歌曲 | Deja Vu |
歌手 | Eminem |
专辑 | Relapse: Refill |
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[00:00.14] | |
[00:01.37] | DMC, we have a mid-thirties male found down, unresponsive |
[00:05.12] | Possible overdose, substance unknown |
[00:07.68] | Pulse is 60 and thready, respiration's eight |
[00:10.69] | He's intubated and we're bagging him now |
[00:12.74] | BP 90 over palp |
[00:14.73] | Patient is cool, pale, and diaphoretic |
[00:17.01] | Has aspirated, GSC is 3 |
[00:19.70] | We'll update en route ETA ten minutes |
[00:22.16] | As I fall deeper into a manic state |
[00:25.14] | I'm a prime candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict trait |
[00:28.74] | Blood pressure climbs at a dramatic rate |
[00:30.88] | I seem to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate |
[00:34.40] | Start off with the NyQuil like, I think I'll just have a taste |
[00:37.30] | Couple of sips of that then I gradually graduate |
[00:39.87] | To a harder prescription drug called Valium like, yeah that's great |
[00:43.09] | I go to just take one, and I end up like having eight |
[00:45.92] | Now I need something in my stomach cause I haven't ate |
[00:48.84] | Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak |
[00:51.65] | And you'd think that with all I have at stake |
[00:53.83] | Look at my daughter's face |
[00:55.24] | "Mommy, something is wrong with Dad I think |
[00:57.29] | He's acting weird again, he's really beginning to scare me |
[01:00.20] | Won't shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn't hear me |
[01:03.01] | And all he does is eat Doritos and Cheetos |
[01:05.47] | And he just fell asleep in his car |
[01:07.16] | eating 3 Musketeers in the rear seat" |
[01:08.65] | Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don't know |
[01:11.90] | Feels like I been down this road before |
[01:14.50] | So lonely and cold, it's like something takes over me |
[01:17.81] | As soon as I go home and close the door |
[01:20.18] | Kinda feels like déjà vu |
[01:22.57] | I wanna get away from this place, I do |
[01:25.27] | But I can't and I won't |
[01:26.62] | Say I try, but I know that's a lie |
[01:28.83] | Cause I don't, and why I just don't know |
[01:31.22] | "Maybe just a nice cold brew, what's a beer?" |
[01:34.00] | That's the devil in my ear I've been sober a ****in' year |
[01:36.73] | And that ****er still talks to me he's all I can ****in' hear |
[01:39.50] | "Marshall, come on we'll watch the game |
[01:42.72] | It's the Cowboys and Buccaneers" |
[01:44.31] | And maybe if I just drink half I'll be half-buzzed |
[01:46.99] | For half of the time |
[01:47.96] | Who's the mastermind behind that little line? |
[01:50.39] | With that kind of rationale, man I got half a mind |
[01:52.85] | To have another half a glass of wine |
[01:54.94] | Sounds asinine, yeah I know, |
[01:56.40] | But I never had no problem with alcohol |
[01:58.59] | Ouch, look out for the wall |
[02:00.23] | Aim for the couch, I'm 'bout to fall |
[02:01.80] | I missed the couch and down I go lookin' like a bouncy ball |
[02:04.64] | Shit musta knocked me out 'Cause I ain't feel the ground at all |
