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[00:06.18] | 拉辛汗在电话里向阿米尔指明了一条再次成为好人的路, |
[00:12.14] | 这对阿米尔无疑具有巨大的诱惑, |
[00:15.54] | 终于踏上了充满艰险的回乡之路。 |
[00:19.97] | |
[00:21.00] | 请继续收听长篇小说《追风筝的人》 |
[00:25.40] | 作者:卡勒德·胡赛尼 |
[00:27.88] | 演播:徐涛 |
[00:29.87] | |
[00:30.52] | 此书已由世纪出版集团出版 |
[00:33.01] | |
[00:39.00] | 等到拉辛汗剧烈的咳嗽稍微停息下来, |
[00:43.19] | 我问他,“你怎么样?” |
[00:47.37] | “别说客套话,你身体怎样?” |
[00:51.34] | “实际上,来日无多了。” |
[01:01.57] | 又是一轮咳嗽,手帕染上更多的血。 |
[01:07.64] | 他擦擦嘴巴, |
[01:09.57] | 用袖子从一边塌陷的太阳穴抹向另一边, |
[01:14.74] | 抹去额头上的汗珠,匆匆瞥了我一眼。 |
[01:19.62] | 他点点头,我知道他读懂了我脸上的疑问。 |
[01:29.38] | “不久了。” |
[01:32.35] | “多久?” |
[01:35.04] | 他耸耸肩,再次咳嗽。 |
[01:39.72] | “我想我活不到夏天结束。” |
[01:45.84] | “跟我回家吧。我给你找个好大夫。 |
[01:49.22] | 他们总有各种各样的新疗法。 |
[01:51.63] | 那边有新药,实验性疗法,我们可以让你住进……” |
[01:57.47] | 我知道自己在信口开河。 |
[02:02.12] | 但这总比哭喊好,我终究可能还是会哭的。 |
[02:08.19] | |
[02:09.93] | 他发出一阵咔咔的笑声,下排牙齿已经不见了。 |
[02:15.80] | 那是我有生以来听到最疲累的笑声。 |
[02:21.73] | “我知道美国给你灌输了乐观的性子, |
[02:28.75] | 这也是她了不起的地方。 |
[02:32.58] | 那非常好。 |
[02:35.57] | 我们是忧郁的民族,我们阿富汗人,对吧? |
[02:42.41] | 我们总是陷在悲伤和自恋中。 |
[02:46.79] | 我们在失败、灾难面前屈服, |
[02:51.57] | 将这些当成是生活的内容, |
[02:56.61] | 甚至视为是生活的实质和必须。 |
[03:02.32] | 我们总是说,生活会继续的。 |
[03:07.94] | 但我在这里,没有向命运投降, |
[03:13.44] | 我看过几个很好的大夫, |
[03:16.38] | 他们给的答案都一样。 |
[03:19.36] | 我信任他们,相信他们。 |
[03:23.39] | 像这样的事情,是真主的旨意。” |
[03:31.19] | “只有你想做和不想做的事情罢了。” |
[03:38.00] | “你刚才的口气可真像你父亲。 |
[03:42.97] | 我很怀念他。 |
[03:45.96] | 但这真的是真主的旨意,亲爱的阿米尔。 |
[03:52.04] | 这真的是。” |
[03:55.87] | “另外,我要你来这里还有另一个原因。 |
[04:01.01] | 我希望在离开人世之前看到你, |
[04:06.95] | 但也还有其他缘故。” |
[04:11.48] | “什么原因都行。” |
[04:14.00] | “你们离开之后,那些年我一直住在你家,你知道吧?” |
[04:20.00] | “是的。” |
[04:21.33] | “那些年我并非都是一人度过,哈桑跟我住在一起。” |
[04:31.57] | “哈桑?”我说着。 |
[04:36.39] | 我上次说出这个名字是什么时候? |
[04:40.47] | 那些久远的负疚和罪恶感再次刺痛了我, |
[04:45.35] | 似乎说出他的名字就解除了一个魔咒, |
[04:49.43] | 将它们释放出来,重新折磨我。 |
[04:52.86] | 刹那间,拉辛汗房间里面的空气变得太厚重、太热, |
[05:00.21] | 带着太多街道上传来的气味。 |
[05:04.70] | “之前我有想过写信给你, |
[05:09.40] | 或者打电话告诉你, |
[05:12.09] | 但我不知道你想不想听。 |
[05:16.14] | 我错了吗?” |
[05:19.92] | 而真相是,他没有错。 |
[05:24.15] | 说他错了则是谎言。 |
