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Remember the sound when my phone hit the ground |
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When you cursed out my name and you said that you never loved me |
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But I thought you were joking so I asked you again and |
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You said it again like there wasn't a first |
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And you paused with a silence so I'd know for damn sure that you were not joking |
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You never loved me |
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I thought about what wasn't talked about |
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And I thought for days and I thought out loud |
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And I thought to myself I wish I never met you |
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I always knew the banshees sang for me |
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And Seraphim would never rescue me |
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I fell in love with a younger girl |
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Her small sharp teeth with her hair in curls |
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From Jersey to Scranton at least twice a week |
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It was hell on the band but never bothered me |
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I did it all because I wanted to |
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Under the pretense that you loved me too |
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I couldn't argue when you wanted to leave |
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I wanted you happy, I thought that's all you need |
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I offered my soul, I was just so tired |
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Now these pills won't help me fall asleep |
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My hell is a lonely place |
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But I'll never forget your face |
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Everything that I want to change |
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Reassures me that I won't be saved |
