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I have always been different I like to be, |
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but every time they got something to say to me. |
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One day I had to be, I made a different me, |
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but got trouble next day I went school, you see. |
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Two big fellows, which don't much about like in me, |
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put me in to the games where I don't wanna be. |
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In other words no one don't like me there. |
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Sometimes I really care, I can't be myself. |
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Then one day I didn't meet the chosen one, |
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I took a gun, party's just begun. |
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Inside of me there still lives a part of me, |
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it put me back to the Earth, where I belong to be. |
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I get along well with this feeling in my mind, |
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if I should say something, I would say nothing |
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'cause I'll kiss my only friend what I've got, ever had |
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but still I can't ..I can't be myself. |
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I'm gonna the way I wanna be, |
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nobody wanna talk with me, no. |
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Do I have to be or let my feelings free? |
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Take a look at me, the way I wanna be. |
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I made decisions right, my feelings came from inside, |
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I took a drug ride, I felt part of me died. |
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My life turned from that good to that very bad, |
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there were only me, my pipe and those drugs I had. |
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One day I just will be, I'm gonna be real me, |
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I think I cannot be, I can't be myself! |