[05:27.54] | 我选择了含糊其辞:“我不知道。” |
[05:35.36] | 拉辛汗又在手帕里面咳出一口血。 |
[05:39.99] | 他弯腰吐痰的时候,我看见他头皮上有结痂的疮口。 |
[05:46.76] | “我要你到这里来,是因为有些事情想求你。 |
[05:53.94] | 我想求你替我做些事情。 |
[05:59.72] | 但在我求你之前,我会先告诉你哈桑的事情,你懂吗?” |
[06:08.48] | “我懂。” |
[06:12.56] | “我想告诉你关于他的事, |
[06:17.00] | 我想告诉你一切。 |
[06:19.49] | 你会听吗?” |
[06:22.47] | 我点点头。 |
[06:25.31] | 然后拉辛汗又喝了几口茶,把头靠在墙上,开始说起来。 |
[06:33.72] | |
[06:35.61] | 1986年,有很多原因促使我到哈扎拉贾特寻找哈桑。 |
[06:46.00] | 最大的一个,安拉原谅我,是我很寂寞。 |
[06:53.67] | 当时,我很多朋友和亲人若不是死于非命, |
[06:59.00] | 便是离乡背井,逃往巴基斯坦或者伊朗。 |
[07:04.56] | 在喀布尔,那个我生活了一辈子的城市, |
[07:09.63] | 我再也没几个熟人了。 |
[07:12.75] | 大家都逃走了。 |
[07:15.79] | 我会到卡德帕湾区散步 |
[07:19.74] | 你记得吗,过去那儿经常有叫卖甜瓜的小贩出没, |
[07:25.31] | 看到的都是不认识的人。 |
[07:29.77] | 没有人可以打招呼, |
[07:32.37] | 没有人可以坐下来喝杯茶, |
[07:35.72] | 没有人可以说说话, |
[07:38.46] | 只有苏联士兵在街头巡逻。 |
[07:43.45] | 所以到了最后,我不再在城里散步。 |
[07:48.03] | 我会整天在你父亲的房间里面, |
[07:51.65] | 上楼到书房去, |
[07:54.55] | 看看你妈妈那些旧书,听听新闻, |
[07:59.08] | 看看电视上那些宣传。 |
[08:02.38] | 然后我会做午祷,煮点东西吃, |
[08:08.02] | 再看看书,又是祷告,上床睡觉。 |
[08:14.67] | 早上我会醒来,祷告,再重复前一天的生活。 |
[08:21.41] | |
[08:22.55] | 因为我患了关节炎,照料房子对我来说越来越难。 |
[08:29.07] | 我的膝盖和后背总是发痛 |
[08:32.47] | 早晨我起床之后,至少得花上一个小时, |
[08:37.05] | 才能让麻木的关节活络起来,特别是在冬天。 |
[08:42.92] | 我不希望你父亲的房子荒废, |
[08:46.21] | 我们在这座房子有过很多美好的时光, |
[08:50.42] | 有很多记忆,亲爱的阿米尔。 |
[08:54.00] | 你爸爸亲自设计了那座房子, |
[08:57.40] | 它对你爸爸来说意义重大, |
[09:01.35] | 除此之外,他和你前往巴基斯坦的时候, |
[09:05.61] | 我亲口应承他,会把房子照料好。 |
[09:10.10] | 如今只有我和这座房子…… |
[09:14.00] | 我尽力了,我尽力每隔几天给树浇水, |
[09:19.52] | 修剪草坪,照料花儿, |
[09:22.93] | 钉牢那些需要固定的东西, |
[09:26.43] | 但,就算在那个时候, |
[09:30.00] | 我也已经不再是个年轻人了。 |
[09:33.45] | |
[09:34.31] | 可是即使这样,我仍能勉力维持。 |
[09:39.99] | 至少可以再过一段时间吧。 |
[09:43.87] | 但当我听到你爸爸的死讯…… |
[09:47.80] | 在这座屋子里面, |
[09:50.99] | 我第一次感到让人害怕的寂寞。 |
[09:55.91] | 还有无法忍受的空虚。 |
[09:58.92] | |
[10:00.46] | 于是有一天,我给别克车加油,驶向哈扎拉贾特。 |
[10:07.32] | 我记得阿里从你家离开之后, |
[10:10.14] | 你爸爸告诉我, |
[10:11.90] | 说他和哈桑搬到一座小村落,就在巴米扬城外。 |
[10:18.18] | 我想起阿里在那儿有个表亲。 |
[10:21.38] | 我不知道哈桑是否还在那儿, |
[10:24.91] | 不知道是否有人认识, |
[10:27.26] | 或者知道他在哪里。 |
[10:30.09] | 毕竟,阿里和哈桑离开你爸爸的家门已经十年了。 |
