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I'm losing my love of adventure |
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I'm losing all respect |
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For me and myself tonight |
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I wonder what happens if i get to |
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The end of this tunnel |
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And there isn't a light |
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Ive worn down the treads |
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On all of my tires |
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I've worn through the elbows |
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And the knees of my clothing |
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And i'm stumbling down |
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The gravel driveway of desire |
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Trying not to wake up |
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My sleepy self-loathing |
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Do you ever have that dream |
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When you open your mouth |
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And you try to scream |
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But you can't make a sound |
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That's everyday starting now |
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That's everyday starting now |
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Dont tell me it's gonna be alright |
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You can't sell me on your optimism tonight |
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It's a stiff competition |
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To see who can stay up later |
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The stars or the street lights |
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And all they really want |
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Is to be alone with the darkness |
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No more wish i may |
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No more wish i might |
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It takes a stiff upper lip |
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Just to hold up my face |
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I gotta suck it up and savor |
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The taste of my own behavior |
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I am spinning with longing |
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Faster then a roulette wheel |
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This is not who i meant to be |
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This is not how i meant to feel |
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I don't think i am strong enough |
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To do this much longer |
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God, i wish i was stronger |
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This song could never be long enough |
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To express every longing |
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God, i wish it was longer... |