[02:07.33] | Wow, what the **** happened last night? Where am I? |
[02:10.18] | Man, **** am I hungover, and goddamn I |
[02:12.86] | Got a headache, shit half a Vicodin, why can't I |
[02:15.76] | All systems ready for take off, please stand by |
[02:18.87] | Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don't know |
[02:22.11] | Feels like I been down this road before |
[02:24.74] | So lonely and cold, it's like something takes over me |
[02:27.80] | As soon as I go home and close the door |
[02:30.46] | Kinda feels like déjà vu |
[02:32.63] | I wanna get away from this place, I do |
[02:35.59] | But I can't and I won't |
[02:36.87] | Say I try, but I know that's a lie |
[02:38.90] | Cause I don't, and why I just don't know |
[02:42.20] | So I take a Vicodin, splash it hits my stomach then, ahhhh |
[02:45.45] | Couple of weeks go by it ain't even like I'm gettin' high |
[02:48.07] | Now I need it just not to feel sick, yeah I'm gettin' by |
[02:50.94] | Wouldn't even be taking this shit if DeShaun didn't die |
[02:53.92] | Oh yeah, there's an excuse, you lose Proof so you use |
[02:56.57] | There's new rules, it's cool if it's helpin' you to get through |
[02:59.45] | It's twelve noon, ain't no harm in self inducin' a snooze |
[03:02.32] | What else is new, **** it what would Elvis do in your shoes |
[03:05.16] | Now here I am three months later, full-blown relapse |
[03:08.12] | Just get high until the kids get home from school, holmes Relax |
[03:11.10] | And since I'm convinced that I'm an insomniac |
[03:13.79] | I need these pills to be able to sleep, so I take three naps |
[03:16.66] | Just to be able to function throughout the day, let's see |
[03:19.42] | That's an Ambien each nap, how many Valium, three |
[03:22.37] | And that will average out to about one good hour's sleep |
[03:26.19] | Ok, so now ya see, the reason how come he |
[03:29.08] | Has taken four years to just put out an album, B |
[03:31.83] | See, me and you, we almost had the same outcome Heath |
[03:34.66] | 'Cause that Christmas you know the whole pneumonia thing? |
[03:37.50] | It was bologna, was it the methadone, ya think? |
[03:40.35] | Or the hydrocodone you hide inside your pornos |
[03:42.89] | Your VCR tape cases, with your Ambien CR |
[03:45.62] | Great places to hide 'em, ain't it? |
[03:47.39] | So you can lie to Hailie |
[03:48.80] | I'm goin' beddy bye, Whitney baby |
[03:50.60] | Good night Alaina! |
[03:51.68] | Go in the room and shut the bedroom door |
[03:53.97] | And wake up in an ambulance |
[03:55.33] | They said they found me on the bathroom floor |
[03:58.20] | Damn |
[03:58.82] | Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don't know |
[04:02.05] | Feels like I been down this road before |
[04:04.67] | So lonely and cold, it's like something takes over me |
[04:07.94] | As soon as I go home and close the door |
[04:10.43] | Kinda feels like déjà vu |
[04:12.51] | I wanna get away from this place, I do |
[04:15.39] | But I can't and I won't |
[04:16.97] | Say I try, but I know that's a lie |
[04:19.09] | Cause I don't, and why I just don't know |
