| [00:00.000] | 作词 : Husham Yousif |
| [00:01.000] | 作曲 : Husham Yousif |
| [00:17.526] | I thought I tried a lot of times |
| [00:21.934] | I think I might of changed my mind |
| [00:25.912] | That same lil nigga that was working on his rhymes |
| [00:29.979] | Became a nigga who'd be troubled down the line |
| [00:34.290] | Let's start with the drugs how many have I taken? |
| [00:38.560] | Wake up in the morning how quickly I'm baking |
| [00:42.628] | Feeling like I'm yearning for something I can't say but |
| [00:47.315] | I don't want to lose out on time |
| [00:48.909] | Trying to chase this paper |
| [00:51.375] | Wondering if I get stuck |
| [00:54.397] | Cause I do this to myself |
| [00:56.088] | Or is it I am out of luck |
| [00:58.534] | Cause I found nobody else |
| [01:00.400] | And don't you think it's ****ed |
| [01:03.097] | That I'm distancing myself |
| [01:04.854] | I Thought I had it in the cusp |
| [01:07.301] | But I'm left there in the dust |
| [01:09.370] | Thinking I get stuck |
| [01:11.925] | Cause I do this to myself |
| [01:13.364] | And I am out of luck |
| [01:16.046] | Cause I found nobody else |
| [01:17.928] | And don't you think it's ****ed? |
| [01:20.392] | That I'm distancing myself |
| [01:22.192] | I thought I had it in the cusp |
| [01:24.684] | But I'm left there in the dust |
| [01:27.684] | Ever wanna get away |
| [01:28.845] | When it's not a destination or a place |
| [01:31.183] | When it's really more a hurdle then a phase |
| [01:33.326] | When you tryna find space in a maze getting dazed |
| [01:35.978] | Battling depression through your days |
| [01:37.940] | A spliff to make sure it don't phase you |
| [01:40.362] | Can't slip without my say so |
| [01:42.603] | So much to say but I lay low |
| [01:44.797] | Think about it I was beaming |
| [01:46.427] | As a kid I never thought about the meaning |
| [01:48.694] | But nowadays I be riding round my city on defense |
| [01:51.995] | Expose weakness they'll slay |
| [01:53.714] | Won't swallow my pride nada |
| [01:55.796] | This shits kept me alive momma |
| [01:57.677] | Add this pressure I thrive |
| [01:59.646] | Pain threshold been high |
| [02:01.067] | Wondering if I get stuck |
| [02:04.271] | Cause I do this to myself |
| [02:05.738] | Or is it I am out of luck |
| [02:08.365] | Cause I found nobody else |
| [02:10.038] | And don't you think it's ****ed |
| [02:12.893] | That I'm distancing myself |
| [02:14.600] | I Thought I had it in the cusp |
| [02:17.193] | But I'm left there in the dust |
| [02:19.000] | Thinking I get stuck |
| [02:21.690] | Cause I do this to myself |
| [02:23.285] | And I am out of luck |
| [02:25.885] | Cause I found nobody else |
| [02:27.676] | And don't you think it's ****ed? |
| [02:30.103] | That I'm distancing myself |
| [02:32.147] | I thought I had it in the cusp |
| [02:34.651] | But I'm left there in the dust |
| [00:00.000] | zuo ci : Husham Yousif |
| [00:01.000] | zuo qu : Husham Yousif |
| [00:17.526] | I thought I tried a lot of times |
| [00:21.934] | I think I might of changed my mind |
| [00:25.912] | That same lil nigga that was working on his rhymes |
| [00:29.979] | Became a nigga who' d be troubled down the line |
| [00:34.290] | Let' s start with the drugs how many have I taken? |
| [00:38.560] | Wake up in the morning how quickly I' m baking |
| [00:42.628] | Feeling like I' m yearning for something I can' t say but |
