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I sat in the swamp with a little pink piggy |
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Who loved roller-skating and playing pretend |
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The boy that she loved was a real snackmaster |
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The world was a beach ball and we were all friends |
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Then he died alone and the last time I saw her |
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It looked like the reaper had rapped on her door |
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She said "Do you remember singing ice |
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ice baby with me laying down on the reef bathroom floor?" |
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How could I ever forget? |
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I could never forget |
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I will never forget |
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How could I ever forget? |
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I could never forget |
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I will never forget |
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Jimmy and johnny just stare at each other |
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While their mother hangs in the holiday inn |
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Your funeral on your son's seventh birthday |
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is the worst thing you could ever give him |
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I bet he'd like flowers, balloons, and a card |
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"unconditionally yours, all my love, from your mom" |
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Much more than wearing that little black suit |
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And saying goodbye forever to you |
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I haven't forgotten the times that I teased you |
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When everyone else pointed at you and laughed |
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Permanent damage was not my intention |
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But I could not foresee the aftermath of my actions |
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I was so small |
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wanted to grow in the eyes of my enemies |
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For a while I felt tall |
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But they knocked me back down |
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Now I'm here on my knees |
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Looking at my face in a bed of pine needles |
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And wondering if anyone stills knows my name |
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I turned full circle and another half circle |
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And tried to go back the same way that I came |
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"Look alive dawson, your heels are dragging |
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I never knew anyone could move so slow |
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You may be a hotshot now, |
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But you are still a cow a big fat F |
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Why don't you just go home?" |
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I guess that that means I did not make the team |
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I'll just lay on the ground and look up at the trees |
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The old bedford oak |
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The tall evergreens |
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This is not a joke |
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This is not a dream |
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Not sleeping |
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Just resting in pieces |
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That I wish were peaches I saw your dad later that day |
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Maybe he shot himself |
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Could've been someone else asked me to tell you what he had to say |
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"You don't have to end up with people who self destruct |
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Go find a lover who will never leave |
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Fear of abandonment, self hate, and discontent |
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will go away when you let yourself grieve |
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And forget about me |
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Forget about me |
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Forget about me" |
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How could I ever forget? |
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I could never forget |
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I will never forget |
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How could I ever forget? |
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I could never forget |
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I will never forget |
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How could I ever forget? |
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I could never forget |
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I will never forget |
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How could I ever forget? |
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I could never forget |
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I will never forget |
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