| [00:00.00] | 作词 : John Cale/Lou Reed |
| [00:01.00] | 作曲 : John Cale/Lou Reed |
| [00:16.65] | It was a very cold clear fall night |
| [00:20.73] | I had a terrible dream |
| [00:25.01] | Billy Name and Brigid were playing under my stair case |
| [00:30.80] | on the second floor about two o'clock in the morning |
| [00:33.05] | |
| [00:33.40] | I woke up |
| [00:36.90] | because Amos and Archie had started barking |
| [00:39.18] | That made me very angry |
| [00:41.62] | because I wasn't feeling well and I told them |
| [00:44.02] | I was very cross the real me |
| [00:46.57] | that they just better remember |
| [00:48.11] | what happened to Sam the bad cat |
| [00:49.97] | that was left at home and got sick and went ****ing heaven |
| [00:53.16] | |
| [00:53.51] | It was a very cold clear fall night |
| [01:01.22] | Some snowflakes were falling |
| [01:05.66] | Gee, it was so beautiful |
| [01:07.45] | and so I went to get my camera to take some pictures |
| [01:09.44] | And then I was taking the pictures |
| [01:12.09] | but the exposure thing wasn't right |
| [01:14.05] | and I was going to call Fred or Gerry |
| [01:15.74] | to find out how to get set it |
| [01:17.43] | I was too late |
| [01:19.18] | and then I remembered they were still probably at dinner |
| [01:21.22] | and anyway |
| [01:22.66] | I felt really bad and didn't want to talk to anybody |
| [01:24.60] | but the snowflakes were so beautiful and real looking |
| [01:29.38] | and I really wanted to hold them |
| [01:31.97] | And that's when I heard the voices |
| [01:34.17] | from down the hall near the stairs |
| [01:36.21] | So I got a flashlight |
| [01:39.64] | and I was scared and I went out into the hallway |
| [01:42.33] | There's been all kinds of troubles |
| [01:44.47] | lately in the neighborhood |
| [01:46.07] | and someone's got to bring home the bacon and anyway |
| [01:48.17] | there were Brigid and Billy playing |
| [01:50.57] | |
| [01:50.88] | And under the stair case |
| [01:54.71] | was a little meadow sort of like the park at 23rd street |
| [01:58.04] | where all the young kids go and play frisbee |
| [02:00.33] | Gee, that must be fun |
| [02:02.23] | maybe we should do an article on that in the magazine |
| [02:04.57] | but they'll just tell me I'm stupid and it won't sell |
| [02:08.01] | but I'll just hold my ground this time, I mean |
| [02:10.79] | it's my magazine, isn't it? |
| [02:12.58] | |
| [02:13.28] | So I was thinking that as the snowflakes fell |
| [02:26.14] | and I heard those voices having so much fun |
| [02:28.53] | Gee, it would be so great to have some fun |
| [02:31.17] | So I called Billy |
| [02:32.88] | but either he didn't hear me or he didn't want to answer |
| [02:35.47] | which was so strange |
| [02:36.71] | because |
| [02:37.47] | even if I don't like reunions I've always loved Billy |
| [02:40.01] | I'm so glad he's working |
| [02:42.25] | I mean it's different than Ondine |
| [02:44.39] | He keeps touring with those movies |
| [02:46.68] | and he doesn't even pay us and the film |
| [02:48.77] | I mean the film's just going to disintegrate and then what |
