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Unwanted, but breathing |
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In the next room, sleeping |
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My mother, she's crying |
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And my father's been drinking |
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In our run-down apartment |
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Where the roof is still leaking |
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He's cursing and cussing |
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It's just the whiskey talking |
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And I've got lots of memories like this one |
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Of empty days and nights spent tired and lonesome |
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But when I think back to all of it |
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Well, it's all too much |
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Well, it's all too much when you're just a little kid |
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My little brother, just a newborn baby |
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In the image of my mother, says he's a blessing |
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But not to my father, oh how he hates him |
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An undeserving mistake, he calls him a burden |
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And I've got lots of memories like this one |
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Of picking sides and picking fights between them |
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When I think back to all of it |
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Well, it's all too much |
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Well, it's all too much when you're just a little kid |
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And when I wake up in the morning it all feels like a bad dream |
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One that follows you and haunts you endlessly |
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Yeah, haunts me endlessly |
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Well, broken and beaten from the abuse and the cheating |
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The addiction, and the lying and the promise of leaving |
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While my old man was a bastard, I admired and loved him |
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And us two kids, we were born into a family, not a fortune, no |
