|
She said i'm not pointing fingers |
|
He said yes you are |
|
'cause you wouldn't bring it up if you weren't |
|
If i told you i'd been walking |
|
Out in the dark night thinking |
|
Would you take as truth this alcoholic's word |
|
I can't change what's done is done |
|
But i can tell you this |
|
Not a day goes by that i |
|
Don't curse myself and all my sins |
|
And i need you to hold on to |
|
While this part of me is dying |
|
And though i haven't kicked the demons |
|
That haunt me |
|
I'm trying |
|
I'm trying |
|
She sat down on the floor |
|
And said i wish i was stronger |
|
Right now i feel fragile as glass |
|
I want to believe you |
|
Believe what's held you has freed you |
|
And i hate these doubts |
|
That keep on coming back |
|
My parent's think i'm crazy |
|
For staying here this long |
|
But there's nothing more i want for us |
|
Than to prove to them they're wrong |
|
I don't want to be afraid |
|
I don't want to think you're lying |
|
And though i haven't found the faith |
|
That i need |
|
I'm trying |
|
I'm trying |
|
He asked do you want me to leave |
|
'cause if you do you know i will |
|
But she said much to his disbelief |
|
No i love you still |
|
Oh i love you still |
|
He said i don't know why i've been the fool |
|
But i can tell you this |
|
Not a day goes by that i |
|
Don't curse myself and all my sins |
|
Then he dropped down to his knees |
|
By now they both were crying |
|
He said i haven't been the man i want to be |
|
But i'm trying |
|
I'm trying |
|
I'm trying believe me |
|
I'm trying |
