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It's just a fantasy |
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I don't really mean the things I'm thinking |
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They just come to me |
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Like a dare |
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That I can't share |
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In case you think that I'm not all there |
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I've got to keep my karma clean |
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'Cos everything comes back to me |
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It must be insecurity that keeps me weak |
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Or gives me the edge I'm looking for |
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Is it only me? |
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When I'm doing things I keep a tally |
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Safety in numbers and in my routine |
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Like OCD |
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I'm convinced someone's watching me |
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I want to be alone so much |
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And yet I long to stay in touch |
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A melody is stuck in my head |
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And it won't go |
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And now I forget what I came here for |
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If I say it |
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I'm gonna jinx it |
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If I keep it close |
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It'll grow |
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Can you blame me for keeping secrets? |
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Why, oh why, do I just get so over-emotional? |
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They should take me away |
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I'm all over-emotional |
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Is it only me? |
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If I think it |
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You never thought it |
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When I hate being who I am |
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Little phrases become symbolic |
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And my normality is such a sham |
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They should take me away |
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I'm all over-emotional |
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Is it only me? |