[10:37.00] | 1986年,哈桑已经是个成年人了, |
[10:42.67] | 应该是22岁,或者23岁, |
[10:46.38] | 如果他还活着的话,就是这样的—— |
[10:53.02] | 苏联佬,但愿他们因为在我们祖国所做的一切, |
[10:59.98] | 在地狱里烂掉,他们杀害了我们很多年轻人。 |
[11:05.91] | 这些我不说你也知道。 |
[11:09.36] | |
[11:10.41] | 但是,感谢真主,我在那儿找到了哈桑。 |
[11:17.01] | 没费多大劲就找到了—— |
[11:20.04] | 我所做的,不过是在巴米扬问了几个问题, |
[11:23.84] | 人们就指引我到他的村子去。 |
[11:27.31] | 我甚至记不起那个村子的名字了, |
[11:30.25] | 也不知道它究竟有没有名字。 |
[11:34.04] | 但我记得那是个灼热的夏天, |
[11:37.51] | 我开车驶在坑坑洼洼的泥土路上, |
[11:41.58] | 路边除了被晒蔫的灌木、 |
[11:45.89] | 枝节盘错而且长着刺的树干、 |
[11:50.03] | 稻秆般的干草之外,什么也没有。 |
[11:55.36] | 我看见路旁有头死驴,身体开始发烂。 |
[12:00.52] | 然后我拐了个弯,看到几间破落的泥屋, |
[12:08.12] | 在右边那片空地中间,它们后面什么也没有, |
[12:13.67] | 只有广袤的天空和锯齿似的山脉。 |
[12:18.83] | |
[12:19.68] | 在巴米扬,人们说我很会很容易就找到他 |
[12:25.69] | 整个村庄,只有他住的屋子有垒着围墙的花园。 |
[12:33.47] | 那堵泥墙很短,有些墙洞点缀在上面,围住那间小屋 |
[12:41.36] | 那真的比一间破茅舍好不了多少。 |
[12:46.33] | 赤着脚的孩子在街道上玩耍, |
[12:49.83] | 用棒子打一个破网球, |
[12:53.77] | 我把车停在路边,熄了火, |
[12:57.94] | 他们全都看着我。 |
[13:01.53] | 我推开那扇木门,走进一座院子, |
[13:06.65] | 里头很小,一小块地种着干枯的草莓, |
[13:13.29] | 还有株光秃秃的柠檬树。 |
[13:17.56] | 院子的角落种着合欢树, |
[13:20.88] | 树荫下面摆着烤炉, |
[13:23.78] | 我看见有个男人站在旁边。 |
[13:27.39] | 他正在把生面团涂到一把木头抹刀上, |
[13:32.59] | 用它拍打着烤炉壁。 |
[13:36.55] | 他一看到我就放下生面团, |
[13:39.83] | 捧起我的手亲个不停。 |
[13:43.28] | |
[13:44.78] | “让我看看吧。”我说着。 |
[13:48.66] | 他退后了一步。 |
[13:51.55] | 他现在可高了 |
[13:54.54] | 我踮起脚尖,仍只是刚刚有他下巴那么高。 |
[14:01.41] | 巴米扬的阳光使他的皮肤变得更坚韧了, |
[14:06.95] | 比我想象中黑得多, |
[14:09.96] | 他有几颗门牙不见了,下巴上长着几撮稀疏的毛。 |
[14:17.23] | 除此之外,他还是那双狭窄的绿眼睛, |
[14:23.32] | 上唇的伤痕还在, |
[14:25.53] | 还是那张圆圆的脸蛋, |
[14:28.81] | 还是那副和蔼的笑容。 |
[14:32.96] | 你一定会认出他的,亲爱的阿米尔,我敢肯定。 |
[14:40.01] | |
[14:42.24] | 我们走进屋里。 |
[14:44.43] | 里面有个年轻的哈扎拉女人, |
[14:47.78] | 肤色较淡,在屋角缝披肩。 |
[14:52.12] | 她显然是怀孕了。 |
[14:56.68] | 哈桑骄傲地说,这是他的妻子,她叫法莎娜。 |
[15:07.00] | 哈桑的妻子是个羞涩的妇人,很有礼貌, |
[15:11.60] | 说话声音很轻,只比耳语大声一点, |
[15:17.34] | 她淡褐色的美丽眼睛从来不和我的眼光接触。 |
[15:23.50] | 但她那样看着哈桑,好像哈桑坐在皇宫内的宝座上。 |
[15:31.25] | |
[15:32.08] | 参观完那间泥砖屋之后,我问哈桑。 |
[15:37.97] | “孩子什么时候出世?” |
[15:41.40] | 哈桑告诉我, |
[15:43.17] | “奉安拉之名,就在这个冬天,” |
[15:49.02] | 他还求真主保佑,生个儿子,给他取我父亲的名字。 |
