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[00:00.52] | 我常常回去看我的母亲, |
[00:03.57] | 她住在屏东潮州小镇上。 |
[00:08.34] | 但是我走在她身边的时候, |
[00:12.24] | 她其实不知道我是谁。 |
[00:14.95] | |
[00:17.63] | 散步 |
[00:19.15] | |
[00:20.96] | 回屏东看母亲之前, |
[00:23.55] | 好朋友家萱她从深圳过了边境来看我。 |
[00:29.32] | 细致的她照例带了礼物给我。 |
[00:33.64] | 一个盒子上写着“极品燕窝”, |
[00:37.30] | 我打开看一下,黑溜溜的一片,看不懂。 |
[00:41.25] | 只认得盛在瓷碗里头已经加了冰糖的白糊糊又香又甜的燕窝; |
[00:48.48] | 这黑溜溜的原始燕窝 |
[00:51.53] | 是液体加了羽毛树枝吗?还真不认识。 |
[00:56.40] | 不过,家萱当然是送给母亲吃的,我不需要操心。 |
[01:01.53] | 她又拿出了一个圆筒,像是藏画的。 |
[01:06.02] | 一卷纸拿出来,然后一张一张在地板上摊开, |
[01:11.94] | 她说,“我印得多了,想想也许你妈可以用。” |
[01:17.72] | 原来是一张一张的海报, |
[01:21.13] | 印着体积很大、油墨很浓的毛笔字, |
[01:25.46] | 每一张都是两三行,内容也大同小异: |
[01:30.68] | 譬如这一张写的是: |
[01:32.10] | |
[01:32.55] | 亲爱的妈妈: |
[01:34.11] | 我们深爱您。 |
[01:35.77] | 您的房子、看护、医药费,我们全都付了。 |
[01:40.29] | 我们承诺,一定竭尽所能照料您。请您放心。 |
[01:45.25] | 下面是签名 |
[01:47.17] | 您的孩子: |
[01:47.88] | 家萱 家齐 家仁 |
[01:49.41] | |
[01:50.48] | 第二张大字报写的是: |
[01:52.46] | 亲爱的妈妈: |
[01:53.78] | 我们都是您含辛茹苦养大的。 |
[01:57.34] | 我们感念您。 |
[01:58.71] | 我们承诺:您所有的需要,都由我们来承担。 |
[02:02.81] | 请您放心。请你相信我们对您的爱。 |
[02:06.75] | 您的孩子:家萱 家齐 家仁 |
[02:09.33] | |
[02:10.14] | 我看着这些大字报 ,再看着家萱,忍不住笑出来。 |
[02:14.62] | 上一次,她和我在交换“妈妈笔记”时, |
[02:19.65] | 她说到她八十岁的母亲在安养院里 |
[02:23.23] | 如何如何地焦虑自己没钱, |
[02:25.60] | 她老是在怀疑自己被儿女遗弃, |
[02:28.85] | 而且她一转身就忘记女儿刚刚来探视过 |
[02:33.21] | 而她老是抱怨孩子们不记得她,不爱她。 |
[02:36.96] | 当时,我就拿出我自己“制造”的 |
[02:41.00] | 各种银行证明、抚养保证书, |
[02:45.04] | 每一个证明都有拳头大的字, |
[02:47.58] | 红糊糊、官气显赫的印章, |
[02:50.47] | 每一张都有一时的“安心”的作用。 |
[02:54.17] | 让我妈知道说我们在照顾她 |
[02:57.94] | 没有想到家萱进步神速,已经有了她独家的“大字报”! |
[03:02.90] | “是啊,”她就笑, |
[03:04.62] | 她说,“我就用这种海报把妈房间的墙壁贴得满满的。 |
[03:10.78] | 她在房间里走来走去,可以一张一张的读, |
[03:15.60] | 然后我们在每一张上面都给签名。” |
[03:19.35] | “有效吗?”我问她。 |
[03:21.75] | 她就点头说,“还真的有效,我妈读了就安心。” |
[03:26.00] | “你呢,拿回屏东去,贴在你妈的房里吧。” |
[03:30.83] | 她的笑容,怎么看都有点苦。 |
[03:35.00] | 我也发现,她的白发不知何时也多了。 |
[03:40.85] | 我把大字报一张一张捡起来, |
[03:44.37] | 一张一张迭好,卷好,然后小心地塞回圆筒。 |
[03:50.04] | 摇摇头说,“我妈又过了那个阶段了。 |
[03:54.90] | 她现在连字都忘了。 |
[03:58.40] | 我当时写的银行证明,她现在也看不懂了。” |
[04:02.20] | |
[04:05.08] | 回到屏东,春节的炮竹在太冷的冬天里, |
[04:11.51] | 有一下没一下的,凉凉的, |
[04:13.98] | 仿佛是浸在水缸里的酸菜。 |
[04:17.91] | 我陪着陪母亲躺在床上,她却终夜不眠。 |
[04:23.92] | 我把窗帘拉上,灭了大灯, |
[04:27.39] | 她睁着眼睛晶亮晶亮的,瞪着空蒙蒙的黑夜, |
[04:34.24] | 好象在瞪着一个黑色的能摸得到的实体。 |
[04:39.34] | 她伸出手,在空中捏取我看不见的东西。 |
[04:45.41] | 她呼唤我的小名, |
[04:47.55] | 要我赶快起床去赶校车,不要迟到了,便当准备好了。 |
[04:53.22] | 她又说隔壁的张某某不是个东西,欠了钱也不还。 |
[04:58.07] | 她问说,怎么你爸还没回家,不是说理了发就马上回来吗? |
[05:05.40] | 我到厨房拿热牛奶给她喝。她不喝。 |
[05:10.53] | 我抚摸她的手,拍她的肩膀, |
[05:14.48] | 像哄一个婴儿, |
[05:16.39] | 但是她安静了一会儿又开始躁动。 |
[05:21.02] | 我不断地把她冰冷的手臂放进被窝里, |
