Ill Mind of Hopsin 7

歌曲 Ill Mind of Hopsin 7
歌手 Hopsin
专辑 Pound Syndrome

歌词

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[00:00.00] Ill Mind of Hopsin 7 - Hopsin
[00:40.23] Yo, ************* anybody I might alarm
[00:42.95] Life is a tour, I sit and ride along
[00:44.94] Taking some notes
[00:45.50] and then I write the song
[00:46.97] I'm staring down the road my life has gone
[00:48.80] Is this where I belong?
[00:49.67] Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong?
[00:51.95] My mental state is ******g me up
[00:53.65] And I pry the problem
[00:54.54] while asking you for some answers
[00:55.44] But we don't have that type of bond
[00:57.20] That my desires gone with the way
[00:58.91] that I've been living lately
[01:00.32] If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on
[01:02.33] Sick of this bull*************t, *************s call me a sellout
[01:04.54] Cause I hopped on Christianity
[01:05.74] so strongly then I fell out
[01:07.19] Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog
[01:09.05] with his tail down
[01:09.93] Feeling so damn humiliated
[01:10.72] because they looking
[01:11.30] at me like I'm hellbound
[01:12.42] What story should I tell now?
[01:13.56] I'll just expose the truth
[01:14.99] I'm so close to the ******g edge,
[01:16.08] I should be close to you
[01:17.35] But who the ************* are You?
[01:18.73] You never showed the proof
[01:20.04] And I'm only ******g human yo,
[01:21.19] what am I supposed to do?
[01:22.61] There's way too many different religions
[01:24.02] with vivid descriptions
[01:24.61]
[01:25.26] Begging all ******g men
[01:26.49] and women to listen
[01:27.58] I can't even beat my *************
[01:29.01] without getting convicted
[01:30.04] These ain't wicked decisions,
[01:31.35] I got different intentions
[01:32.62] I been itching to get it,
[01:33.97] I've been given assistance
[01:35.06] But the whole ******g system is twisted
[01:37.14] Now I'm dealing with this backlash
[01:38.50] because Marcus isn't a Christian
[01:40.46] And I've been told
[01:41.22] that my sinful life is an addiction
[01:42.42]
[01:43.31] But I can't buy it,
[01:44.67] it's just too hard to stand beside it
[01:46.24] I need an answer and humans can't provide it
[01:48.30] I look at the Earth and Sun
[01:49.50] and I can tell a genius man designed it
[01:51.10] It's truly mind blowing,
[01:52.28] I can't deny it
[01:53.32] Is heaven real? Is it fake?
[01:54.96] Is it really how I fantasize it?
[01:56.45] Where's the Holy Ghost at?
[01:57.39] How long it take Man to find it?
[01:59.04] My mind's a nonstop tape playing
[02:00.61] and I can't rewind it
[02:01.73] You gave me a Bible
[02:02.51] and expect me not to *************yze it
[02:04.16] I'm frustrated and you provoked it
[02:06.24] I'm not reading that mother******g book
[02:08.22] because a human wrote it
[02:09.43] I have a ******g brain, you should know it
[02:11.52] You gave it to me to think
[02:12.87] to avoid every useless moment
[02:14.45] It was a mission that I had to abort
[02:16.48] Cause humans be lying
[02:17.49] with such an inaccurate source
[02:19.05] It's gon' be hard to
[02:20.05] put me back on the course
[02:21.05] Next Jehovah's Witness
[02:22.10] to come on my porch
[02:23.00] I swear I'm slammin' the door
[02:24.10]
[02:25.11] A lot of folks believe it though,
[02:26.25] but I'm not surprised
[02:27.30] Humans are ******g dumb,
[02:28.36] still thinkin' that Pac's alive
[02:29.50]
[02:30.08] I ain't trying to take your legacy
[02:31.49] and torch it down
[02:32.53] I'm just saying: I ain't heard *************t
[02:34.30] from the horse's mouth
[02:35.22] Just sheep always telling stories
