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I'd rather destroy myself than be destroyed by you |
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Autoaggression - better than being destroyed by you |
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I cannot cope with things oppressing me |
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But I can punish the people who love me |
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Banging my head against the wall |
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Take away any chance to live my life the way I want |
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Not my fault, not your fault anyway |
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I don't want to live, I don't want to die |
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Pain I feel - pain you feel - feel it now |
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I always used to hide my emotions |
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Because I think no one really wants to know |
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The things that I can feel inside |
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Inside of me where nobody knows |
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What is going to be |
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Hurting me feels good to me |
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And lets my hidden self go |
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To be free |