[04:23.43] | Elamivl |
ti: Deja Vu | |
ar: Eminem | |
[00:00.14] | |
[00:01.37] | DMC, we have a midthirties male found down, unresponsive |
[00:05.12] | Possible overdose, substance unknown |
[00:07.68] | Pulse is 60 and thready, respiration' s eight |
[00:10.69] | He' s intubated and we' re bagging him now |
[00:12.74] | BP 90 over palp |
[00:14.73] | Patient is cool, pale, and diaphoretic |
[00:17.01] | Has aspirated, GSC is 3 |
[00:19.70] | We' ll update en route ETA ten minutes |
[00:22.16] | As I fall deeper into a manic state |
[00:25.14] | I' m a prime candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict trait |
[00:28.74] | Blood pressure climbs at a dramatic rate |
[00:30.88] | I seem to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate |
[00:34.40] | Start off with the NyQuil like, I think I' ll just have a taste |
[00:37.30] | Couple of sips of that then I gradually graduate |
[00:39.87] | To a harder prescription drug called Valium like, yeah that' s great |
[00:43.09] | I go to just take one, and I end up like having eight |
[00:45.92] | Now I need something in my stomach cause I haven' t ate |
[00:48.84] | Maybe I' ll grab a plate of nachos and I' ll have a steak |
[00:51.65] | And you' d think that with all I have at stake |
[00:53.83] | Look at my daughter' s face |
[00:55.24] | " Mommy, something is wrong with Dad I think |
[00:57.29] | He' s acting weird again, he' s really beginning to scare me |
[01:00.20] | Won' t shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn' t hear me |
[01:03.01] | And all he does is eat Doritos and Cheetos |
[01:05.47] | And he just fell asleep in his car |
[01:07.16] | eating 3 Musketeers in the rear seat" |
[01:08.65] | Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don' t know |
[01:11.90] | Feels like I been down this road before |
[01:14.50] | So lonely and cold, it' s like something takes over me |
[01:17.81] | As soon as I go home and close the door |
[01:20.18] | Kinda feels like de ja vu |
[01:22.57] | I wanna get away from this place, I do |
[01:25.27] | But I can' t and I won' t |
[01:26.62] | Say I try, but I know that' s a lie |
[01:28.83] | Cause I don' t, and why I just don' t know |
[01:31.22] | " Maybe just a nice cold brew, what' s a beer?" |
[01:34.00] | That' s the devil in my ear I' ve been sober a in' year |
[01:36.73] | And that er still talks to me he' s all I can in' hear |
[01:39.50] | " Marshall, come on we' ll watch the game |
[01:42.72] | It' s the Cowboys and Buccaneers" |
[01:44.31] | And maybe if I just drink half I' ll be halfbuzzed |
[01:46.99] | For half of the time |
[01:47.96] | Who' s the mastermind behind that little line? |
[01:50.39] | With that kind of rationale, man I got half a mind |
[01:52.85] | To have another half a glass of wine |
[01:54.94] | Sounds asinine, yeah I know, |
[01:56.40] | But I never had no problem with alcohol |
[01:58.59] | Ouch, look out for the wall |
[02:00.23] | Aim for the couch, I' m ' bout to fall |
[02:01.80] | I missed the couch and down I go lookin' like a bouncy ball |
[02:04.64] | Shit musta knocked me out ' Cause I ain' t feel the ground at all |
