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When your standin' at the edge of a cliff, |
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And you got somebody that you love |
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Standin' behind you, |
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Tellin' you to jump. |
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And you finally do it. |
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That person is just as much in the wrong as you are, |
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But I survived. |
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It's the calm before the storm |
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I know where you are everytime |
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I close my eyes |
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I'm leavin' you for now |
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But I know where you are |
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I'm startin' a brand new life |
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I don't know why, |
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But I swallowed it still. |
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This whole bottle of pills |
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Oh what a |
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Hollywood thrill, |
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And yeah it got me so ill. |
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Just when |
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I thought it would kill, |
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I made it out alive and climbed this impossible hill. |
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I was tied up to this hospital bed, |
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When i just wanted to be dead. |
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I don't give about what you said. |
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With hickeys all on your neck. |
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Who the hell taught you about respect? |
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Did you tell them |
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I'm runnin' outta breath? |
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While I'm layin' dead on the desk, |
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You can burn in hell with the rest, |
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But I don't wish that upon you. |
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I never wanted to harm you. |
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I want to hate you, |
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But you know that its hard to. |
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Like a fool |
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I fell in love |
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From the moment |
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I saw you, |
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But you almost killed me you bitch |
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I fuckin' hope that it haunts you. |
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Callin' superman a bitch, |
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Is my only kryptonite. |
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Yeah I'll tell you man |
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Some bitche's throat is gettin' slit tonight. |
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I'm too fuckin' sick to die. |
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Get it right. |
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Nix is fly. |
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This is why. |
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I'ma fight to stay alive. |
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It's the calm before the storm |
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I know where you are everytime |
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I close my eyes |
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I'm leavin' you for now |
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But I know where you are |
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I'm startin' a brand new life |
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I just drink my problems away. |
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When I wake up they all remain. |
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Then it hits me hard in the face |
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Its gettin' harder every day, |
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So I walk away with barely any motivation. |
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There's something wrong with this |
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God-forsaken rode that |
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I'm takin'. |
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Sometimes |
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I just wanna buy me a hand pistol. |
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Runnin' out shootin' at randoms like a damn schitzo, |
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But I'm sittin here with a pad and a pencil. |
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I'm rippin' my own hair out, |
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Grabin' it up by the fistful. |
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Yeah you fuckin' pussies think that you can scare me now. |
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Scare me how? |
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Try to kill me. |
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I can't even kill myself. |
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Yeah you better believe me because. |
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I already tried. |
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Already died. |
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Came back to life a motherfuckin' |
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Jesus Christ. |
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Got a heart of steel and |
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I'm hard to kill. |
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Ain't gonna stop till |
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I got a deal. |
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When I get that |
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I'ma want a mill. |
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I wont disappear like a |
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Copperfield. |
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So you see me climbing going straight to the top, |
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I'm lightin' up the sky and |
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I ain't gonna stop. |
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It's the calm before the storm. |
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I know where you are everytime |
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I close my eyes. |
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I'm leavin' you for now, |
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But I know where you are. |
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I'm startin' a brand new life. |
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So I know what |
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I want. I want it all. |
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We've made our mistakes. |
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We needed to change. |
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We needed to break, |
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And even though |
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It takes a part of me |
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But I wont ever do this again, |
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To any one |
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I love Anyone |
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I love. |
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I'm sorry for what |
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I've done. |
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I want it all. |
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It's the calm before the storm. |