点老套 |
[05:59.330] | 但是永远别让别人告诉你你不完美 |