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I think I'm gonna make the worst out of every situation from now on |
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I don't know what I'm supposed to look forward to or how I'm gonna sing this song |
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I think I'm gonna feel the worst kind of feelings that my mother never said were okay |
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I don't know what I'm supposed to think about anything, I'm trying to find the right words to say |
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I'm sorry I don't give you what you want |
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I'm sorry I don't give you what you need |
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I'm sorry for the things that I think and never tell you 'cause I'm scared of how you're gonna respond |
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I'm sorry for the songs that I write that make it sound like things are going ever terribly wrong |
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I think I'm gonna dedicate every single song to you even when they're not good |
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I don't really wanna break anything that I don't have to |
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I think I'm gonna recreate every single thing that I have deeply suppressed |
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I don't really wanna wait for the next heart attack but I hope it's not you |
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I'm sorry I don't give you what you want |
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I'm sorry I don't give you what you need |
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I'm sorry for the things that I think and never tell you 'cause I'm scared of how you're gonna respond |
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I'm sorry for the songs that I write that make it sound like things are going ever terribly wrong |
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Will I remove myself from what I'm feeling? |
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Will I detach my lungs from all of the screaming? |
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Will I fall flat onto my chest and break everything? |
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I just want to go and break everything |
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Break everything at all in my path |
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And soon enough I think I will collapse |
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I can take it all in stride |
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Or I can take it till I die |
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Or I can leave it all behind |
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But I don't wanna leave you tonight |