[15:58.21] | “我问他阿里在哪儿?” |
[16:00.26] | |
[16:01.15] | 哈桑垂下眼光。 |
[16:03.24] | 他告诉我,阿里和他的表亲 这个屋子是他表亲的 |
[16:11.03] | 两年前被地雷炸死了,就在巴米扬城外。 |
[16:17.00] | 一枚地雷。 |
[16:19.19] | 阿富汗人还有其他死法吗,亲爱的阿米尔? |
[16:26.00] | 而且我荒唐地觉得,一定是阿里的右脚 |
[16:31.35] | 他那患过小儿麻痹的废脚 |
[16:34.60] | 背叛了他,踩在地雷上。 |
[16:39.44] | 听到阿里去世,我心里非常难过。 |
[16:43.75] | 你知道,你爸爸和我一起长大, |
[16:48.30] | 从我懂事起,阿里就陪伴着他。 |
[16:52.89] | 我还记得那年我们都很小, |
[16:55.95] | 阿里得了小儿麻痹,差点死掉。 |
[16:59.38] | 你爸爸整天绕着屋子走来走去,哭个不停。 |
[17:04.96] | |
[17:07.92] | 法莎娜用豆子、芜青、土豆做了蔬菜汤, |
[17:14.32] | 我们洗手,抓起从烤炉取下的新鲜馕饼,泡在汤里 |
[17:21.83] | 那是我几个月来吃过的最好的一顿。 |
[17:27.56] | 就在那时,我求哈桑搬到喀布尔,跟我住一起。 |
[17:34.50] | 我把屋子的情况告诉他,跟他说我再也不能独力打理。 |
[17:41.52] | 我告诉他我会给他可观的报酬, |
[17:44.96] | 让他和他的妻子过得舒服。 |
[17:48.95] | 他们彼此对望,什么也没说。 |
[17:53.43] | 饭后,我们洗过手,法莎娜端给我们葡萄。 |
[17:59.74] | 哈桑说这座村庄现在就是他们的家, |
[18:04.83] | 他和法莎娜在那儿自食其力。 |
[18:08.38] | |
[18:08.60] | 而且离巴米扬很近,他们在那儿有熟人。 |
[18:18.26] | 他请我原谅他。 |
[18:17.79] | “当然,”我跟他说,“你不用向我道歉,我知道。” |
[18:25.30] | |
[18:26.26] | 喝完蔬菜汤又喝茶,喝到一半,哈桑问起你来。 |
[18:33.82] | 我告诉你在美国,但其他情况我也不清楚。 |
[18:41.42] | 哈桑问了很多跟你有关的问题。 |
[18:45.26] | 问你结婚了吗? |
[18:47.79] | 你有孩子了吗?你多高? |
[18:51.01] | 你还放风筝吗? |
[18:53.05] | 还去电影院吗? |
[18:55.22] | 你快乐吗? |
[18:57.40] | 他说他跟巴米扬一个年老的法尔西语教师成了朋友, |
[19:03.63] | 那位教师教他读书写字。 |
[19:08.42] | 他说他给你写一封信,我会转交给你吗? |
[19:13.75] | 还问我,你会不会回信? |
[19:17.38] | 我告诉他,我跟你爸爸打过几次电话, |
[19:21.86] | 从他口里得知你的情况, |
[19:24.33] | 但我不知道该怎么回答他。 |
[19:29.82] | 接着他问起你爸爸。 |
[19:33.01] | 我告诉他的时候,他双手掩着脸,号啕大哭。 |
[19:41.28] | 那天晚上,他像小孩一样,抹了整夜的眼泪。 |
[19:50.05] | |
[19:52.97] | 他们执意留我过夜。 |
[19:56.00] | 我在那儿住了一晚。 |
[19:57.95] | 法莎娜给我弄了个铺位, |
[20:01.07] | 给我一杯井水,以便渴了可以喝。 |
[20:06.03] | 整个夜里,我听见她低声跟哈桑说话,听着哈桑哭泣。 |
[20:15.79] | |
[20:15.98] | 第二天早上,哈桑跟我说, |
[20:19.34] | 他和法莎娜决定搬到喀布尔,跟我一起住。 |
[20:24.38] | |
[20:28.29] | “我不该到这里来,” |
[20:34.64] | “你是对的,亲爱的哈桑,这儿有你的生活。 |
[20:38.65] | 我到这里来,要求你放弃一切,真是太冒失了。 |
[20:43.35] | 需要得到原谅的人是我。 |
[20:47.16] | 哈桑说,他们没有什么可以放弃的。 |
[20:52.94] | 他的眼睛仍是又红又肿。 |
[20:57.93] | 他答应跟我走,帮我照料屋子。 |
[21:04.24] | 我问他,你真的想好了吗? |
[21:07.13] | 哈桑点点头,把头垂下。 |
[21:10.43] | 他说“老爷待我就像父亲一样……真主保佑他安息。” |