[02:36.41] of older guys
[02:37.60] Who were notarized by you
[02:38.82] when you finally vocalized
[02:40.15] Now I'm supposed to bow my head
[02:41.46] and close my eyes
[02:42.20] And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise
[02:43.66] Sound's like a ******g Poltergeist
[02:44.88]
[02:45.56] Show yourself and then boom it's done
[02:47.63] Every rumor's gone,
[02:48.73] I no longer doubt this *************t,
[02:50.02] you're the One
[02:50.72] I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun
[02:53.13] And all my old habits can hop onto
[02:54.59] of a roof to plunge
[02:55.49]
[02:56.10] I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds
[02:58.23] ************* the club, instead of ******* I'd hang
[02:59.64] with a group of nuns
[03:00.88] And everyone
[03:01.32] that I ran into would know
[03:02.44] what I came to do
[03:03.40] I wouldn't take a step unless
[03:04.90] it was in the name of You
[03:06.38] I hate the fact that I have to believe
[03:08.03] You haven't been chatting
[03:08.79] with me like you did Adam and Eve
[03:10.66] And I ain't seen no ******g
[03:11.84] talking snake unravel from trees
[03:13.24] With an apple to eat,
[03:14.23] that *************t never happens to me
[03:15.70] I don't know if you do or don't exist,
[03:17.39] it is driving me crazy
[03:18.28] Send your condolences,
[03:19.25] this is me reaching to you so don't forget
[03:21.47] If hell is truly your pit of fire
[03:22.92] and I get thrown in it
[03:23.94] I'mma probably regret the fact
[03:25.54] that I ever wrote this *************t
[03:26.65]
[03:27.65] My gut feeling says it's all fake,
[03:29.58] I hate to say it but ************* it,
[03:31.07] *************t I done lost faith
[03:31.86] This isn't a small phase,
[03:32.94] my perspective's all changed
[03:34.30] My thoughts just keep picking
[03:35.57] *************t apart all day
[03:36.70]
[03:37.75] And in my mind I make perfect sense
[03:39.49] If you aren't real
[03:40.42] then all my prayers aren't worth a cent
[03:42.15] That would mean
[03:42.64] that I could just make up
[03:43.72] what my purpose is
[03:44.45] And I could just sit in church
[03:45.80] and say "*************" in the services
[03:46.97]
[03:47.72] Man what if Jesus was a facade?
[03:49.25]
[03:50.56] Then that would mean
[03:51.30] the government's god
[03:52.37] I feel like they've
[03:53.10] been brainwa*************ng us with a lot
[03:54.40] So much that we don't even notice
[03:55.73] that we're stuck in the box
[03:57.42] Man everything is "what if",
[03:58.57] why is it always "what if"
[04:00.09] Planet Earth "what if",
[04:01.32] the universe "what if"
[04:02.64] My sacrifice "what if",
[04:03.89] my afterlife "what if"
[04:05.26] Every ******g thing
[04:05.97] that deals with you is ******g suspect
[04:07.55]
[04:08.78] I'm ******g done,
[04:09.43]
[04:11.19] I'm ******g done
[04:11.96]
[04:13.98] This is my ******g life
[04:15.40] and I'm living it, I'm having fun
[04:17.04]
[04:19.50] If you really care for me,
[04:20.68] prove that I need to live carefully
[04:22.33]
[04:22.84] But I'll be damned
[04:23.76] if I put my own pleasure aside
[04:25.59] for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed
[04:27.14]
[04:29.39] We are you, and you're us,
[04:31.66] stop playing games
[04:32.45]
[04:34.79] My life's all I got,
[04:36.15] and heaven is all in my brain
[04:37.65]
[04:39.60] And when I feel I am in hell,
[04:41.12] my ideas are what get me through pain
[04:43.09]
[04:44.06] Do as you please,
[04:45.33] and I'll just do me,
[04:46.43] I'm a human,
[04:47.29] I'll stay in my lane
[04:48.60] I'll mind
[04:49.25]