| [02:50.86] | I mean he's so normal off of drugs |
| [02:53.76] | I just don't get it |
| [02:56.15] | |
| [02:56.50] | And then I saw John Cale |
| [03:00.13] | he's been looking really great |
| [03:02.02] | He's been coming by the office to exercise with me |
| [03:03.91] | Ronnie said I have a muscle |
| [03:05.46] | but he's been really mean since he went to AA |
| [03:07.94] | I mean what does it mean |
| [03:10.19] | when you give up drinking and then you're still so mean |
| [03:12.43] | He says I'm being lazy but I'm not |
| [03:15.22] | I'm just can't find any ideas |
| [03:17.22] | I mean I'm just not |
| [03:18.86] | let's face it |
| [03:20.01] | going to get any ideas up at the office |
| [03:22.20] | |
| [03:22.45] | And seeing John made me think of the Velvets |
| [03:26.54] | and I had been thinking about them |
| [03:28.29] | when I was on St. Marks Place |
| [03:29.93] | going to that new gallery those sweet new kids have opened |
| [03:33.43] | but the thought I was old |
| [03:34.70] | and then I saw the old DOM |
| [03:36.29] | the old club where we did our first shows |
| [03:38.08] | It was so great |
| [03:40.42] | And I don't understand about that Velvet's first album |
| [03:42.86] | I mean I did the cover |
| [03:44.86] | I was the producer |
| [03:46.00] | and I always see it repackaged |
| [03:47.55] | and I've never gotten a penny from it |
| [03:49.15] | How could that be |
| [03:50.65] | I should call Henry |
| [03:52.44] | but it was good seeing John |
| [03:53.88] | I did a cover for him |
| [03:55.28] | but I did in black and white and he change it to color |
| [03:58.12] | It would have been worth more if he'd left it my way |
| [04:01.01] | but you can never tell any body anything I've leaned that |
| [04:04.90] | |
| [04:05.15] | I tried calling again to Billy and John |
| [04:09.68] | they wouldn't recognize me it was like I wasn't there |
| [04:12.59] | Why won't they let me in |
| [04:14.93] | |
| [04:15.17] | And then I saw Lou |
| [04:19.26] | I'm so mad at him |
| [04:22.54] | Lou Reed got married and didn't invite me |
| [04:24.83] | I mean is it because he thought I'd bring too many people |
| [04:28.01] | I don't get it |
| [04:30.25] | could have at least called |
| [04:33.50] | I mean he's doing so great |
| [04:35.09] | Why doesn't he call me? |
| [04:36.78] | I saw him at the MTV show |
| [04:38.72] | and he was one row away and he didn't even say hello |
| [04:40.87] | I don't get it |
| [04:42.71] | You know I hate Lou |
| [04:43.96] | I really do |
| [04:45.16] | He won't even hire us for his videos |
| [04:46.87] | And I was proud of him |
| [04:48.96] | |
| [04:49.20] | I was so scared today |
| [04:57.92] | There was blood leaking thought my shirt |
| [05:04.75] | from those old scars from being shot |
| [05:06.89] | And the corset I wear to keep my insides in was hurting |
| [05:11.82] | And I did three sets of fifteen pushups |
| [05:14.75] | and four sets of ten setups |
| [05:17.04] | But then my insides hurt |
| [05:19.28] | and I saw drops of blood on my shirt and I remember |
| [05:21.82] | the doctors saying I was dead |
| [05:24.87] | And then later they had to take blood out of my hand |