[05:25.64] | 她又固执地把我推开。 |
[05:29.01] | 我把大灯打开,她的幻觉消失,可是灯一灭, |
[05:34.52] | 她又回到了四十年前既近又远、且真且假的仿徨迷乱世界。 |
[05:46.27] | 大年初三,二零零八年的深夜, |
[05:50.68] | 你若是从外宇宙看过来, |
[05:53.72] | 这里有间小房, |
[05:55.59] | 这间房里的灯亮了又暗,暗了又亮,一整夜。 |
[06:05.80] | 清晨四点,我下了床,光脚踩在冰冷的地板上, |
[06:13.27] | 我说,“妈,既然这样,我们干脆出去散步吧。” |
[06:20.39] | 我帮她穿上最暖的衣服,围上围巾, |
[06:25.06] | 然后牵着她的手,出了门。 |
[06:28.10] | |
[06:30.76] | 冬夜的街,很黑, |
[06:34.20] | 犬吠的声音自远处幽幽传来, |
[06:39.58] | 听起来好像低声的哭泣,在解释一个说不清的痛处。 |
[06:50.52] | 这条路的路底有一家灯火通明的豆浆店, |
[06:57.40] | 我对她说,“走吧,我带你去吃你家乡浙江淳安的豆浆。” |
[07:05.49] | 她从梦魇中醒来,乖顺地点头, |
[07:10.21] | 任我牵着她的手,慢慢走。 |
[07:15.48] | 空荡荡的街,只有我,和这个生了我的女人。 |
[07:22.03] | |
[07:24.42] | 马路的地面上,有一条很长很长的白线, |
[07:30.07] | 细看之下,发现其实是鸟屎。 |
[07:34.00] | 一抬头,看见电线杆上黑溜溜的一长条电线,全停满了燕子, |
[07:43.13] | 成千上万只的燕子,悄悄地,好像凝结在茫茫的夜空里。 |
[07:51.54] |
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[00:00.52] | wo chang chang hui qu kan wo de mu qin, |
[00:03.57] | ta zhu zai ping dong chao zhou xiao zhen shang. |
[00:08.34] | dan shi wo zou zai ta shen bian de shi hou, |
[00:12.24] | ta qi shi bu zhi dao wo shi shui. |
[00:14.95] | |
[00:17.63] | san bu |
[00:19.15] | |
[00:20.96] | hui ping dong kan mu qin zhi qian, |
[00:23.55] | hao peng you jia xuan ta cong shen zhen guo le bian jing lai kan wo. |
[00:29.32] | xi zhi de ta zhao li dai le li wu gei wo. |
[00:33.64] | yi ge he zi shang xie zhe" ji pin yan wo", |
[00:37.30] | wo da kai kan yi xia, hei liu liu de yi pian, kan bu dong. |
[00:41.25] | zhi ren de sheng zai ci wan li tou yi jing jia le bing tang de bai hu hu you xiang you tian de yan wo |
[00:48.48] | zhe hei liu liu de yuan shi yan wo |
[00:51.53] | shi ye ti jia le yu mao shu zhi ma? hai zhen bu ren shi. |
[00:56.40] | bu guo, jia xuan dang ran shi song gei mu qin chi de, wo bu xu yao cao xin. |
[01:01.53] | ta you na chu le yi ge yuan tong, xiang shi cang hua de. |
[01:06.02] | yi juan zhi na chu lai, ran hou yi zhang yi zhang zai di ban shang tan kai, |
[01:11.94] | ta shuo," wo yin de duo le, xiang xiang ye xu ni ma ke yi yong." |
[01:17.72] | yuan lai shi yi zhang yi zhang de hai bao, |
[01:21.13] | yin zhe ti ji hen da you mo hen nong de mao bi zi, |
[01:25.46] | mei yi zhang dou shi liang san xing, nei rong ye da tong xiao yi: |
[01:30.68] | pi ru zhe yi zhang xie de shi: |
[01:32.10] | |
[01:32.55] | qin ai de ma ma: |
[01:34.11] | wo men shen ai nin. |
[01:35.77] | nin de fang zi kan hu yi yao fei, wo men quan dou fu le. |
[01:40.29] | wo men cheng nuo, yi ding jie jin suo neng zhao liao nin. qing nin fang xin. |
[01:45.25] | xia mian shi qian ming |
[01:47.17] | nin de hai zi: |
