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Yeah you know sometimes I feel |
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So out of touch with life |
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It just seems like I'm lost and directionless |
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Simply in the middle of nowhere |
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With no clue how to get back home |
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It's in these times of loneliness though |
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I realize the value of my loved ones and inversely |
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How much I take them for granted |
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It's funny how it's easier to appreciate the warmth of your relationships |
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Between family and friends while you're suffering in the cold |
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I just hope I get my message across to them |
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Yeah |
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Before it's too late |
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All in part |
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With the knowledge |
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A spark |
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In the darkness |
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An artist |
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The part |
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With a heart |
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For catharsis |
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Hard fists |
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Frostbitten scarred lips |
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Resonate the gift |
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Reminiscent of guitar picks |
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So while I go on to the farthest |
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The waters uncharted |
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The sun doesn't rise |
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Like a shark in a tar pit |
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Let's follow the stars |
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Right back where we started |
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That's ironic |
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I've been lost since I departed |
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The thrill is long gone |
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My soul is so cold |
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The quest now unfolds |
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Composure won't hold |
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I'm alone as I lust |
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For the trust that I know |
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On a dark road |
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Covered in a gust of a snow |
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One touch from the wind's |
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Like a knife to the skin |
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Take the burden |
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Of my sin from within |
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And behold my stone |
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Heart's froze to the bone |
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Up above the dome |
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Is a full moon no glow |
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A syndicate of snowflakes |
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Quick to be hitting me |
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A white blizzard |
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Eliminate the visibility |
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Critically conditioned |
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I'm lingering with infirmities |
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Frozen land |
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Each step feels like eternity |
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And Mother Nature |
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Ain't showing me any courtesy |
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Below freezing |
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Suck the life outta mercury |
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I wake up a nap |
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Take a drink from the flask |
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And walk the black path |
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On the brink I collapse |
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All eyes glued to the moon |
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With the pursuit for the truth |
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As I move to the tune |
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There ain't much I can do |
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Trapped in a frozen tomb |
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In the sadness of night |
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Navigate through the woods |
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In the absence of life |
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With the clothes on my back |
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Backpack of uncertainty |
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And certainly |
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I know the cold is gonna murder me |
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And as I'm still alive |
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I can picture every pace |
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And I still can't feel |
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Both hands on my face |
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And am I even half way |
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Blood cold like a murderer |
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Starting to believe |
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My trajectory is circular |
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I've been here before |
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I pray to be delivered |
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But I'm gullible the prison always |
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I'm a sinner |
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Maintain as they say |
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Try to spark up a flame |
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But regardless |
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I remained in the same place |
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Nonetheless life freedom |
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I'm determined to wager |
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So God up in heaven |
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Listen to our prayer |
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I would kill to survive |
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So provide me the remedy |
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And when I step inside |
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And I replied with a pride |
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With a pride with a pride |
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When implied was a warning |
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Only now I understand |
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The advice set before me |
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They told me and restored me |
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They tried their best to ward me |
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I said not to worry |
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That's the end of the story |
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I'm sick and deformed |
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And I miss being warm |
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So stitch up my spirit |
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My soul is so torn |
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So God hoist up the light |
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Fill the void in my heart |
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Something's missing like a night |
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Sky devoid of the stars |
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I've lost my innocence |
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No more toys in the yard |
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Only bots in my skin |
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Now poison the scars |
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I hate resentment |
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So lost for repentence |
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My body would rather die |
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Before it ever gets corrected |
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The future is uncertain |
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If I end up lamented |
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Oh God up in heaven |
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I'm in need of intervention |
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I'm so sorry |
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And I swear to you I meant it |
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Every second on this planet |
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Feels like a life sentence |
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If I could reverse life |
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I would choke down my pride |
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Show myself it's just a quick way |
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To the exit |
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I wanna say sorry |
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I'm sorry I didn't listen |
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And help me deserve forgiveness |
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For my hard headed decisions |
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I'd bow and beg |
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Until my own back |
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I'm sorry because I know |
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This has all been said before |
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I swear my rebellion is unhealthy |
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I come on bent knees |
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Now please |
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Will you help me |
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And I chose to be deserted |
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Now I know it wasn't worth it |
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If you open up the door |
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I know I don't even deserve it |
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I'm certain |
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With every impulse that my nerves give |
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I manipulate my body |
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To disciplining my worthlessness |
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But only if I see you again |
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And that's what I would have said if my life didn't end |
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So I depart |
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With this last one-sided correspondence |
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Saying the same thing |
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In my mind a thesaurus |
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Alone in the heavens |
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With a scar on my heart |
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As I resonate the gift |
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From regrets in my heart |
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So I wander the farthest |
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The waters uncharted |
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The sun didn't rise |
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So my body felt hardest |
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If only you could hear me |
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As my soul is above you |
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I wish before I died |
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I would have told you I love you |