| [00:47.315] | I don' t want to lose out on time |
| [00:48.909] | Trying to chase this paper |
| [00:51.375] | Wondering if I get stuck |
| [00:54.397] | Cause I do this to myself |
| [00:56.088] | Or is it I am out of luck |
| [00:58.534] | Cause I found nobody else |
| [01:00.400] | And don' t you think it' s ed |
| [01:03.097] | That I' m distancing myself |
| [01:04.854] | I Thought I had it in the cusp |
| [01:07.301] | But I' m left there in the dust |
| [01:09.370] | Thinking I get stuck |
| [01:11.925] | Cause I do this to myself |
| [01:13.364] | And I am out of luck |
| [01:16.046] | Cause I found nobody else |
| [01:17.928] | And don' t you think it' s ed? |
| [01:20.392] | That I' m distancing myself |
| [01:22.192] | I thought I had it in the cusp |
| [01:24.684] | But I' m left there in the dust |
| [01:27.684] | Ever wanna get away |
| [01:28.845] | When it' s not a destination or a place |
| [01:31.183] | When it' s really more a hurdle then a phase |
| [01:33.326] | When you tryna find space in a maze getting dazed |
| [01:35.978] | Battling depression through your days |
| [01:37.940] | A spliff to make sure it don' t phase you |
| [01:40.362] | Can' t slip without my say so |
| [01:42.603] | So much to say but I lay low |
| [01:44.797] | Think about it I was beaming |
| [01:46.427] | As a kid I never thought about the meaning |
| [01:48.694] | But nowadays I be riding round my city on defense |
| [01:51.995] | Expose weakness they' ll slay |
| [01:53.714] | Won' t swallow my pride nada |
| [01:55.796] | This shits kept me alive momma |
| [01:57.677] | Add this pressure I thrive |
| [01:59.646] | Pain threshold been high |
| [02:01.067] | Wondering if I get stuck |
| [02:04.271] | Cause I do this to myself |
| [02:05.738] | Or is it I am out of luck |
| [02:08.365] | Cause I found nobody else |
| [02:10.038] | And don' t you think it' s ed |
| [02:12.893] | That I' m distancing myself |
| [02:14.600] | I Thought I had it in the cusp |
| [02:17.193] | But I' m left there in the dust |
| [02:19.000] | Thinking I get stuck |
| [02:21.690] | Cause I do this to myself |
| [02:23.285] | And I am out of luck |
| [02:25.885] | Cause I found nobody else |
| [02:27.676] | And don' t you think it' s ed? |
| [02:30.103] | That I' m distancing myself |
| [02:32.147] | I thought I had it in the cusp |
| [02:34.651] | But I' m left there in the dust |
| [00:00.000] | zuò cí : Husham Yousif |
| [00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : Husham Yousif |
| [00:17.526] | I thought I tried a lot of times |
| [00:21.934] | I think I might of changed my mind |
| [00:25.912] | That same lil nigga that was working on his rhymes |
| [00:29.979] | Became a nigga who' d be troubled down the line |
| [00:34.290] | Let' s start with the drugs how many have I taken? |
| [00:38.560] | Wake up in the morning how quickly I' m baking |
| [00:42.628] | Feeling like I' m yearning for something I can' t say but |
| [00:47.315] | I don' t want to lose out on time |
| [00:48.909] | Trying to chase this paper |
| [00:51.375] | Wondering if I get stuck |
| [00:54.397] | Cause I do this to myself |
| [00:56.088] | Or is it I am out of luck |
| [00:58.534] | Cause I found nobody else |
| [01:00.400] | And don' t you think it' s ed |
| [01:03.097] | That I' m distancing myself |
| [01:04.854] | I Thought I had it in the cusp |
| [01:07.301] | But I' m left there in the dust |
| [01:09.370] | Thinking I get stuck |
