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Call me when you find it |
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Dont know why I deny it |
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And sometimes when i have it |
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I'm so scared I try to hide it |
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You can see it when I'm lyin |
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You tell me I'm not trying |
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But its not until I break |
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You understand why I can't write it |
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I just fall down to my knees |
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Begging please pain just leave me be |
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Please take this life thats filled with rejection away from me |
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Promise I won't miss it |
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But da** it I can't quit it |
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Nowadays I am only working |
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So one day my momma isnt |
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I'm sorry for all the tears |
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I'm sorry for all the lies |
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I'm sorry I say im quitting |
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I'm failed on so many tries |
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I'm tired I just wish that I could sleep |
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Find me where the love and the hatred can come to meet |
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I'll never forget when I made some songs |
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and these people they sing along and my third one got a milli |
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So where did I go so wrong |
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and I swear this ain't the end of it swear this just the start but im fighting with my head and my weapon is my heart yea |
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I used to dream of being famous having stacks of bread |
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I used to think that all this pain was only in my head |
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I used to think that things would change but now I see instead |
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I was wrong for thinking that this music wouldn't want me dead |
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I was on my own I sold my soul I went to hell and back |
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Once he saw what I can do the devil tried to sell it back |
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Lost myself in dr** i dont how to start to find the track |
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Found the light I love the dark nobody ever tells you that |
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I ain't understood im just overlooked |
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I'm just tryna catch a flight on a plane thats overbooked |
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I'm just lost, can't be found, pieces of me on the ground |
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Piece of me with every sound, cause this **** it tears me down |
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Fall to shreds, glue me up, fall again and walk away |
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All my friends, knew me young, but these friends they never stay |
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It's alright, it's okay, all that matters now is plays |
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Ain't it crazy how my life it just became another game |