| [05:31.19] | 'couse they ran out or veins |
| [05:32.98] | but then |
| [05:34.02] | all this thinking was making me an old grouch |
| [05:36.56] | and you can't do anything anyway so |
| [05:38.86] | if they wouldn't let me play with them in my own dream |
| [05:41.95] | I was just going to have to make another |
| [05:44.33] | and another |
| [05:46.37] | and another |
| [05:48.61] | Gee, wouldn't it be funny if I died in this dream |
| [05:56.09] | before I could make another one up |
| [06:00.34] | |
| [06:00.74] | And nobody called |
| [06:10.91] | |
| [06:17.38] | And nobody came |
| [00:00.00] | zuo ci : John Cale Lou Reed |
| [00:01.00] | zuo qu : John Cale Lou Reed |
| [00:16.65] | It was a very cold clear fall night |
| [00:20.73] | I had a terrible dream |
| [00:25.01] | Billy Name and Brigid were playing under my stair case |
| [00:30.80] | on the second floor about two o' clock in the morning |
| [00:33.05] | |
| [00:33.40] | I woke up |
| [00:36.90] | because Amos and Archie had started barking |
| [00:39.18] | That made me very angry |
| [00:41.62] | because I wasn' t feeling well and I told them |
| [00:44.02] | I was very cross the real me |
| [00:46.57] | that they just better remember |
| [00:48.11] | what happened to Sam the bad cat |
| [00:49.97] | that was left at home and got sick and went ing heaven |
| [00:53.16] | |
| [00:53.51] | It was a very cold clear fall night |
| [01:01.22] | Some snowflakes were falling |
| [01:05.66] | Gee, it was so beautiful |
| [01:07.45] | and so I went to get my camera to take some pictures |
| [01:09.44] | And then I was taking the pictures |
| [01:12.09] | but the exposure thing wasn' t right |
| [01:14.05] | and I was going to call Fred or Gerry |
| [01:15.74] | to find out how to get set it |
| [01:17.43] | I was too late |
| [01:19.18] | and then I remembered they were still probably at dinner |
| [01:21.22] | and anyway |
| [01:22.66] | I felt really bad and didn' t want to talk to anybody |
| [01:24.60] | but the snowflakes were so beautiful and real looking |
| [01:29.38] | and I really wanted to hold them |
| [01:31.97] | And that' s when I heard the voices |
| [01:34.17] | from down the hall near the stairs |
| [01:36.21] | So I got a flashlight |
| [01:39.64] | and I was scared and I went out into the hallway |
| [01:42.33] | There' s been all kinds of troubles |
| [01:44.47] | lately in the neighborhood |
| [01:46.07] | and someone' s got to bring home the bacon and anyway |
| [01:48.17] | there were Brigid and Billy playing |
| [01:50.57] | |
| [01:50.88] | And under the stair case |
| [01:54.71] | was a little meadow sort of like the park at 23rd street |
| [01:58.04] | where all the young kids go and play frisbee |
| [02:00.33] | Gee, that must be fun |
| [02:02.23] | maybe we should do an article on that in the magazine |
| [02:04.57] | but they' ll just tell me I' m stupid and it won' t sell |
| [02:08.01] | but I' ll just hold my ground this time, I mean |
| [02:10.79] | it' s my magazine, isn' t it? |
| [02:12.58] | |
| [02:13.28] | So I was thinking that as the snowflakes fell |