[02:07.33] | Wow, what the happened last night? Where am I? |
[02:10.18] | Man, am I hungover, and goddamn I |
[02:12.86] | Got a headache, shit half a Vicodin, why can' t I |
[02:15.76] | All systems ready for take off, please stand by |
[02:18.87] | Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don' t know |
[02:22.11] | Feels like I been down this road before |
[02:24.74] | So lonely and cold, it' s like something takes over me |
[02:27.80] | As soon as I go home and close the door |
[02:30.46] | Kinda feels like de ja vu |
[02:32.63] | I wanna get away from this place, I do |
[02:35.59] | But I can' t and I won' t |
[02:36.87] | Say I try, but I know that' s a lie |
[02:38.90] | Cause I don' t, and why I just don' t know |
[02:42.20] | So I take a Vicodin, splash it hits my stomach then, ahhhh |
[02:45.45] | Couple of weeks go by it ain' t even like I' m gettin' high |
[02:48.07] | Now I need it just not to feel sick, yeah I' m gettin' by |
[02:50.94] | Wouldn' t even be taking this shit if DeShaun didn' t die |
[02:53.92] | Oh yeah, there' s an excuse, you lose Proof so you use |
[02:56.57] | There' s new rules, it' s cool if it' s helpin' you to get through |
[02:59.45] | It' s twelve noon, ain' t no harm in self inducin' a snooze |
[03:02.32] | What else is new, it what would Elvis do in your shoes |
[03:05.16] | Now here I am three months later, fullblown relapse |
[03:08.12] | Just get high until the kids get home from school, holmes Relax |
[03:11.10] | And since I' m convinced that I' m an insomniac |
[03:13.79] | I need these pills to be able to sleep, so I take three naps |
[03:16.66] | Just to be able to function throughout the day, let' s see |
[03:19.42] | That' s an Ambien each nap, how many Valium, three |
[03:22.37] | And that will average out to about one good hour' s sleep |
[03:26.19] | Ok, so now ya see, the reason how come he |
[03:29.08] | Has taken four years to just put out an album, B |
[03:31.83] | See, me and you, we almost had the same outcome Heath |
[03:34.66] | ' Cause that Christmas you know the whole pneumonia thing? |
[03:37.50] | It was bologna, was it the methadone, ya think? |
[03:40.35] | Or the hydrocodone you hide inside your pornos |
[03:42.89] | Your VCR tape cases, with your Ambien CR |
[03:45.62] | Great places to hide ' em, ain' t it? |
[03:47.39] | So you can lie to Hailie |
[03:48.80] | I' m goin' beddy bye, Whitney baby |
[03:50.60] | Good night Alaina! |
[03:51.68] | Go in the room and shut the bedroom door |
[03:53.97] | And wake up in an ambulance |
[03:55.33] | They said they found me on the bathroom floor |
[03:58.20] | Damn |
[03:58.82] | Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don' t know |
[04:02.05] | Feels like I been down this road before |
[04:04.67] | So lonely and cold, it' s like something takes over me |
[04:07.94] | As soon as I go home and close the door |
[04:10.43] | Kinda feels like de ja vu |
[04:12.51] | I wanna get away from this place, I do |
[04:15.39] | But I can' t and I won' t |
[04:16.97] | Say I try, but I know that' s a lie |
[04:19.09] | Cause I don' t, and why I just don' t know |
[04:23.43] | Elamivl |
