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My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. |
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Got out of bed at all |
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The morning rain clouds up my window.. |
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And I can't see at all |
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And even if I could it'd all be gray, |
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But your picture on my wall |
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It reminds me, that it's not so bad, |
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It's not so bad.. |
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My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. |
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Got out of bed at all |
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The morning rain clouds up my window.. |
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And I can't see at all |
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And even if I could it'd all be gray, |
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But your picture on my wall |
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It reminds me, that it's not so bad, |
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It's not so bad.. |
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Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin |
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I left my cell, my pager, |
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and my home phone at the bottom |
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I sent two letters back in autumn, |
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you must not-a got 'em |
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There probably was a problem at the post office |
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or something |
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Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy |
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when I jot 'em |
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But anyways; f*** it, what's been up? |
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Man how's your daughter? |
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My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father |
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If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her? |
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I'ma name her Bonnie |
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I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry |
| [01:16.590]I had a friend [killed] |
himself over some b**** |
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who didn't want him |
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I know you probably hear this everyday, |
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but I'm your biggest fan |
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I even got the underground s*** that you did with Skam |
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I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man |
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I like the s*** you did with Ruckus too, |
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that s*** was phat |
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Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back, |
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Just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan |
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This is Stan |
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My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. |
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Got out of bed at all |
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The morning rain clouds up my window.. |
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And I can't see at all |
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And even if I could it'd all be gray, |
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But your picture on my wall |
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It reminds me, that it's not so bad, |
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It's not so bad.. |
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Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, |
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I hope you have a chance |
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I ain't mad - |
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I just think it's f***ed up you don't answer fans |
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If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert |
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You didn't have to, |
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but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew |
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That's my little brother man, he's only six years old |
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We waited in the blistering cold for you, |
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Four hours and you just said, "No." |
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That's pretty sh**ty man - |
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you're like his f**kin' idol |
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He wants to be just like you man, |
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he likes you more than I do |
| [02:25.560]Sometimes I even [cut] |
myself to see how much it bleeds |
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It's like adrenaline, |
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the pain is such a sudden rush for me |
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See everything you say is real, |
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and I respect you 'cuz you tell it |
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My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7 |
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But she don't know you like I know you Slim, |
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no one does |
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She don't know |
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what it was like for people like us growin up |
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You gotta call me man, |
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I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose |
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Sincerely yours, Stan -- P.S. |
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We should be together too |
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My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. |
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Got out of bed at all |
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The morning rain clouds up my window.. |
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And I can't see at all |
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And even if I could it'd all be gray, |
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But your picture on my wall |
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It reminds me, that it's not so bad, |
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It's not so bad.. |
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Dear Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, |
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This'll be the last package I ever send your ass |
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It's been six months and still no word - |
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I don't deserve it? |
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I know you got my last two letters; |
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I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect |
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So this is my cassette I'm sending you, |
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I hope you hear it |
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I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway |
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I love you Slim, we coulda been together, |
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think about it |
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You ruined it now, |
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I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it |
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And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and |
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you scream about it |
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I hope your conscience eats at you and |
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you can't breathe without me |
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See Slim; shut up b****! I'm trying to talk! |
| [03:46.440]Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend [screamin in the trunk] |
|
| [03:49.390]But I didn't [slit her throat] |
, |
| [03:50.620] I just [tied her up] |
, see I ain't like you |
| [03:52.460]Cause if she [suffocates] |
she'll suffer more, |
| [03:54.450] and then she'll [die] |
, too |
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Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now |
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Oh s**t, I forgot, |
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how am I supposed to send this s**t out? |
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Dear Stan, |
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I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy |
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You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, |
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how far along is she? |
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Look, |
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I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that |
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And here's an autograph for your brother, |
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I wrote it on the Starter cap |
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I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, |
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I musta missed you |
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Don't think I did that s**t intentionally |
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just to diss you |
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And what's this s**t you said about you |
| [04:33.650]like to [cut] |
your wrists too? |
| [04:34.800]I say that [shit] |
just clowning dog, |
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C'mon - how f**ked up is you? |
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You got some issues Stan, |
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I think you need some counselling |
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To help your ass from bouncing off the walls |
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when you get down some |
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And what's this s**t about us meant to be together? |
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That type of s**t'll make me not want us to |
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meet each other |
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I really think you and your girlfriend need each other |
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Or maybe you just need to treat her better |
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I hope you get to read this letter, |
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I just hope it reaches you in time |
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Before you hurt yourself, |
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I think that you'll be doin just fine |
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If you relax a little, |
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I'm glad I inspire you but Stan |
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Why are you so mad? Try to understand, |
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that I do want you as a fan |
| [05:08.090]I just don't want you to do some crazy [shit] |
|
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I seen this one s**t on the news a couple weeks ago |
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that made me sick |
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Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge |
| [05:16.410]And had his [girlfriend in the trunk] |
, |
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and she was pregnant with his kid |
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And in the car they found a tape, |
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but they didn't say who it was to |
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Come to think about, his name was.. it was you |
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Damn! |