| [02:26.14] | and I heard those voices having so much fun |
| [02:28.53] | Gee, it would be so great to have some fun |
| [02:31.17] | So I called Billy |
| [02:32.88] | but either he didn' t hear me or he didn' t want to answer |
| [02:35.47] | which was so strange |
| [02:36.71] | because |
| [02:37.47] | even if I don' t like reunions I' ve always loved Billy |
| [02:40.01] | I' m so glad he' s working |
| [02:42.25] | I mean it' s different than Ondine |
| [02:44.39] | He keeps touring with those movies |
| [02:46.68] | and he doesn' t even pay us and the film |
| [02:48.77] | I mean the film' s just going to disintegrate and then what |
| [02:50.86] | I mean he' s so normal off of drugs |
| [02:53.76] | I just don' t get it |
| [02:56.15] | |
| [02:56.50] | And then I saw John Cale |
| [03:00.13] | he' s been looking really great |
| [03:02.02] | He' s been coming by the office to exercise with me |
| [03:03.91] | Ronnie said I have a muscle |
| [03:05.46] | but he' s been really mean since he went to AA |
| [03:07.94] | I mean what does it mean |
| [03:10.19] | when you give up drinking and then you' re still so mean |
| [03:12.43] | He says I' m being lazy but I' m not |
| [03:15.22] | I' m just can' t find any ideas |
| [03:17.22] | I mean I' m just not |
| [03:18.86] | let' s face it |
| [03:20.01] | going to get any ideas up at the office |
| [03:22.20] | |
| [03:22.45] | And seeing John made me think of the Velvets |
| [03:26.54] | and I had been thinking about them |
| [03:28.29] | when I was on St. Marks Place |
| [03:29.93] | going to that new gallery those sweet new kids have opened |
| [03:33.43] | but the thought I was old |
| [03:34.70] | and then I saw the old DOM |
| [03:36.29] | the old club where we did our first shows |
| [03:38.08] | It was so great |
| [03:40.42] | And I don' t understand about that Velvet' s first album |
| [03:42.86] | I mean I did the cover |
| [03:44.86] | I was the producer |
| [03:46.00] | and I always see it repackaged |
| [03:47.55] | and I' ve never gotten a penny from it |
| [03:49.15] | How could that be |
| [03:50.65] | I should call Henry |
| [03:52.44] | but it was good seeing John |
| [03:53.88] | I did a cover for him |
| [03:55.28] | but I did in black and white and he change it to color |
| [03:58.12] | It would have been worth more if he' d left it my way |
| [04:01.01] | but you can never tell any body anything I' ve leaned that |
| [04:04.90] | |
| [04:05.15] | I tried calling again to Billy and John |
| [04:09.68] | they wouldn' t recognize me it was like I wasn' t there |
| [04:12.59] | Why won' t they let me in |
| [04:14.93] | |
| [04:15.17] | And then I saw Lou |
| [04:19.26] | I' m so mad at him |
| [04:22.54] | Lou Reed got married and didn' t invite me |
| [04:24.83] | I mean is it because he thought I' d bring too many people |
| [04:28.01] | I don' t get it |
| [04:30.25] | could have at least called |
| [04:33.50] | I mean he' s doing so great |
| [04:35.09] | Why doesn' t he call me? |
| [04:36.78] | I saw him at the MTV show |
| [04:38.72] | and he was one row away and he didn' t even say hello |
| [04:40.87] | I don' t get it |
| [04:42.71] | You know I hate Lou |