ti: Deja Vu | |
ar: Eminem | |
[00:00.14] | |
[00:01.37] | DMC, we have a midthirties male found down, unresponsive |
[00:05.12] | Possible overdose, substance unknown |
[00:07.68] | Pulse is 60 and thready, respiration' s eight |
[00:10.69] | He' s intubated and we' re bagging him now |
[00:12.74] | BP 90 over palp |
[00:14.73] | Patient is cool, pale, and diaphoretic |
[00:17.01] | Has aspirated, GSC is 3 |
[00:19.70] | We' ll update en route ETA ten minutes |
[00:22.16] | As I fall deeper into a manic state |
[00:25.14] | I' m a prime candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict trait |
[00:28.74] | Blood pressure climbs at a dramatic rate |
[00:30.88] | I seem to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate |
[00:34.40] | Start off with the NyQuil like, I think I' ll just have a taste |
[00:37.30] | Couple of sips of that then I gradually graduate |
[00:39.87] | To a harder prescription drug called Valium like, yeah that' s great |
[00:43.09] | I go to just take one, and I end up like having eight |
[00:45.92] | Now I need something in my stomach cause I haven' t ate |
[00:48.84] | Maybe I' ll grab a plate of nachos and I' ll have a steak |
[00:51.65] | And you' d think that with all I have at stake |
[00:53.83] | Look at my daughter' s face |
[00:55.24] | " Mommy, something is wrong with Dad I think |
[00:57.29] | He' s acting weird again, he' s really beginning to scare me |
[01:00.20] | Won' t shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn' t hear me |
[01:03.01] | And all he does is eat Doritos and Cheetos |
[01:05.47] | And he just fell asleep in his car |
[01:07.16] | eating 3 Musketeers in the rear seat" |
[01:08.65] | Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don' t know |
[01:11.90] | Feels like I been down this road before |
[01:14.50] | So lonely and cold, it' s like something takes over me |
[01:17.81] | As soon as I go home and close the door |
[01:20.18] | Kinda feels like dé jà vu |
[01:22.57] | I wanna get away from this place, I do |
[01:25.27] | But I can' t and I won' t |
[01:26.62] | Say I try, but I know that' s a lie |
[01:28.83] | Cause I don' t, and why I just don' t know |
[01:31.22] | " Maybe just a nice cold brew, what' s a beer?" |
[01:34.00] | That' s the devil in my ear I' ve been sober a in' year |
[01:36.73] | And that er still talks to me he' s all I can in' hear |
[01:39.50] | " Marshall, come on we' ll watch the game |
[01:42.72] | It' s the Cowboys and Buccaneers" |
[01:44.31] | And maybe if I just drink half I' ll be halfbuzzed |
[01:46.99] | For half of the time |
[01:47.96] | Who' s the mastermind behind that little line? |
[01:50.39] | With that kind of rationale, man I got half a mind |
[01:52.85] | To have another half a glass of wine |
[01:54.94] | Sounds asinine, yeah I know, |
[01:56.40] | But I never had no problem with alcohol |
[01:58.59] | Ouch, look out for the wall |
[02:00.23] | Aim for the couch, I' m ' bout to fall |
[02:01.80] | I missed the couch and down I go lookin' like a bouncy ball |
[02:04.64] | Shit musta knocked me out ' Cause I ain' t feel the ground at all |
