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I gave my things away. |
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I called the people that I only see on holidays, |
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this next year's going to burn a hole in me. |
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I spent my weekdays in my car |
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and the weekends drinking hard enough for two. |
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I think I'll settle down one of these days, |
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till I catch my breath. |
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I feel the weight of the world on my back |
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but I'm not feeling sick to death. |
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Because I laid awake in bed |
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and thought of better times. |
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I never want to sleep |
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'cause I found apathy in laying down |
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and never waking up. |
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and never waking up. |
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I learned a lot today |
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cus' there's a reason why |
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I'll never live the easy way, |
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I'm trying to be real. |
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I wrote down words inside my arm |
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that say "I'll never walk alone" |
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'cause I get tired. |
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I know I'll have my friends in every way, |
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so I caught my breath, |
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and for the first time |
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I found what I'm looking for. |
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Because I laid awake in bed |
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and thought of better times. |
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I never want to sleep |
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'cause I found apathy in laying down |
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and never waking up. |
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Because I laid awake in bed |
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and thought of better times. |
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I never want to sleep |
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'cause I found apathy in laying down |
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and never waking up. |
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and never waking up. |
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Yeah, I went down. |
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Yeah, I found a way. |
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In the city where my father was born |
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I had a dream I moved out west. |
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I finally found out what I wanted to be |
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so I picked up where I left; |
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and I waited two more years |
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and covered up my ears. |
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I think I'm ready to sing this time. |
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I really think I'm gone. |
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Because I laid awake in bed |
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and thought of better times. |
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I never want to sleep |
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'cause I found apathy in laying down |
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and never waking up. |
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and never waking up. |
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Because I laid awake in bed |
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and thought of better times. |
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I never want to sleep |
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'cause I found apathy in laying down |
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and never waking up. |
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and never waking up. |
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