| [01:11.925] | Cause I do this to myself |
| [01:13.364] | And I am out of luck |
| [01:16.046] | Cause I found nobody else |
| [01:17.928] | And don' t you think it' s ed? |
| [01:20.392] | That I' m distancing myself |
| [01:22.192] | I thought I had it in the cusp |
| [01:24.684] | But I' m left there in the dust |
| [01:27.684] | Ever wanna get away |
| [01:28.845] | When it' s not a destination or a place |
| [01:31.183] | When it' s really more a hurdle then a phase |
| [01:33.326] | When you tryna find space in a maze getting dazed |
| [01:35.978] | Battling depression through your days |
| [01:37.940] | A spliff to make sure it don' t phase you |
| [01:40.362] | Can' t slip without my say so |
| [01:42.603] | So much to say but I lay low |
| [01:44.797] | Think about it I was beaming |
| [01:46.427] | As a kid I never thought about the meaning |
| [01:48.694] | But nowadays I be riding round my city on defense |
| [01:51.995] | Expose weakness they' ll slay |
| [01:53.714] | Won' t swallow my pride nada |
| [01:55.796] | This shits kept me alive momma |
| [01:57.677] | Add this pressure I thrive |
| [01:59.646] | Pain threshold been high |
| [02:01.067] | Wondering if I get stuck |
| [02:04.271] | Cause I do this to myself |
| [02:05.738] | Or is it I am out of luck |
| [02:08.365] | Cause I found nobody else |
| [02:10.038] | And don' t you think it' s ed |
| [02:12.893] | That I' m distancing myself |
| [02:14.600] | I Thought I had it in the cusp |
| [02:17.193] | But I' m left there in the dust |
| [02:19.000] | Thinking I get stuck |
| [02:21.690] | Cause I do this to myself |
| [02:23.285] | And I am out of luck |
| [02:25.885] | Cause I found nobody else |
| [02:27.676] | And don' t you think it' s ed? |
| [02:30.103] | That I' m distancing myself |
| [02:32.147] | I thought I had it in the cusp |
| [02:34.651] | But I' m left there in the dust |
| [00:17.526] | 我以为已尝试过千百遍 |
| [00:21.934] | 或许我该改变心意 |
| [00:25.912] | 那个埋头写韵脚的少年 |
| [00:29.979] | 终成被命运纠缠的困兽 |
| [00:34.290] | 从毒品开始算 我吞下多少剂量? |
| [00:38.560] | 清晨醒来就急着点燃药草 |
| [00:42.628] | 渴望某种难以名状的东西 |
| [00:47.315] | 却不愿虚度光阴 |
| [00:48.909] | 追逐着金钱游戏 |
| [00:51.375] | 怀疑自己是否陷入困境 |
| [00:54.397] | 因这是我自作自受 |
| [00:56.088] | 还是运气已耗尽 |
| [00:58.534] | 毕竟我找不到同行者 |
| [01:00.400] | 你不觉得荒谬吗 |
| [01:03.097] | 我正将自我放逐 |
| [01:04.854] | 曾以为胜券在握 |
| [01:07.301] | 如今只剩尘埃中独坐 |
| [01:09.370] | 怀疑自己陷入困境 |
| [01:11.925] | 因这是我自作自受 |
| [01:13.364] | 而运气早已耗尽 |
| [01:16.046] | 毕竟我找不到同行者 |
| [01:17.928] | 你不觉得荒谬吗? |
| [01:20.392] | 我正将自我放逐 |
| [01:22.192] | 曾以为胜券在握 |
| [01:24.684] | 如今只剩尘埃中独坐 |
| [01:27.684] | 可曾渴望逃离 |
| [01:28.845] | 当目的地并不存在 |
| [01:31.183] | 当困境远超过渡阶段 |
| [01:33.326] | 当你在迷宫中晕头转向寻找出路 |
| [01:35.978] | 终日与抑郁抗争 |
| [01:37.940] | 靠大麻保持麻木 |
| [01:40.362] | 没有我允许不准崩溃 |
| [01:42.603] | 千言万语都沉在心底 |
| [01:44.797] | 回想曾经意气风发 |
| [01:46.427] | 儿时哪懂人生意义 |
| [01:48.694] | 如今穿行城市却时刻戒备 |
| [01:51.995] | 暴露弱点就会遭殃 |
| [01:53.714] | 绝不低头认输 |
| [01:55.796] | 这苦难让我存活 妈妈 |
| [01:57.677] | 压力反让我茁壮 |
| [01:59.646] | 疼痛阈值早已爆表 |
| [02:01.067] | 怀疑自己是否陷入困境 |
| [02:04.271] | 因这是我自作自受 |
| [02:05.738] | 还是运气已耗尽 |
| [02:08.365] | 毕竟我找不到同行者 |
| [02:10.038] | 你不觉得荒谬吗 |
| [02:12.893] | 我正将自我放逐 |
| [02:14.600] | 曾以为胜券在握 |
| [02:17.193] | 如今只剩尘埃中独坐 |
| [02:19.000] | 怀疑自己陷入困境 |
| [02:21.690] | 因这是我自作自受 |
| [02:23.285] | 而运气早已耗尽 |
| [02:25.885] | 毕竟我找不到同行者 |
| [02:27.676] | 你不觉得荒谬吗? |
| [02:30.103] | 我正将自我放逐 |
| [02:32.147] | 曾以为胜券在握 |
| [02:34.651] | 如今只剩尘埃中独坐 |