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I wish to begin with a kiss* |
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And find the evergrey |
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To flood, to fill one more delusion |
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That satisfies my woes... |
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One dream, one breath, |
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One more flat line to pace, |
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Another night I tolerate |
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The filthy shit that seems to be my face. |
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Another night goes by... |
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I need a sound, |
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I need a voice that speaks my name, |
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A different eye to recognize |
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The tortured fiend that used to be myself. |
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Beneath my secret smile, |
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I lick my curse. |
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Another fading light, |
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Another night. |
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I wish, to become the machine I so despise |
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and feast on cries, |
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To dissolve and fly |
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and drown inside my ugly lies... |
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I wish to sleep, |
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I wish to smile, |
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Deep down inside |
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I wish to covet my denial. |
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It's growing darker with each breath |