[21:18.60] | |
[21:20.81] | 他们把家当放在几块破布中间,绑好那些布角。 |
[21:26.91] | 我们把那个包袱放在别克车里。 |
[21:30.81] | 哈桑站在门槛,举起《可兰经》, |
[21:34.99] | 我们都亲了亲它,从下面穿过。 |
[21:40.00] | 然后我们前往喀布尔。 |
[21:43.49] | 我记得我开车离开的时候, |
[21:47.79] | 哈桑转过头,最后一次看了他们的家。 |
[21:55.31] | |
[22:02.39] | 拉辛汗向阿米尔娓娓讲述哈桑的故事, |
[22:06.49] | 他终于见到了他的母亲莎娜芭, |
[22:09.90] | 很快,他的妻子为他生下了一个漂亮的儿子, |
[22:14.49] | 但这个苦难家庭的平静生活并没能维持多久, |
[22:19.12] | 动乱与屠杀的灾难再次降临。 |
[22:22.49] | |
[22:22.80] | 欢迎您明天同一时间继续收听长篇小说《追风筝的人》 |
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[00:06.18] | la xin han zai dian hua li xiang a mi er zhi ming liao yi tiao zai ci cheng wei hao ren de lu, |
[00:12.14] | zhe dui a mi er wu yi ju you ju da de you huo, |
[00:15.54] | zhong yu ta shang le chong man jian xian de hui xiang zhi lu. |
[00:19.97] | |
[00:21.00] | qing ji xu shou ting chang pian xiao shuo zhui feng zheng de ren |
[00:25.40] | zuo zhe: ka lei de hu sai ni |
[00:27.88] | yan bo: xu tao |
[00:29.87] | |
[00:30.52] | ci shu yi you shi ji chu ban ji tuan chu ban |
[00:33.01] | |
[00:39.00] | deng dao la xin han ju lie de ke sou shao wei ting xi xia lai, |
[00:43.19] | wo wen ta," ni zen me yang?" |
[00:47.37] | " bie shuo ke tao hua, ni shen ti zen yang?" |
[00:51.34] | " shi ji shang, lai ri wu duo le." |
[01:01.57] | you shi yi lun ke sou, shou pa ran shang geng duo de xue. |
[01:07.64] | ta ca ca zui ba, |
[01:09.57] | yong xiu zi cong yi bian ta xian de tai yang xue mo xiang ling yi bian, |
[01:14.74] | mo qu e tou shang de han zhu, cong cong pie le wo yi yan. |
[01:19.62] | ta dian dian tou, wo zhi dao ta du dong le wo lian shang de yi wen. |
[01:29.38] | " bu jiu le." |
[01:32.35] | " duo jiu?" |
[01:35.04] | ta song song jian, zai ci ke sou. |
[01:39.72] | " wo xiang wo huo bu dao xia tian jie shu." |
[01:45.84] | " gen wo hui jia ba. wo gei ni zhao ge hao dai fu. |
[01:49.22] | ta men zong you ge zhong ge yang de xin liao fa. |
[01:51.63] | na bian you xin yao, shi yan xing liao fa, wo men ke yi rang ni zhu jin" |
[01:57.47] | wo zhi dao zi ji zai xin kou kai he. |
