Story of the Stairs

歌曲 Story of the Stairs
歌手 MGK
专辑 General Admission

歌词

[00:00.98] And that was a dark depressing time for him, you know
[00:03.55] He did had one visit with his mother I think
[00:06.55] During the time that he lived with me and she brought
[00:09.92] Him a huge box fill with gifts you know clothes and all
[00:14.73] Kinds of little goodies and stuff and it sat in the corner
[00:17.86] Untouched, literally for months he'd never opened anything just
[00:21.73] Left the box there
[00:24.05] -
[00:41.49] What's going on in your mind when someone you haven't seen
[00:43.55] since you were nine is out at your door step right now?
[00:45.55] Rewind, remember that one time when Marco showed up at the front door
[00:48.86] And we found out he escaped from a psych ward
[00:50.80] And stole grandma's car?
[00:51.80] Ah, rest her soul
[00:53.11] I know that's off topic, but I miss her soul
[00:55.17] So ironic that she was blind but told me I'm handsome I was
[00:57.80] Every time that I walked in the door
[00:59.30] Can't lie and say it was easy being 14 on February 14th
[01:02.11] Watching a body die in my arms
[01:03.92] Then have to go to a school that I hated
[01:05.67] When my grade indicate that I don't give a **** what's going on
[01:07.86] A couple hours later on
[01:09.05] And not to mention that one bitch that I loved
[01:11.36] By the way I call her "bitch" because she was
[01:13.24] Wanted me to catch another man ****ing her
[01:15.49] Invited me over, told me to come into the front
[01:17.11] Come upstairs and say what's up
[01:18.17] And there she was
[01:18.92] Little slut
[01:19.61] I was broken hearted, should've broke that bitch's jaw
[01:21.86] Just for playin' me like a chump
[01:22.80] But instead went to the garage, grabbed one
[01:24.36] Of her brother's rifles, went outside, and shot that other
[01:26.24] Motha****a's truck up
[01:27.11] I guess that's what lead me to cuffs
[01:29.55] Becomin' common in my life like funerals was
[01:31.74] Daddy's less common now, he gave up
[01:33.05] After he heard the judge pin a ****ing felony on his son
[01:36.11] Funny enough
[01:36.99] Me and Aunt Barbara even closer
[01:38.74] Start to feel some weight lift off her shoulder
[01:40.80] Till it piled back on when a radiologist told her
[01:43.11] That she had breast cancer and might not live much longer
[01:45.30] Fast forward
[01:46.17] The woman that I call my "mother" isn't my mother
[01:47.92] Or even blood but that's how much I love her
[01:49.92] And I'm feeling awkward cause the doorbell's from the person that I call HER
[01:52.49] Maybe I ain't ready for it...
[01:53.92] Shit, what should I wear?
[01:57.11] **** that, I ain't going down there
[01:58.74] I waited over a decade for closure
[02:00.36] Why should I receive it if it might not be something I want to hear
[02:03.36] In the mirror is a empty reflection
[02:05.17] And in my head are questions I want to ask like, "Where the **** did you go?"
[02:08.61] Why did you turn my birthdays to the worst days every year that you didn't show?
[02:12.49] And if you must know, I didn't turn out to be much else
[02:15.61] Than a drunk who fell face first to a pile of hell
[02:17.41] Took four snuffs of the devil's dust
[02:18.78] Ended up with my manager helping me cause I couldn't take a piss by myself
[02:21.97] But I did get a record deal
[02:23.34] And all my records got that making of a legend feel
[02:25.78] And I did have a daughter who I promised that the way that way you made me felt
[02:29.16] Is a way she will never, feel
[02:30.59] Slip a Benadryl in my cup
[02:32.16] Ech, **** it I'm sickening up
[02:33.53] Pit of my stomach clenching, all my muscles stiffening up
[02:35.66] I ain't been this nervous since I got jumped
[02:37.84] Flick the tip of my J over a surface cover with ashes and junk
[02:40.34] Took a pull and sat it down
[02:41.84] Put on both of my Chucks
[02:42.66] Reach for the door but my hand's sweaty, I'm anxious as ****
[02:44.84] Couldn't even hit the stairs without remembering how many years I was there waiting to see your car pull up
[02:50.67] Now you saying she's right there?
[02:52.48] Man you saying she's right there?
[02:54.61] You telling me if I open up this door right here
[02:56.42] That she'll been standing right there?
[02:58.55] And after all these years am I wrong for having this fear
[03:02.80] Of meeting the reflection that was missing in the mirror
[03:05.08] Open up the door and then I see her