| [04:43.96] | I really do |
| [04:45.16] | He won' t even hire us for his videos |
| [04:46.87] | And I was proud of him |
| [04:48.96] | |
| [04:49.20] | I was so scared today |
| [04:57.92] | There was blood leaking thought my shirt |
| [05:04.75] | from those old scars from being shot |
| [05:06.89] | And the corset I wear to keep my insides in was hurting |
| [05:11.82] | And I did three sets of fifteen pushups |
| [05:14.75] | and four sets of ten setups |
| [05:17.04] | But then my insides hurt |
| [05:19.28] | and I saw drops of blood on my shirt and I remember |
| [05:21.82] | the doctors saying I was dead |
| [05:24.87] | And then later they had to take blood out of my hand |
| [05:31.19] | ' couse they ran out or veins |
| [05:32.98] | but then |
| [05:34.02] | all this thinking was making me an old grouch |
| [05:36.56] | and you can' t do anything anyway so |
| [05:38.86] | if they wouldn' t let me play with them in my own dream |
| [05:41.95] | I was just going to have to make another |
| [05:44.33] | and another |
| [05:46.37] | and another |
| [05:48.61] | Gee, wouldn' t it be funny if I died in this dream |
| [05:56.09] | before I could make another one up |
| [06:00.34] | |
| [06:00.74] | And nobody called |
| [06:10.91] | |
| [06:17.38] | And nobody came |
| [00:00.00] | zuò cí : John Cale Lou Reed |
| [00:01.00] | zuò qǔ : John Cale Lou Reed |
| [00:16.65] | It was a very cold clear fall night |
| [00:20.73] | I had a terrible dream |
| [00:25.01] | Billy Name and Brigid were playing under my stair case |
| [00:30.80] | on the second floor about two o' clock in the morning |
| [00:33.05] | |
| [00:33.40] | I woke up |
| [00:36.90] | because Amos and Archie had started barking |
| [00:39.18] | That made me very angry |
| [00:41.62] | because I wasn' t feeling well and I told them |
| [00:44.02] | I was very cross the real me |
| [00:46.57] | that they just better remember |
| [00:48.11] | what happened to Sam the bad cat |
| [00:49.97] | that was left at home and got sick and went ing heaven |
| [00:53.16] | |
| [00:53.51] | It was a very cold clear fall night |
| [01:01.22] | Some snowflakes were falling |
| [01:05.66] | Gee, it was so beautiful |
| [01:07.45] | and so I went to get my camera to take some pictures |
| [01:09.44] | And then I was taking the pictures |
| [01:12.09] | but the exposure thing wasn' t right |
| [01:14.05] | and I was going to call Fred or Gerry |
| [01:15.74] | to find out how to get set it |
| [01:17.43] | I was too late |
| [01:19.18] | and then I remembered they were still probably at dinner |
| [01:21.22] | and anyway |
| [01:22.66] | I felt really bad and didn' t want to talk to anybody |
| [01:24.60] | but the snowflakes were so beautiful and real looking |
| [01:29.38] | and I really wanted to hold them |
| [01:31.97] | And that' s when I heard the voices |
| [01:34.17] | from down the hall near the stairs |
| [01:36.21] | So I got a flashlight |
| [01:39.64] | and I was scared and I went out into the hallway |
| [01:42.33] | There' s been all kinds of troubles |
| [01:44.47] | lately in the neighborhood |