[01:47.88] | jia xuan jia qi jia ren |
[01:49.41] | |
[01:50.48] | di er zhang da zi bao xie de shi: |
[01:52.46] | qin ai de ma ma: |
[01:53.78] | wo men dou shi nin han xin ru ku yang da de. |
[01:57.34] | wo men gan nian nin. |
[01:58.71] | wo men cheng nuo: nin suo you de xu yao, dou you wo men lai cheng dan. |
[02:02.81] | qing nin fang xin. qing ni xiang xin wo men dui nin de ai. |
[02:06.75] | nin de hai zi: jia xuan jia qi jia ren |
[02:09.33] | |
[02:10.14] | wo kan zhe zhei xie da zi bao , zai kan zhe jia xuan, ren bu zhu xiao chu lai. |
[02:14.62] | shang yi ci, ta he wo zai jiao huan" ma ma bi ji" shi, |
[02:19.65] | ta shuo dao ta ba shi sui de mu qin zai an yang yuan li |
[02:23.23] | ru he ru he di jiao lv zi ji mei qian, |
[02:25.60] | ta lao shi zai huai yi zi ji bei er nv yi qi, |
[02:28.85] | er qie ta yi zhuan shen jiu wang ji nv er gang gang lai tan shi guo |
[02:33.21] | er ta lao shi bao yuan hai zi men bu ji de ta, bu ai ta. |
[02:36.96] | dang shi, wo jiu na chu wo zi ji" zhi zao" de |
[02:41.00] | ge zhong yin hang zheng ming fu yang bao zheng shu, |
[02:45.04] | mei yi ge zheng ming dou you quan tou da de zi, |
[02:47.58] | hong hu hu guan qi xian he de yin zhang, |
[02:50.47] | mei yi zhang dou you yi shi de" an xin" de zuo yong. |
[02:54.17] | rang wo ma zhi dao shuo wo men zai zhao gu ta |
[02:57.94] | mei you xiang dao jia xuan jin bu shen su, yi jing you le ta du jia de" da zi bao"! |
[03:02.90] | " shi a," ta jiu xiao, |
[03:04.62] | ta shuo," wo jiu yong zhe zhong hai bao ba ma fang jian de qiang bi tie de man man de. |
[03:10.78] | ta zai fang jian li zou lai zou qu, ke yi yi zhang yi zhang de du, |
[03:15.60] | ran hou wo men zai mei yi zhang shang mian dou gei qian ming." |
[03:19.35] | " you xiao ma?" wo wen ta. |
[03:21.75] | ta jiu dian tou shuo," hai zhen de you xiao, wo ma du le jiu an xin." |
[03:26.00] | " ni ne, na hui ping dong qu, tie zai ni ma de fang li ba." |
[03:30.83] | ta de xiao rong, zen me kan dou you dian ku. |
[03:35.00] | wo ye fa xian, ta de bai fa bu zhi he shi ye duo le. |
[03:40.85] | wo ba da zi bao yi zhang yi zhang jian qi lai, |
[03:44.37] | yi zhang yi zhang die hao, juan hao, ran hou xiao xin di sai hui yuan tong. |
[03:50.04] | yao yao tou shuo," wo ma you guo le na ge jie duan le. |
[03:54.90] | ta xian zai lian zi dou wang le. |
[03:58.40] | wo dang shi xie de yin hang zheng ming, ta xian zai ye kan bu dong le." |
[04:02.20] | |
[04:05.08] | hui dao ping dong, chun jie de pao zhu zai tai leng de dong tian li, |
[04:11.51] | you yi xia mei yi xia de, liang liang de, |
