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Check it, |
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More questions, more answers |
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More ci smoke and more cancer |
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More arguing, more resistance |
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Its seems like the closer we get, its more distance |
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More angles, a million different looks |
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Was on the same page, just in different books |
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Theres so much i want to say but i got no ground |
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Cause we ain't break up, more like broke down |
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Now that's pain and torture |
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Add that with restraining orders |
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Then add the soul of my slain daughter |
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None of this is how we planned it to be |
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One big insanity plea |
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Shit could never end amicably |
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I miss you trying |
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You probably think don't think I try too |
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When you stubborn and prideful |
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Not much is insightful |
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But God was trying to show me something He aint think that I knew |
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Sometimes shit that doesn't breathe can die too |
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[Hook: Emanny] |
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Were we just dreamerz? |
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Waiting for our shot to shoot to the moon |
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Were we just dreamerz? |
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Spending our lives trying to see this thing through |
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Waiting to fly away |
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Waiting to fly away |
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Waiting to fly away |
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Waiting to fly away |
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[Verse 2: Joe Budden] |
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How we go from thoughts of marriage |
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Thoughts of me copping carrots |
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Talks of what we'd name her while shopping for a carriage |
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But when the dream stopped, who knew you'd see me like a savage |
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That you dreamt of vacations, but only woke up with baggage |
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All you ever did was love me, and look at where it got you |
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And when you wanted more, all I did was say I'm not you |
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I'm selfish not selfless, and I say that with love |
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So in essence you're asking for what I'm incapable of |
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So now I find I'm going over choices I ain't even made yet |
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Were we clouded by good times of great sex? |
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Running fast towards an unknown fate |
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That altered when I introduced you to my unknown traits |
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In your dreams, seems you had me pegged as another man |
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But in mine, only you would understand |
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In our minds we were perfect |
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We witnessed our dream get murdered |
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Now reality is on trial and we both awaiting the verdict |
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[Bridge 1: Joe Budden] |
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But you'll always be close to me |
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Though you said this ain't how it's supposed to be |
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What we had was so real |
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But you said i don't care |
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Never thought this day would come |
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You said you gave your all and was left with none |
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But we can both be spared |
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But you don't think thats fair, thats fair |
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[Hook] |
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[Verse 3: Joe Budden] |
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You can't see how you ever began to like a liar |
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You lost track of all the little things that I admired |
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But when the peace left, I knew we might retire |
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Thinking man, I live upstairs, I'm something like somaya |
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Got memories, but at what point are they lost |
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You say we could work through it, at what point is it forced? |
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We shoulda never rushed |
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Cause it's like now we at a point where you won't never trust |
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And for me I cant believe thats all we ever was |
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The high's gone, need a better buzz |
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Cause we sleep in the same bed, but we never touch |
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My solution to every beef is to revisit |
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Though we'll have the same emotions we won't be so livid |
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Won't be so vivid |
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I think your girl secretly applauded our drama |
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We don't need those critics |
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We owe it to go over our foundation with a keen eye |
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Sad part to say you never have the same dream twice |
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[Bridge 2: Emanny] |
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We let love and all its possibility |
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Take us from reality |
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Made it hard to see that |
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We were bound together |
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Just to cover up the pain |
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Im wishing the skies were rain |
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And wipe all my thoughts away |
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Cause im tired of dreaming |