| [01:46.07] | and someone' s got to bring home the bacon and anyway |
| [01:48.17] | there were Brigid and Billy playing |
| [01:50.57] | |
| [01:50.88] | And under the stair case |
| [01:54.71] | was a little meadow sort of like the park at 23rd street |
| [01:58.04] | where all the young kids go and play frisbee |
| [02:00.33] | Gee, that must be fun |
| [02:02.23] | maybe we should do an article on that in the magazine |
| [02:04.57] | but they' ll just tell me I' m stupid and it won' t sell |
| [02:08.01] | but I' ll just hold my ground this time, I mean |
| [02:10.79] | it' s my magazine, isn' t it? |
| [02:12.58] | |
| [02:13.28] | So I was thinking that as the snowflakes fell |
| [02:26.14] | and I heard those voices having so much fun |
| [02:28.53] | Gee, it would be so great to have some fun |
| [02:31.17] | So I called Billy |
| [02:32.88] | but either he didn' t hear me or he didn' t want to answer |
| [02:35.47] | which was so strange |
| [02:36.71] | because |
| [02:37.47] | even if I don' t like reunions I' ve always loved Billy |
| [02:40.01] | I' m so glad he' s working |
| [02:42.25] | I mean it' s different than Ondine |
| [02:44.39] | He keeps touring with those movies |
| [02:46.68] | and he doesn' t even pay us and the film |
| [02:48.77] | I mean the film' s just going to disintegrate and then what |
| [02:50.86] | I mean he' s so normal off of drugs |
| [02:53.76] | I just don' t get it |
| [02:56.15] | |
| [02:56.50] | And then I saw John Cale |
| [03:00.13] | he' s been looking really great |
| [03:02.02] | He' s been coming by the office to exercise with me |
| [03:03.91] | Ronnie said I have a muscle |
| [03:05.46] | but he' s been really mean since he went to AA |
| [03:07.94] | I mean what does it mean |
| [03:10.19] | when you give up drinking and then you' re still so mean |
| [03:12.43] | He says I' m being lazy but I' m not |
| [03:15.22] | I' m just can' t find any ideas |
| [03:17.22] | I mean I' m just not |
| [03:18.86] | let' s face it |
| [03:20.01] | going to get any ideas up at the office |
| [03:22.20] | |
| [03:22.45] | And seeing John made me think of the Velvets |
| [03:26.54] | and I had been thinking about them |
| [03:28.29] | when I was on St. Marks Place |
| [03:29.93] | going to that new gallery those sweet new kids have opened |
| [03:33.43] | but the thought I was old |
| [03:34.70] | and then I saw the old DOM |
| [03:36.29] | the old club where we did our first shows |
| [03:38.08] | It was so great |
| [03:40.42] | And I don' t understand about that Velvet' s first album |
| [03:42.86] | I mean I did the cover |
| [03:44.86] | I was the producer |
| [03:46.00] | and I always see it repackaged |
| [03:47.55] | and I' ve never gotten a penny from it |
| [03:49.15] | How could that be |
| [03:50.65] | I should call Henry |
| [03:52.44] | but it was good seeing John |
| [03:53.88] | I did a cover for him |
| [03:55.28] | but I did in black and white and he change it to color |
| [03:58.12] | It would have been worth more if he' d left it my way |
| [04:01.01] | but you can never tell any body anything I' ve leaned that |
| [04:04.90] | |
| [04:05.15] | I tried calling again to Billy and John |