[02:07.33] | Wow, what the happened last night? Where am I? |
[02:10.18] | Man, am I hungover, and goddamn I |
[02:12.86] | Got a headache, shit half a Vicodin, why can' t I |
[02:15.76] | All systems ready for take off, please stand by |
[02:18.87] | Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don' t know |
[02:22.11] | Feels like I been down this road before |
[02:24.74] | So lonely and cold, it' s like something takes over me |
[02:27.80] | As soon as I go home and close the door |
[02:30.46] | Kinda feels like dé jà vu |
[02:32.63] | I wanna get away from this place, I do |
[02:35.59] | But I can' t and I won' t |
[02:36.87] | Say I try, but I know that' s a lie |
[02:38.90] | Cause I don' t, and why I just don' t know |
[02:42.20] | So I take a Vicodin, splash it hits my stomach then, ahhhh |
[02:45.45] | Couple of weeks go by it ain' t even like I' m gettin' high |
[02:48.07] | Now I need it just not to feel sick, yeah I' m gettin' by |
[02:50.94] | Wouldn' t even be taking this shit if DeShaun didn' t die |
[02:53.92] | Oh yeah, there' s an excuse, you lose Proof so you use |
[02:56.57] | There' s new rules, it' s cool if it' s helpin' you to get through |
[02:59.45] | It' s twelve noon, ain' t no harm in self inducin' a snooze |
[03:02.32] | What else is new, it what would Elvis do in your shoes |
[03:05.16] | Now here I am three months later, fullblown relapse |
[03:08.12] | Just get high until the kids get home from school, holmes Relax |
[03:11.10] | And since I' m convinced that I' m an insomniac |
[03:13.79] | I need these pills to be able to sleep, so I take three naps |
[03:16.66] | Just to be able to function throughout the day, let' s see |
[03:19.42] | That' s an Ambien each nap, how many Valium, three |
[03:22.37] | And that will average out to about one good hour' s sleep |
[03:26.19] | Ok, so now ya see, the reason how come he |
[03:29.08] | Has taken four years to just put out an album, B |
[03:31.83] | See, me and you, we almost had the same outcome Heath |
[03:34.66] | ' Cause that Christmas you know the whole pneumonia thing? |
[03:37.50] | It was bologna, was it the methadone, ya think? |
[03:40.35] | Or the hydrocodone you hide inside your pornos |
[03:42.89] | Your VCR tape cases, with your Ambien CR |
[03:45.62] | Great places to hide ' em, ain' t it? |
[03:47.39] | So you can lie to Hailie |
[03:48.80] | I' m goin' beddy bye, Whitney baby |
[03:50.60] | Good night Alaina! |
[03:51.68] | Go in the room and shut the bedroom door |
[03:53.97] | And wake up in an ambulance |
[03:55.33] | They said they found me on the bathroom floor |
[03:58.20] | Damn |
[03:58.82] | Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don' t know |
[04:02.05] | Feels like I been down this road before |
[04:04.67] | So lonely and cold, it' s like something takes over me |
[04:07.94] | As soon as I go home and close the door |
[04:10.43] | Kinda feels like dé jà vu |
[04:12.51] | I wanna get away from this place, I do |
[04:15.39] | But I can' t and I won' t |
[04:16.97] | Say I try, but I know that' s a lie |
[04:19.09] | Cause I don' t, and why I just don' t know |
[04:23.43] | Elamivl |