[04:13.98] | fang fu shi jin zai shui gang li de suan cai. |
[04:17.91] | wo pei zhe pei mu qin tang zai chuang shang, ta que zhong ye bu mian. |
[04:23.92] | wo ba chuang lian la shang, mie le da deng, |
[04:27.39] | ta zheng zhuo yan jing jing liang jing liang de, deng zhe kong meng meng de hei ye, |
[04:34.24] | hao xiang zai deng zhe yi ge hei se de neng mo de dao de shi ti. |
[04:39.34] | ta shen chu shou, zai kong zhong nie qu wo kan bu jian de dong xi. |
[04:45.41] | ta hu huan wo de xiao ming, |
[04:47.55] | yao wo gan kuai qi chuang qu gan xiao che, bu yao chi dao le, bian dang zhun bei hao le. |
[04:53.22] | ta you shuo ge bi de zhang mou mou bu shi ge dong xi, qian le qian ye bu hai. |
[04:58.07] | ta wen shuo, zen me ni ba hai mei hui jia, bu shi shuo li le fa jiu ma shang hui lai ma? |
[05:05.40] | wo dao chu fang na re niu nai gei ta he. ta bu he. |
[05:10.53] | wo fu mo ta de shou, pai ta de jian bang, |
[05:14.48] | xiang hong yi ge ying er, |
[05:16.39] | dan shi ta an jing le yi hui er you kai shi zao dong. |
[05:21.02] | wo bu duan di ba ta bing leng de shou bi fang jin bei wo li, |
[05:25.64] | ta you gu zhi di ba wo tui kai. |
[05:29.01] | wo ba da deng da kai, ta de huan jue xiao shi, ke shi deng yi mie, |
[05:34.52] | ta you hui dao le si shi nian qian ji jin you yuan qie zhen qie jia de fang huang mi luan shi jie. |
[05:46.27] | da nian chu san, er ling ling ba nian de shen ye, |
[05:50.68] | ni ruo shi cong wai yu zhou kan guo lai, |
[05:53.72] | zhe li you jian xiao fang, |
[05:55.59] | zhe jian fang li de deng liang le you an, an le you liang, yi zheng ye. |
[06:05.80] | qing chen si dian, wo xia le chuang, guang jiao cai zai bing leng de di ban shang, |
[06:13.27] | wo shuo," ma, ji ran zhe yang, wo men gan cui chu qu san bu ba." |
[06:20.39] | wo bang ta chuan shang zui nuan de yi fu, wei shang wei jin, |
[06:25.06] | ran hou qian zhe ta de shou, chu le men. |
[06:28.10] | |
[06:30.76] | dong ye de jie, hen hei, |
[06:34.20] | quan fei de sheng yin zi yuan chu you you chuan lai, |
[06:39.58] | ting qi lai hao xiang di sheng de ku qi, zai jie shi yi ge shuo bu qing de tong chu. |
[06:50.52] | zhe tiao lu de lu di you yi jia deng huo tong ming de dou jiang dian, |
[06:57.40] | wo dui ta shuo," zou ba, wo dai ni qu chi ni jia xiang zhe jiang chun an de dou jiang." |
[07:05.49] | ta cong meng yan zhong xing lai, guai shun di dian tou, |
[07:10.21] | ren wo qian zhe ta de shou, man man zou. |
[07:15.48] | kong dang dang de jie, zhi you wo, he zhe ge sheng le wo de nv ren. |
[07:22.03] | |
[07:24.42] | ma lu de di mian shang, you yi tiao hen zhang hen zhang de bai xian, |
