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I've spent about ten years tryna work on my craft |
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Tryna save this hip-hop *******t and disperse of the trash |
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But all my nerves have just crashed, cuz all the verses |
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I've trashed |
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Were meant to benefit my future, |
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I'm uncertain it has |
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I rarely ever put something out to insert in your dash |
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Cuz as soon as |
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I became a brand my own purpose was smashed |
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I'm feelin' nervous in fact, |
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I got no urges to rap |
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I don't think my ******g life can get more worthless than that |
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I see these *******s blowing up, who never do got the proper game |
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*******s who ******g suck, |
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Gucci and |
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Wacka Flocka |
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Flame *******s who makin' bucks, someone tell me |
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I'm not insane |
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Cuz I feel the urge to run up on a ******* ass ******* and rob his chain |
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Dang! I thought |
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I had it figured out |
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See I panic and |
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I pout, yo |
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I've had it man, |
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I'm out God damn it, this *******t's a clout |
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I'm the baddest thing no doubt |
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But my madness is about to turn me manic 'til |
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I shout [Hook] |
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How come the world is always quit to turn a back on me |
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Won't somebody tell me, you can go ahead, and fall asleep |
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I'll be in your dream |
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Maybe I'm the |
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Pillow Man, maybe |
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I'm the Pillow |
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Man I'll be in your dream |
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Maybe I'm the |
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Pillow Man, maybe |
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I'm the Pillow |
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Man I'll be in your dream [Verse 2] |
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You all assume |
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I'm evil, but actually |
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I'm so nice |
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I've always been the lover boy like practically my whole life |
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Unhappy here with no wife, don't ask me |
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I don't know why |
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I'm livin' life without no type of strategy to go by |
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I knew a ******* who |
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I would go pick up when the day starts |
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A ******* who'd even like to watch me skate at the skate park |
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A ******* who |
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I was making out with up in the graveyard |
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The same ******* who went and left my ass with a slayed heart |
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She cut it like an avocado, secretly hittin' clubs and poppin' bottles |
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Hanging with thugs and sucking a lots of ******* yo |
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The biggest slut from |
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Loveland Colorado |
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******* a ho that's |
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Hopsin's motto my heart is vacant, you knock it's hollow |
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She met another guy who left a baby stuck inside |
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Her ******* then he just split and messed up her ******' life |
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Now she hits me up and |
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I say, "Go suck a nut, goodbye" |
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All you sluts can die for wasting all my sacred love supply [Hook] [Verse 3] |
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To live a decent life what all is it take |
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I tried and try to be the best but nothing falls in the place |
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And I'm a man but my struggle is gonna cause me to break |
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And just involve me to hate |
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I'm in a nauseous state |
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And *******t it probably is fake but who's in control of it me or god |
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Is he the cause of why am |
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I here the reason's odd |
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I'm broke and need a job, for spending cheese on broads |
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But y'all don't see the flaws |
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I code it up to keep it raw |
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And mc's who's got the most talent in this whole planet |
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Don't ever get recognized when they **** at it |
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So they go back to the block hustlin' and **** addicts |
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Some *******s got the effect and some *******s don't have it |
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Yo I'm at my last tears cuz everytime |
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I think I'm not the matrix |
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I get sucked right back in |
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But man I'm hopin' things will change and the soul in me remains |
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Cuz the talent that |
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I've got is way too cold to be contained [Bridge] |
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No, no What did |
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I do to deserve this? |
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No, no I don't even have a purpose |
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No, no What did |
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I do to deserve this? |
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No, no I don't even have a purpose [Hook] |