歌词大意

[00:00.98] nǐ zhī dào nà duàn shí guāng duì tā lái shuō jì hēi àn yòu yā yì,
[00:03.55] wǒ xiǎng, tā què shí yǒu gēn tā mǔ qīn jiàn guò yī miàn,
[00:06.55] nà shi zài tā hái hé wǒ zhù yì qǐ de qī jiān fā shēng de shì le.
[00:09.92] tā gěi tā dài le yī xiāng zi de lǐ wù, yǒu yī fú,
[00:14.73] hái yǒu gè shì gè yàng de táng guǒ hé xiǎo wán yì. nà xiāng zi fàng zài le jiǎo luò,
[00:17.86] chà bù duō fàng le hǎo jǐ gè yuè, tā pèng dōu bù pèng, yě bù chāi kāi rèn hé yí gè lǐ wù,
[00:21.73] nà xiāng zi jiù zhè me yī zhí fàng zhe.
[00:24.05]
[00:41.49] nǐ nǎo dài lǐ huì xiǎng dào xiē shén me?
[00:43.55] dāng mǒu gè zài nǐ jiǔ suì yǐ hòu jiù zài méi chū xiàn guò de rén, xiàn zài jiù zhàn zài nǐ mén kǒu de tái jiē shàng.
[00:45.55] huí yì fēng yōng ér zhì, hái jì de yǒu yī cì mǎ kè Marco chū xiàn zài mén kǒu,
[00:48.86] wǒ men fā xiàn tā cóng jīng shén bìng yuàn táo le chū lái,
[00:50.80] hái bǎ nǎi nǎi de chē tōu zǒu le de shì ma?
[00:51.80] a, yuàn nǎi nǎi de líng hún dé dào ān xī.
[00:53.11] wǒ zhī dào wǒ pǎo tí le, dàn wǒ hěn xiǎng niàn tā nǎi nǎi.
[00:55.17] jì de yǒu jiàn lìng rén tí xiào jiē fēi de shì, nǎi nǎi shì gè shī míng rén shì,
[00:57.80] dàn měi cì wǒ jìn dào wū lǐ tā dōu huì gēn wǒ shuō wǒ yǒu duō shuài qì.
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[01:02.11] kàn zhe nà jù shēn tǐ zài wǒ de bì wān lǐ sǐ qù.
[01:03.92] rán hòu, wǒ bù dé bù qù nà suǒ ràng wǒ gǎn dào yàn wù de xué xiào shàng kè,
[01:05.67] wǒ de chéng jī zhèng míng wǒ gēn běn bù zài hu zài jǐ gè xiǎo shí hòu dōu fā xiàn le shén me shì qíng
[01:07.86] jǐ gè xiǎo shí hòu
[01:09.05] gèng bié tí nà gè wǒ dāng shí shēn ài de bì chí le
[01:11.36] shùn biàn shuō yī xià, wǒ zhī suǒ yǐ chēng tā wèi bì chí, nà shi yīn wèi tā dāng shí
[01:13.24] jiù shì xiǎng ràng wǒ zhuā dào tā gēn lìng yí gè nán rén zài yì qǐ dí zhèng jù.
[01:15.49] dāng shí tā yāo qǐng wǒ guò qù, gào sù wǒ yào jìn dào wū lǐ lái,
[01:17.11] dào lóu shàng lái, wǒ shuō"" zěn me le, shén me shì?"
[01:18.17] rán hòu wǒ kàn jiàn le tā
[01:18.92] tā zhè gè xiǎo dàng fù
[01:19.61] kàn zhuó yǎn qián de yī qiè wǒ de xīn suì le yī dì, dāng shí wǒ yīng gāi hǎo hǎo jiào xùn tā de,
[01:21.86] tā bǎ wǒ dāng shǎ zi yí yàng dì wán nòng wǒ de gǎn qíng,
[01:22.80] dàn wǒ méi nà me zuò, ér shì xuǎn zé qù tā jiā chē kù, ná le bǎ
[01:24.36] tā gē ge de bù qiāng, duì zhe wài miàn dí huò chē
[01:26.24] yī tòng sǎo shè.
[01:27.11] wǒ cāi zhè shì wǒ bèi kào shàng shǒu kào dài zǒu de yuán yīn.
[01:29.55] jiù xiàng zàng lǐ zài wǒ de rén shēng zhōng cháng cháng chū xiàn yí yàng,
[01:31.74] kě bà bà xiàn zài méi nà me cháng chū xiàn le, tā duì wǒ fàng qì le,
[01:33.05] dāng tā tīng dào fǎ guān gěi tā ér zi pàn le zhòng xíng.
[01:36.11] zhēn yǒu qù
[01:36.99] wǒ gēn bā bā lā Barbara ā yí gèng qīn jìn le,
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[01:40.80] dāng yí gè fàng shè kē yī shēng gào sù tā
[01:43.11] tā dé le rǔ ái, kě néng shí rì wú duō le.
[01:45.30] kuài jìn,
[01:46.17] nà gè wǒ jiào tā" mā mā" de rén bìng bú shì wǒ de mǔ qīn
[01:47.92]
[01:49.92] nà gè wǒ yī zhí chēng zuò" tā" de rén zài àn xiǎng le mén líng, wǒ gǎn jué hěn gān gà
[01:52.49] wǒ kě néng hái méi zhǔn bèi hǎo ba
[01:53.92] gāi sǐ, wǒ yīng gāi chuān shén me yī fú yǐ jiàn tā?
[01:57.11] suàn le, wǒ bù xià qù kāi mén le.
[01:58.74] wǒ děng le shí jǐ nián
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[02:03.36]
[02:05.17] wǒ yǒu hǎo duō wèn tí xiǎng yào wèn tā, lì rú" zhèi xiē nián nǐ dōu qù nǎ le!"
[02:08.61] jǐn guǎn nǐ měi nián dōu bú huì chū xiàn, dàn wèi shí me nǐ yào ràng wǒ měi nián shēng rì nà tiān biàn chéng wǒ měi nián zuì zāo gāo de yì tiān ne?
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[02:50.67] xiàn zài nǐ gào sù wǒ tā jiù zài nà zhàn zhe?
[02:52.48] nǐ gào sù wǒ shuō tā jiù zài nà zhàn zhe?
[02:54.61] nǐ xiàn zài gēn wǒ shuō jiǎ rú wǒ dǎ kāi miàn qián zhè dào mén de huà
[02:56.42] wǒ jiù huì kàn jiàn tā zhàn zhe zhè mén kǒu?
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[03:05.08] dǎ kāi mén, wǒ zhēn de kàn jiàn le tā.