[07:30.07] | xi kan zhi xia, fa xian qi shi shi niao shi. |
[07:34.00] | yi tai tou, kan jian dian xian gan shang hei liu liu de yi chang tiao dian xian, quan ting man le yan zi, |
[07:43.13] | cheng qian shang wan zhi de yan zi, qiao qiao di, hao xiang ning jie zai mang mang de ye kong li. |
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[00:00.52] | wǒ cháng cháng huí qù kàn wǒ de mǔ qīn, |
[00:03.57] | tā zhù zài píng dōng cháo zhōu xiǎo zhèn shàng. |
[00:08.34] | dàn shì wǒ zǒu zài tā shēn biān de shí hòu, |
[00:12.24] | tā qí shí bù zhī dào wǒ shì shuí. |
[00:14.95] | |
[00:17.63] | sàn bù |
[00:19.15] | |
[00:20.96] | huí píng dōng kàn mǔ qīn zhī qián, |
[00:23.55] | hǎo péng you jiā xuān tā cóng shēn zhèn guò le biān jìng lái kàn wǒ. |
[00:29.32] | xì zhì de tā zhào lì dài le lǐ wù gěi wǒ. |
[00:33.64] | yí gè hé zi shàng xiě zhe" jí pǐn yàn wō", |
[00:37.30] | wǒ dǎ kāi kàn yī xià, hēi liū liū de yī piàn, kàn bu dǒng. |
[00:41.25] | zhǐ rèn de shèng zài cí wǎn lǐ tou yǐ jīng jiā le bīng táng de bái hū hū yòu xiāng yòu tián de yàn wō |
[00:48.48] | zhè hēi liū liū de yuán shǐ yàn wō |
[00:51.53] | shì yè tǐ jiā le yǔ máo shù zhī ma? hái zhēn bù rèn shi. |
[00:56.40] | bù guò, jiā xuān dāng rán shì sòng gěi mǔ qīn chī de, wǒ bù xū yào cāo xīn. |
[01:01.53] | tā yòu ná chū le yí gè yuán tǒng, xiàng shì cáng huà de. |
[01:06.02] | yī juàn zhǐ ná chū lái, rán hòu yī zhāng yī zhāng zài dì bǎn shàng tān kāi, |
[01:11.94] | tā shuō," wǒ yìn dé duō le, xiǎng xiǎng yě xǔ nǐ mā kě yǐ yòng." |
[01:17.72] | yuán lái shì yī zhāng yī zhāng de hǎi bào, |
[01:21.13] | yìn zhe tǐ jī hěn dà yóu mò hěn nóng de máo bǐ zì, |
[01:25.46] | měi yī zhāng dōu shì liǎng sān xíng, nèi róng yě dà tóng xiǎo yì: |
[01:30.68] | pì rú zhè yī zhāng xiě de shì: |
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[01:32.55] | qīn ài de mā mā: |
[01:34.11] | wǒ men shēn ài nín. |
[01:35.77] | nín de fáng zi kān hù yī yào fèi, wǒ men quán dōu fù le. |
[01:40.29] | wǒ men chéng nuò, yí dìng jié jìn suǒ néng zhào liào nín. qǐng nín fàng xīn. |
[01:45.25] | xià miàn shì qiān míng |
[01:47.17] | nín de hái zi: |
[01:47.88] | jiā xuān jiā qí jiā rén |
[01:49.41] | |
[01:50.48] | dì èr zhāng dà zì bào xiě de shì: |
[01:52.46] | qīn ài de mā mā: |
[01:53.78] | wǒ men dōu shì nín hán xīn rú kǔ yǎng dà de. |
[01:57.34] | wǒ men gǎn niàn nín. |
[01:58.71] | wǒ men chéng nuò: nín suǒ yǒu de xū yào, dōu yóu wǒ men lái chéng dān. |
[02:02.81] | qǐng nín fàng xīn. qǐng nǐ xiāng xìn wǒ men duì nín de ài. |
[02:06.75] | nín de hái zi: jiā xuān jiā qí jiā rén |
[02:09.33] | |
