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Why you holding a grudge |
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While you holding a gun |
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Why you smoking on somehthing and yal don't know what the **** it is |
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I been focused for what |
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Cuz the high hopes I'm running with |
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You high hoping for something to pull you out of the struggling |
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**** if that's your mentality |
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Sadly that ain't reality |
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So you battling with the fact that **** never gone change |
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That's why these locals they ******* with what I'm doing in public |
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Tryna kick it go suck a **** yal just hope for the fame |
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And watch your tone when you talk |
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I'm not the one to put up with all that phony big tough **** why you posing a front |
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I'm slightly hopeful but **** am I bi polar or something |
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With thoughts of loadin a gun while I'm crying holding it up |
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I just wanna be myself |
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In a world full of hate and I don't need no help |
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You don't know me of well |
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Keep thinking you do when you don't |
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We probably got a lot in common but you wouldn't know |
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More than just an organism |
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In a foreign prison |
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When this ****s in orbit spinning |
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Thinking that I'm sorta gifted |
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Gotta different sorta vision |
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Light the torch and grip the sword and swing it |
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Through the forest splitting anybody go to war against him |
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Due to torture when the mental purgatory forming in em |
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Which of course had then just led to writing and recording writtens |
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**** conforming ***** your life is boring to me |
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So I built my own ******* lane and you can't break outta the norm of **** |
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Why |
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Why they try to use me like I owe em something all your ******* lies |
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And I don't wanna be here on my own but I can't trust a soul in sight |
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And yall ain't never hear me when I spoke because it isn't what you like |
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But **** it I could pack my stuff and leave my home in the middle of the night |
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Why |
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Why they try to use me like I owe em something all your ******* lies |
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And I don't wanna be here on my own but I can't trust a soul in sight |
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And yall ain't never hear me when I spoke because it isn't what you like |
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But **** it I could pack my stuff and leave my home in the middle of the night |
