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From the scrapes and bruises |
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To the familiar abuses |
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I'll kick and scream |
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But it never changes anything |
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I could spill my guts out |
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Wearing my best little girl pout |
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I almost missed it |
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But nobody said this was gonna be easy |
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This is not the man I hoped to be |
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And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding |
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I don't know how to word it |
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I just started to deserve it |
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And all my faces are alibis, and me |
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I'm half the man I wanted to be |
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Most times it comes out wrong |
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I don't know the words but I'll hum along |
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There's nothing familiar here anymore |
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To anyone or anything enough to feel alive |
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And I still taste that sickness |
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And it makes me crazy without it at best |
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But I'm in the same place I used to be |
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But I'm trying harder not to be |
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This is not the man I hoped to be |
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And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding |
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I don't know how to word it |
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I just started to deserve it |
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And all my faces are alibis and me |
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I'm half the man I wanted to be |
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So what am I and all my |
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All my faces are alibis |
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This is not the man I hoped to be |
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And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding |
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I don't know how the words go |
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I just started not to say no |
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Don't want it, don't get it |
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I know you won't regret it |
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Don't surface, don't surface |
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And I feel so damn worthless |
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Another day is gone |
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And all my faces are alibis and me |
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I'm half the man I wanted to be |