[02:10.14] | wǒ kàn zhe zhèi xiē dà zì bào , zài kàn zhe jiā xuān, rěn bú zhù xiào chū lái. |
[02:14.62] | shàng yī cì, tā hé wǒ zài jiāo huàn" mā mā bǐ jì" shí, |
[02:19.65] | tā shuō dào tā bā shí suì de mǔ qīn zài ān yǎng yuàn lǐ |
[02:23.23] | rú hé rú hé dì jiāo lǜ zì jǐ méi qián, |
[02:25.60] | tā lǎo shì zài huái yí zì jǐ bèi ér nǚ yí qì, |
[02:28.85] | ér qiě tā yī zhuǎn shēn jiù wàng jì nǚ ér gāng gāng lái tàn shì guò |
[02:33.21] | ér tā lǎo shì bào yuàn hái zi men bù jì de tā, bù ài tā. |
[02:36.96] | dāng shí, wǒ jiù ná chū wǒ zì jǐ" zhì zào" de |
[02:41.00] | gè zhǒng yín háng zhèng míng fǔ yǎng bǎo zhèng shū, |
[02:45.04] | měi yí gè zhèng míng dōu yǒu quán tou dà de zì, |
[02:47.58] | hóng hū hū guān qì xiǎn hè de yìn zhāng, |
[02:50.47] | měi yī zhāng dōu yǒu yī shí de" ān xīn" de zuò yòng. |
[02:54.17] | ràng wǒ mā zhī dào shuō wǒ men zài zhào gù tā |
[02:57.94] | méi yǒu xiǎng dào jiā xuān jìn bù shén sù, yǐ jīng yǒu le tā dú jiā de" dà zì bào"! |
[03:02.90] | " shì a," tā jiù xiào, |
[03:04.62] | tā shuō," wǒ jiù yòng zhè zhǒng hǎi bào bǎ mā fáng jiān de qiáng bì tiē dé mǎn mǎn de. |
[03:10.78] | tā zài fáng jiān lǐ zǒu lái zǒu qù, kě yǐ yī zhāng yī zhāng de dú, |
[03:15.60] | rán hòu wǒ men zài měi yī zhāng shàng miàn dōu gěi qiān míng." |
[03:19.35] | " yǒu xiào ma?" wǒ wèn tā. |
[03:21.75] | tā jiù diǎn tóu shuō," hái zhēn de yǒu xiào, wǒ mā dú le jiù ān xīn." |
[03:26.00] | " nǐ ne, ná huí píng dōng qù, tiē zài nǐ mā de fáng lǐ ba." |
[03:30.83] | tā de xiào róng, zěn me kàn dōu yǒu diǎn kǔ. |
[03:35.00] | wǒ yě fā xiàn, tā de bái fà bù zhī hé shí yě duō le. |
[03:40.85] | wǒ bǎ dà zì bào yī zhāng yī zhāng jiǎn qǐ lái, |
[03:44.37] | yī zhāng yī zhāng dié hǎo, juǎn hǎo, rán hòu xiǎo xīn dì sāi huí yuán tǒng. |
[03:50.04] | yáo yáo tóu shuō," wǒ mā yòu guò le nà gè jiē duàn le. |
[03:54.90] | tā xiàn zài lián zì dōu wàng le. |
[03:58.40] | wǒ dāng shí xiě de yín háng zhèng míng, tā xiàn zài yě kàn bu dǒng le." |
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[04:05.08] | huí dào píng dōng, chūn jié de pào zhú zài tài lěng de dōng tiān lǐ, |
[04:11.51] | yǒu yī xià méi yī xià de, liáng liáng de, |
[04:13.98] | fǎng fú shì jìn zài shuǐ gāng lǐ de suān cài. |
[04:17.91] | wǒ péi zhe péi mǔ qīn tǎng zài chuáng shàng, tā què zhōng yè bù mián. |
[04:23.92] | wǒ bǎ chuāng lián lā shàng, miè le dà dēng, |
[04:27.39] | tā zhēng zhuó yǎn jīng jīng liàng jīng liàng de, dèng zhe kōng méng méng de hēi yè, |
[04:34.24] | hǎo xiàng zài dèng zhe yí gè hēi sè de néng mō dé dào de shí tǐ. |
[04:39.34] | tā shēn chū shǒu, zài kōng zhōng niē qǔ wǒ kàn bú jiàn de dōng xī. |
