|
I never considered that. |
|
I chose to stay numb over tears. |
|
I forgot myself to keep momentum. |
|
I took a year and stretched it ten fold. |
|
But today i live, i live it down. |
|
With both eyes just now reawakening. |
|
Still sore and sober. |
|
Still sober for no reason. |
|
I have every reason. |
|
I can be just as addictive as the next so take care of me. |
|
I am your responsibility. |
|
You wanted to change it all so start with an infant. |
|
Is this it? |
|
Have you given it to me? |
|
Is this the meaning? |
|
Have you forced it upon me or am i hanging myself needlessly? |
|
Damn your riddles stop speaking in tongues. |
|
Let me hear it, let me feel it across my face if need be. |
|
You've given it all still i want even more. |
|
Sober expression. Numb in motive. |
|
Take even more. |
|
Damn your riddles. |
|
They change nothing. |
|
I will stand back and take it all in. |
|
I am still myself. |
|
I'm still intact. |
|
Just let me rest. Just let me rest. |
|
Just let me go. |
|
Yesterday i was left just like before and again every night after. |
|
Now i can accept the common them in unconsciousness. |
|
Temptation's only a word now with no potential of a body. |
|
No is not so hard. |
|
I'm the one to leave of an honest will. |
|
Confidence can no longer be stolen under the table. |
|
Me. |