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Emptiness slips into my mind, |
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Emotion so fucking hard to find, |
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I center myself in this universe, |
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With peace amongst all the pains and hurts, |
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I think of all the things that would've been, |
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And the time i could've spent with him, |
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But again comes sadness creeping in. |
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Taken by surprise stigmatized by the things i've seen with my own eyes, |
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Traumatized until i realize that i gotta go on with my life. |
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I can only guess what i should've done then, |
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Wandering alone on the path i've chosen, |
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Lumbering along towards inevitable fate, |
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I await an answer, i wrestle with hate, |
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I question your life and the choices you made, |
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I question myself with righteousness and rage, |
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Confused and sick from mistakes i've made. |
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Questions to ponder about letting go, answers i find towards peaceful flow, |
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People take shit for granted as given, not in this world that i live in, |
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In my eyes, i realize. no more lies stigmatized. |