[02:02.12] | dan zhe zong bi ku han hao, wo zhong jiu ke neng hai shi hui ku de. |
[02:08.19] | |
[02:09.93] | ta fa chu yi zhen ka ka de xiao sheng, xia pai ya chi yi jing bu jian le. |
[02:15.80] | na shi wo you sheng yi lai ting dao zui pi lei de xiao sheng. |
[02:21.73] | " wo zhi dao mei guo gei ni guan shu le le guan de xing zi, |
[02:28.75] | zhe ye shi ta liao bu qi de di fang. |
[02:32.58] | na fei chang hao. |
[02:35.57] | wo men shi you yu de min zu, wo men a fu han ren, dui ba? |
[02:42.41] | wo men zong shi xian zai bei shang he zi lian zhong. |
[02:46.79] | wo men zai shi bai zai nan mian qian qu fu, |
[02:51.57] | jiang zhei xie dang cheng shi sheng huo de nei rong, |
[02:56.61] | shen zhi shi wei shi sheng huo de shi zhi he bi xu. |
[03:02.32] | wo men zong shi shuo, sheng huo hui ji xu de. |
[03:07.94] | dan wo zai zhe li, mei you xiang ming yun tou xiang, |
[03:13.44] | wo kan guo ji ge hen hao de dai fu, |
[03:16.38] | ta men gei de da an dou yi yang. |
[03:19.36] | wo xin ren ta men, xiang xin ta men. |
[03:23.39] | xiang zhe yang de shi qing, shi zhen zhu de zhi yi." |
[03:31.19] | " zhi you ni xiang zuo he bu xiang zuo de shi qing ba le." |
[03:38.00] | " ni gang cai de kou qi ke zhen xiang ni fu qin. |
[03:42.97] | wo hen huai nian ta. |
[03:45.96] | dan zhe zhen de shi zhen zhu de zhi yi, qin ai de a mi er. |
[03:52.04] | zhe zhen de shi." |
[03:55.87] | " ling wai, wo yao ni lai zhe li hai you ling yi ge yuan yin. |
[04:01.01] | wo xi wang zai li kai ren shi zhi qian kan dao ni, |
[04:06.95] | dan ye hai you qi ta yuan gu." |
[04:11.48] | " shen me yuan yin dou xing." |
[04:14.00] | " ni men li kai zhi hou, nei xie nian wo yi zhi zhu zai ni jia, ni zhi dao ba?" |
[04:20.00] | " shi de." |
[04:21.33] | " nei xie nian wo bing fei dou shi yi ren du guo, ha sang gen wo zhu zai yi qi." |
[04:31.57] | " ha sang?" wo shuo zhe. |
[04:36.39] | wo shang ci shuo chu zhe ge ming zi shi shen me shi hou? |
[04:40.47] | nei xie jiu yuan de fu jiu he zui e gan zai ci ci tong le wo, |
[04:45.35] | si hu shuo chu ta de ming zi jiu jie chu le yi ge mo zhou, |