[00:01.37] | 底特律医疗中心,我们发现一位昏迷的35岁男性 |
[00:05.12] | 滥用药物,成分不明 |
[00:07.68] | 脉搏微弱,呼吸8次/分钟 |
[00:10.69] | 已经戴上呼吸机 |
[00:12.74] | 血压急剧下降 |
[00:14.73] | 病患温度下降,皮肤湿冷 |
[00:17.01] | 呕吐物卡住气管,昏迷指数三级【此处应为GCS,三级为严重】 |
[00:19.70] | 十分钟后到医院 |
[00:22.16] | 当我进入一个狂乱的状态 |
[00:25.14] | 我陷入酒精和毒瘾无法自拔 |
[00:28.74] | 血压急速飙高 |
[00:30.88] | 不由自主地拿起奈奎尔吞了下去 |
[00:34.40] | 一开始我只是想尝一口 |
[00:37.30] | 喝了几口以后,我开始渐渐觉得药效不够 |
[00:39.87] | 我觉得*****安定剂会够劲 |
[00:43.09] | 我本只打算吃一颗,最后吞了八颗 |
[00:45.92] | 现在我觉得饿了,我还没有吃饭【*****容易饿】 |
[00:48.84] | 不如吃点墨西哥玉米片,再来份牛排吧 |
[00:51.65] | 我从没担心过毒瘾会毁掉我的生活 |
[00:53.83] | 我看了看女儿 |
[00:55.24] | "妈妈,爸爸又开始不对劲了" |
[00:57.29] | "他又开始举止异常,他吓到我了" |
[01:00.20] | "又不刮胡子,还假装听不见我的话" |
[01:03.01] | "整天吃着零食" |
[01:05.47] | "他刚刚又吃了三跟巧克力棒" |
[01:07.16] | "然后在车里睡着了" |
[01:08.65] | 有时候我觉得我好孤单,我也不知道为何 |
[01:11.90] | 感觉自己曾经走过这条路 |
[01:14.50] | 寂寞又凄凉,感觉有什么占据了我的身体 |
[01:17.81] | 尤其当我离开聚光灯回到家,关上房门 |
[01:20.18] | 感觉好似似曾相识 |
[01:22.57] | 我只想快点逃离这种生活 |
[01:25.27] | 但是我做不到,即使我尝试了 |
[01:26.62] | 我也不会离开,这不过是个谎言 |
[01:28.83] | 为什么?我也不知道 |
[01:31.22] | "那就喝点冰啤酒吧" |
[01:34.00] | 我已经戒酒一年了,但有个恶魔在我耳边窃窃私语 |
[01:36.73] | 他还在纠缠怂恿着我,他的声音在我脑子里萦绕 |
[01:39.50] | "Marshall,我们一起来看节目吧" |
[01:42.72] | "正在播你最喜欢的《牛仔和海盗》噢" |
[01:44.31] | 如果我只喝半杯,那我也能清醒一半 |
[01:46.99] | 这点酒马上就能醒 |
[01:47.96] | 不过就是条虚拟的界限 |
[01:50.39] | 所以我喝了一半,开始有点神志不清 |
[01:52.85] | 把剩下的也喝了吧 |
[01:54.94] | 听起来很愚蠢,没错,我知道 |
[01:56.40] | 但是我的酒量从来都没有问题 |
[01:58.59] | 奥,小心墙 |
[02:00.23] | 我朝着沙发走去,准备躺在上面 |
[02:01.80] | 结果像颗皮球,跌跌撞撞绊倒在了路上 |
[02:04.64] | 该死,我又喝多了,我连地面都感觉不到了 |
[02:07.33] | 昨晚发生了什么?我现在在哪里? |
[02:10.18] | 该死,我又宿醉了吗 |
[02:12.86] | 头好痛,再来半颗维柯丁吧,为什么不呢 |
[02:15.76] | 我们准备起飞了,其他的请让一让 |
[02:18.87] | 有时候我觉得我好孤单,我也不知道为何 |
[02:22.11] | 感觉自己曾经走过这条路 |
[02:24.74] | 寂寞又凄凉,感觉有什么占据了我的身体 |
[02:27.80] | 尤其当我离开聚光灯回到家,关上房门 |
[02:30.46] | 感觉好似似曾相识 |
[02:32.63] | 我只想快点逃离这种生活 |
[02:35.59] | 但是我做不到,即使我尝试了 |
[02:36.87] | 我也不会离开,这不过是个谎言 |
[02:38.90] | 为什么?我也不知道 |
[02:42.20] | 结果我吃了一整颗维柯丁,我的胃顿觉一整舒爽 |
[02:45.45] | 几个礼拜之后,我开始觉得我已经感觉不到爽了 |
[02:48.07] | 现在只能够我感觉舒服一点,凑合着用 |
[02:50.94] | 要是Proof没有死,我也不会无止境地***** |
[02:53.92] | 对,没错,你不过是把Proof的死作为借口 |
[02:56.57] | 只要你觉得能说服自己,你就觉得没问题 |
[02:59.45] | 现在是正午12点,不妨睡个午觉吧 |
[03:02.32] | 又不是什么新鲜事,猫王不也是这么做的【猫王成名后也*****成性】 |
[03:05.16] | 现在三个月过去了,我又毒瘾复发 |
[03:08.12] | 在孩子们回来前磕个药吧 |
[03:11.10] | 既然我坚信我自己有失眠症【阿姆滥用药物导致自己失眠,需要用安眠药睡觉】 |
[03:13.79] | 我需要这些药来入睡,所以我又小睡了三次 |
[03:16.66] | 这样才能熬过漫长的一天 |
[03:19.42] | 每次一片安眠药,一天总共,三片 |
[03:22.37] | 我才可以安稳地睡上一个小时 |
[03:26.19] | 现在你知道了,为什么 |
[03:29.08] | 他要花四年才能做出一张专辑 |
[03:31.83] | 我差点跟Heath Ledger一样死于***** |
[03:34.66] | 你们还记得那年圣诞节,我得肺炎被送去抢救吗【当时媒体报道阿姆送去抢救室是因为肺炎】 |
[03:37.50] | 胡扯,你难道真的以为不是因为*****吗 |
[03:40.35] | 还有你藏起来的镇咳药和安眠药 |
[03:42.89] | 还有你藏的** |
[03:45.62] | 都藏得天衣无缝吧? |
[03:47.39] | 所以你安心地Hailie撒谎 |
[03:48.80] | 再见Whitney,再见Alaina |
[03:50.60] | 我要去睡觉啦 |
[03:51.68] | 走进卧室,关上房门 |
[03:53.97] | 醒来发现我躺在救护车里 |
[03:55.33] | 他们说在浴室地板上发现了晕过去的我 |
[03:58.20] | 该死 |
[03:58.82] | 有时候我觉得我好孤单,我也不知道为何 |
[04:02.05] | 感觉自己曾经走过这条路 |
[04:04.67] | 寂寞又凄凉,感觉有什么占据了我的身体 |
[04:07.94] | 尤其当我离开聚光灯回到家,关上房门 |
[04:10.43] | 感觉好似似曾相识 |
[04:12.51] | 我只想快点逃离这种生活 |
[04:15.39] | 但是我做不到,即使我尝试了 |
[04:16.97] | 我也不会离开,这不过是个谎言 |
[04:19.09] | 为什么?我也不知道 |
[04:23.43] | Elamivl |