[04:45.41] | tā hū huàn wǒ de xiǎo míng, |
[04:47.55] | yào wǒ gǎn kuài qǐ chuáng qù gǎn xiào chē, bú yào chí dào le, biàn dāng zhǔn bèi hǎo le. |
[04:53.22] | tā yòu shuō gé bì de zhāng mǒu mǒu bú shì gè dōng xī, qiàn le qián yě bù hái. |
[04:58.07] | tā wèn shuō, zěn me nǐ bà hái méi huí jiā, bú shì shuō lǐ le fā jiù mǎ shàng huí lái ma? |
[05:05.40] | wǒ dào chú fáng ná rè niú nǎi gěi tā hē. tā bù hē. |
[05:10.53] | wǒ fǔ mō tā de shǒu, pāi tā de jiān bǎng, |
[05:14.48] | xiàng hōng yí gè yīng ér, |
[05:16.39] | dàn shì tā ān jìng le yī huì ér yòu kāi shǐ zào dòng. |
[05:21.02] | wǒ bù duàn dì bǎ tā bīng lěng de shǒu bì fàng jìn bèi wō lǐ, |
[05:25.64] | tā yòu gù zhí dì bǎ wǒ tuī kāi. |
[05:29.01] | wǒ bǎ dà dēng dǎ kāi, tā de huàn jué xiāo shī, kě shì dēng yī miè, |
[05:34.52] | tā yòu huí dào le sì shí nián qián jì jìn yòu yuǎn qiě zhēn qiě jiǎ de fǎng huáng mí luàn shì jiè. |
[05:46.27] | dà nián chū sān, èr líng líng bā nián de shēn yè, |
[05:50.68] | nǐ ruò shì cóng wài yǔ zhòu kàn guò lái, |
[05:53.72] | zhè lǐ yǒu jiàn xiǎo fáng, |
[05:55.59] | zhè jiān fáng lǐ de dēng liàng le yòu àn, àn le yòu liàng, yī zhěng yè. |
[06:05.80] | qīng chén sì diǎn, wǒ xià le chuáng, guāng jiǎo cǎi zài bīng lěng de dì bǎn shàng, |
[06:13.27] | wǒ shuō," mā, jì rán zhè yàng, wǒ men gān cuì chū qù sàn bù ba." |
[06:20.39] | wǒ bāng tā chuān shang zuì nuǎn de yī fú, wéi shàng wéi jīn, |
[06:25.06] | rán hòu qiān zhe tā de shǒu, chū le mén. |
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[06:30.76] | dōng yè de jiē, hěn hēi, |
[06:34.20] | quǎn fèi de shēng yīn zì yuǎn chù yōu yōu chuán lái, |
[06:39.58] | tīng qǐ lái hǎo xiàng dī shēng de kū qì, zài jiě shì yí gè shuō bù qīng de tòng chù. |
[06:50.52] | zhè tiáo lù de lù dǐ yǒu yī jiā dēng huǒ tōng míng de dòu jiāng diàn, |
[06:57.40] | wǒ duì tā shuō," zǒu ba, wǒ dài nǐ qù chī nǐ jiā xiāng zhè jiāng chún ān de dòu jiāng." |
[07:05.49] | tā cóng mèng yǎn zhōng xǐng lái, guāi shùn dì diǎn tóu, |
[07:10.21] | rèn wǒ qiān zhe tā de shǒu, màn màn zǒu. |
[07:15.48] | kōng dàng dàng de jiē, zhǐ yǒu wǒ, hé zhè gè shēng le wǒ de nǚ rén. |
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[07:24.42] | mǎ lù de dì miàn shàng, yǒu yī tiáo hěn zhǎng hěn zhǎng de bái xiàn, |
[07:30.07] | xì kàn zhī xià, fā xiàn qí shí shì niǎo shǐ. |
[07:34.00] | yī tái tóu, kàn jiàn diàn xiàn gǎn shàng hēi liū liū de yī cháng tiáo diàn xiàn, quán tíng mǎn le yàn zi, |
[07:43.13] | chéng qiān shàng wàn zhǐ de yàn zi, qiāo qiāo dì, hǎo xiàng níng jié zài máng máng de yè kōng lǐ. |
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