| [04:09.68] | they wouldn' t recognize me it was like I wasn' t there |
| [04:12.59] | Why won' t they let me in |
| [04:14.93] | |
| [04:15.17] | And then I saw Lou |
| [04:19.26] | I' m so mad at him |
| [04:22.54] | Lou Reed got married and didn' t invite me |
| [04:24.83] | I mean is it because he thought I' d bring too many people |
| [04:28.01] | I don' t get it |
| [04:30.25] | could have at least called |
| [04:33.50] | I mean he' s doing so great |
| [04:35.09] | Why doesn' t he call me? |
| [04:36.78] | I saw him at the MTV show |
| [04:38.72] | and he was one row away and he didn' t even say hello |
| [04:40.87] | I don' t get it |
| [04:42.71] | You know I hate Lou |
| [04:43.96] | I really do |
| [04:45.16] | He won' t even hire us for his videos |
| [04:46.87] | And I was proud of him |
| [04:48.96] | |
| [04:49.20] | I was so scared today |
| [04:57.92] | There was blood leaking thought my shirt |
| [05:04.75] | from those old scars from being shot |
| [05:06.89] | And the corset I wear to keep my insides in was hurting |
| [05:11.82] | And I did three sets of fifteen pushups |
| [05:14.75] | and four sets of ten setups |
| [05:17.04] | But then my insides hurt |
| [05:19.28] | and I saw drops of blood on my shirt and I remember |
| [05:21.82] | the doctors saying I was dead |
| [05:24.87] | And then later they had to take blood out of my hand |
| [05:31.19] | ' couse they ran out or veins |
| [05:32.98] | but then |
| [05:34.02] | all this thinking was making me an old grouch |
| [05:36.56] | and you can' t do anything anyway so |
| [05:38.86] | if they wouldn' t let me play with them in my own dream |
| [05:41.95] | I was just going to have to make another |
| [05:44.33] | and another |
| [05:46.37] | and another |
| [05:48.61] | Gee, wouldn' t it be funny if I died in this dream |
| [05:56.09] | before I could make another one up |
| [06:00.34] | |
| [06:00.74] | And nobody called |
| [06:10.91] | |
| [06:17.38] | And nobody came |
| [00:16.65] | 记得那是一个寒彻清朗的夜晚, |
| [00:20.73] | 我做了个糟糕透顶的梦。 |
| [00:25.01] | 当时比利·内姆和布里吉德还在楼下嬉闹, |
| [00:30.80] | 就在二楼。那时已经凌晨两点了。 |
| [00:33.40] | 我是被狗叫吵醒的, |
| [00:36.90] | 阿莫斯和阿奇突然开始发了疯似的狂吠。 |
| [00:39.18] | 我被这阵噪音惹恼了。 |
| [00:41.62] | 因为我已经跟他们几个说过了,我那天感觉糟透了。 |
| [00:44.02] | 我当时神志不清,几乎要越过现实与梦境的界限。 |
| [00:46.57] | 我希望那些家伙最好还记得, |
| [00:48.11] | 萨姆——那只生性顽劣的猫, |
| [00:49.97] | 是怎样被孤零零地锁在家,最终染上恶疾去见了上帝那个糟老头子的。 |
| [00:53.51] | 那是个异常萧瑟冷冽的秋日的夜晚, |
| [01:01.22] | 雪花一片片狂舞般地下坠。 |
| [01:05.66] | 上帝啊!那多么美啊! |
| [01:07.45] | 于是我就回屋拿来我的相机,拍了些照片。 |
| [01:09.44] | 我不停地拍, |
| [01:12.09] | 但我突然发现这些胶卷的曝光好像出了点问题。 |
| [01:14.05] | 我打算去找弗莱迪和加里帮忙, |
| [01:15.74] | 来看看究竟是哪儿出了毛病。 |
| [01:17.43] | 可是太迟了, |
| [01:19.18] | 在我印象里他们这时应该还在吃晚餐呢。 |
| [01:21.22] | 唉,去 他 妈 的, |
| [01:22.66] | 现在我整个人都被一些胡乱的思绪缠绕,我不想和任何人交流。 |
| [01:24.60] | 但是这些雪花还是那么美,它们让我感到我还真实地活着。 |
| [01:29.38] | 我正竭尽全力让它们在我手中停留, |
| [01:31.97] | 就在这时——那些怪声出现了。 |
| [01:34.17] | 它们从厅堂靠近楼梯的那块阴暗处发出。 |
| [01:36.21] | 所以我拿了个手电筒, |
| [01:39.64] | 战战兢兢地靠近了那个角落。 |
| [01:42.33] | 最近这块街区 |
| [01:44.47] | 老是出些怪事, |
| [01:46.07] | 但是人们的日常生活还是得继续啊......总而言之, |
| [01:48.17] | 布里吉德和比利还在玩儿呢。 |
| [01:50.88] | 在楼下 |
