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Through rose colored lies |
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Calling you names from my social island |
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Why can't |
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I be happy again? |
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It's the way things are and |
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I can't change them |
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It's the way |
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There is no cure! |
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A lust we can't control |
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It's a rather sick position dont'cha think? |
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In a talk that |
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I had with a man who was mad... |
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It was here, it was there |
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Couldn't find it anywhere |
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It was up, it was down |
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Squares rolling round and round |
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It was crowded, it was lonely |
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A show written only for me |
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Had this sick and happy feeling |
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I was home again |
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It was old, it was new |
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Too many and too few |
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It was numbing, it was high |
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And I was laughing the whole time |
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It was cold, it was warm |
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It was clear but |
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I saw the storm |
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Had a clear, distorted feeling |
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I'd be back again |
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Call me what you will |
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Satisfy yourself |
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Justify your position |
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Money It's a problem |
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It's so much more |
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I can suppress this hole if |
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I try It's the way |
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There is no cure |
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It's a lust we can't control |
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It's a rather sick position dont'cha think? |
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In a nightmare that |
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I had, with a sick, demented man... |
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Had no fear and no love |
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No faith in |
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God above |
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It was truth, it was lies |
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The searing, burning kind |
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It was random, it was fate |
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Too soon and too late |
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Had this wild mixed up feeling |
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I was back again |
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It was death, it was life |
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A victim's last rights |
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It was playful, it was hurtful |
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And I loved it the whole time |
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It was there in my head |
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A lusting for the dead |
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Had this sick and happy feeling |
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I was home again |
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This is the slow part |
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Where the man always finds his way |
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A sad reflection, a resolution |
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So safe where you are, listening in your own surroundings |
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Where are you now, do you have me on while your driving? |
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Maybe your at home, perhaps in position compromising? |
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Then there's the five bastards |
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Playing this song right now |
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Cashing in on my plight |
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And who the fuck are they? |
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Do hey have the nightmares you and |
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I do? All right, it's okay, let them whore me, they'll get their due |
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And how 'bout you? |
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You bought this song now just listen |
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No matter what you think of me |
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I'm the soul who'll be behind you one day |
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Tearing your life into little pieces |
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Hey I'm jealous of you |
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I can say that now but there's so much more to tell |
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I have the resolution, the quick solution to your problem |
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It's a rather sick position dont'cha think? |
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And the love that |
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I have with this crazy, sick, old friend |
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It was dark, it was bright |
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A cold and stormy night |
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It was real, it wasn't there |
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I couldn't help but stare |
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It had started, it was over |
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Looking over shoulders |
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Had intense and lonely feelings |
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I was home again |
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It was here, it was there |
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Couldn't find it anywhere |
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It was up, it was down |
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Squares rolling round and round |
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It was crowded, it was lonely |
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A play written only for me |
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Had this sick and happy feeling |
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I was home again |