| [01:54.71] | 有一座和23号街公园相似的公园。 |
| [01:58.04] | 年轻人都喜欢去那儿玩飞碟。 |
| [02:00.33] | 上帝啊,那一定很有趣, |
| [02:02.23] | 我们简直应该写一篇报道刊在杂志上! |
| [02:04.57] | 但那些人应该只会把我当成蠢货吧,毕竟你知道,这种与性和绯闻无关的报刊是卖不出去的。 |
| [02:08.01] | 不过还是让我固执己见一回吧, |
| [02:10.79] | 你懂吧这他 妈可是我办的杂志不是吗? |
| [02:13.28] | 刚刚那些屁话就是这些美丽雪花落下时我所想的。 |
| [02:26.14] | 我能听见雪花碰撞,黏着,最终掉落在地上的声音。这还真是有趣。 |
| [02:28.53] | 天哪,我太享受现在的时光了! |
| [02:31.17] | 于是我想把比利也叫来, |
| [02:32.88] | 但是天知道他是没听见还是他他 妈 的根本就不想回答, |
| [02:35.47] | 太怪异了...... |
| [02:36.71] | 因为, |
| [02:37.47] | 虽然我从不享受重逢的快乐,但我一直都很喜欢比利。 |
| [02:40.01] | 我为他坚持工作感到欣慰。 |
| [02:42.25] | 和奥丁那小子不同, |
| [02:44.39] | 这小子总喜欢在旅途中蹭我们的电影看 |
| [02:46.68] | 还从来不付钱! |
| [02:48.77] | 我想说的是——那些电影都被反反复复看到影像都磨损了, |
| [02:50.86] | 好吧我的意思是......他没了药以后也没啥特别的。 |
| [02:53.76] | 我只是不太明白他为什么会那个样子。 |
| [02:56.50] | 在我的脑子被那几个小子搅得正乱的时候我看见了约翰凯尔, |
| [03:00.13] | 他看起来过得还挺好的。 |
| [03:02.02] | 他走过办公室,打算和我一起锻炼一会儿。 |
| [03:03.91] | 罗尼说过我有点健壮, |
| [03:05.46] | 但是自从他去过AA了以后就变得非常刻薄。 |
| [03:07.94] | 这**是啥意思呢? |
| [03:10.19] | 既然你酒都戒了你咋还能嘴贱得跟个醉鬼一样? |
| [03:12.43] | 他断言我就是个懒汉但我他 妈才不是! |
| [03:15.22] | 我只是,你懂吗?失去了创造生活的灵感! |
| [03:17.22] | 我的意思是我根本就不是那样的人。 |
| [03:18.86] | 算了还是面对现实吧, |
| [03:20.01] | 老老实实回到办公桌前去寻找那根本不存在的灵感吧...... |
| [03:22.45] | 我瞅着约翰,他总是让我想起地下丝绒。 |
| [03:26.54] | 然后接下来我的脑子里就一直塞满了那些陈年旧事?! |
| [03:28.29] | 当我走到圣马可广场, |
| [03:29.93] | 我去了那家由几个年轻人经营的杂货店。 |
| [03:33.43] | 但在那我总是忍不住去想:我已经不再年轻了。 |
| [03:34.70] | 然而这时我看到了老多姆, |
| [03:36.29] | 我年轻时在那儿有了第一次乐队表演。 |
| [03:38.08] | 那段记忆真是美好。年轻真好,对吧? |
| [03:40.42] | 其实我也不明白地下丝绒的第一张专辑究竟想表达些什么, |
| [03:42.86] | 即使我就是主唱本人 |
| [03:44.86] | 以及它的制作人。 |
| [03:46.00] | 我这些年甚至常常操刀重制 |
| [03:47.55] | 还从没想过从这里面赚一分钱! |
| [03:49.15] | 这我都是怎么做到的?! |
| [03:50.65] | 我应该打电话问问亨利, |
| [03:52.44] | 不过话说回来能看到约翰也不错。 |
| [03:53.88] | 为他我又重制了一遍。 |
| [03:55.28] | 不过我还是秉持着我以往的极端作风,而他把它改得花哨了些。 |
| [03:58.12] | 其实要是他能由着我来效果应该会更好。 |
| [04:01.01] | 但你绝对无法跟任何人讲明白的是, |
| [04:05.15] | 我发现无论我怎么用电话去联系比利和约翰 |
| [04:09.68] | 他们都无法认出那是我,好像我就从未出现过一样。 |
| [04:12.59] | 为什么他们就从来都只会阻拦我呢? |
| [04:15.17] | 这时我看到了Lou Reed, |
| [04:19.26] | 我真的生他的气。 |
| [04:22.54] | 他结婚的时候竟然没有邀请我! |
| [04:24.83] | 他可能觉得我一定会带来一大帮子人吧。 |
| [04:28.01] | 我不太明白。 |
| [04:30.25] | 起码他得把他该做的给做好吧。 |
| [04:33.50] | 他那婚礼办得是不错, |
| [04:35.09] | 但他为什么就是不叫我来呢? |
| [04:36.78] | 我看到他上MTV表演了, |
| [04:38.72] | 他一直站在舞台侧面,那种最不引人注目的位置。 |
| [04:40.87] | 这也让我搞不明白。 |
| [04:42.71] | 你知道的我讨厌Lou Reed, |
| [04:43.96] | 真的非常讨厌。 |
| [04:45.16] | 他甚至都不愿意让我沾染一点他的录音工作。 |
| [04:46.87] | 但我还是为他骄傲。 |
| [04:49.20] | 我今天被吓坏了。 |
| [04:57.92] | 鲜血就那样慢慢渗透我的衬衫, |
| [05:04.75] | 从我年少时重了子儿的伤口里涓涓地流出来。 |
| [05:06.89] | 我穿的用来箍紧内脏的束腹勒得我生疼。 |
| [05:11.82] | 我试着做了四十五个俯卧撑 |
| [05:14.75] | 和四十个仰卧起坐, |
| [05:17.04] | 但我的伤口还是隐隐作痛。 |
| [05:19.28] | 我看到我衣服上的血迹逐渐染成大片鲜红, |
| [05:21.82] | 我清晰地记得医生告诉我,我没救了。我要死了。 |
| [05:24.87] | 没过多久医**员就开始清洗我手上的血渍了, |
| [05:31.19] | 因为我的血液正从我的静脉里喷涌出来。 |
| [05:32.98] | 就这么一小会儿, |
| [05:34.02] | 我已经感觉到这些无用的想法正在把我变成一个怨妇, |
| [05:36.56] | 而且既然所有人都已经对我束手无策了, |
| [05:38.86] | 我自己又始终不被大家接纳, |
| [05:41.95] | 那我就再做一个, |
| [05:44.33] | 一个又一个 |
| [05:46.37] | 崭新的梦。 |
| [05:48.61] | 上帝啊,要是我能在这个梦境里死掉那该有多有趣啊。 |
| [05:56.09] | 在我开启下一个梦境之前,死彻底。 |
| [06:00.74] | 在有人开始无休止的烦我之前,死彻底。 |
| [06:17.38] | 在我的**被人找到之前,死彻底。 |