[04:49.43] | jiang ta men shi fang chu lai, chong xin zhe mo wo. |
[04:52.86] | cha na jian, la xin han fang jian li mian di kong qi bian de tai hou zhong tai re, |
[05:00.21] | dai zhe tai duo jie dao shang chuan lai de qi wei. |
[05:04.70] | " zhi qian wo you xiang guo xie xin gei ni, |
[05:09.40] | huo zhe da dian hua gao su ni, |
[05:12.09] | dan wo bu zhi dao ni xiang bu xiang ting. |
[05:16.14] | wo cuo le ma?" |
[05:19.92] | er zhen xiang shi, ta mei you cuo. |
[05:24.15] | shuo ta cuo le ze shi huang yan. |
[05:27.54] | wo xuan ze le han hu qi ci:" wo bu zhi dao." |
[05:35.36] | la xin han you zai shou pa li mian hai chu yi kou xue. |
[05:39.99] | ta wan yao tu tan de shi hou, wo kan jian ta tou pi shang you jie jia de chuang kou. |
[05:46.76] | " wo yao ni dao zhe li lai, shi yin wei you xie shi qing xiang qiu ni. |
[05:53.94] | wo xiang qiu ni ti wo zuo xie shi qing. |
[05:59.72] | dan zai wo qiu ni zhi qian, wo hui xian gao su ni ha sang de shi qing, ni dong ma?" |
[06:08.48] | " wo dong." |
[06:12.56] | " wo xiang gao su ni guan yu ta de shi, |
[06:17.00] | wo xiang gao su ni yi qie. |
[06:19.49] | ni hui ting ma?" |
[06:22.47] | wo dian dian tou. |
[06:25.31] | ran hou la xin han you he le ji kou cha, ba tou kao zai qiang shang, kai shi shuo qi lai. |
[06:33.72] | |
[06:35.61] | 1986 nian, you hen duo yuan yin cu shi wo dao ha zha la jia te xun zhao ha sang. |
[06:46.00] | zui da de yi ge, an la yuan liang wo, shi wo hen ji mo. |
[06:53.67] | dang shi, wo hen duo peng you he qin ren ruo bu shi si yu fei ming, |
[06:59.00] | bian shi li xiang bei jing, tao wang ba ji si tan huo zhe yi lang. |
[07:04.56] | zai ka bu er, na ge wo sheng huo le yi bei zi de cheng shi, |
[07:09.63] | wo zai ye mei ji ge shu ren le. |
[07:12.75] | da jia dou tao zou le. |
[07:15.79] | wo hui dao ka de pa wan qu san bu |
[07:19.74] | ni ji de ma, guo qu na er jing chang you jiao mai tian gua de xiao fan chu mo, |
[07:25.31] | kan dao de dou shi bu ren shi de ren. |
[07:29.77] | mei you ren ke yi da zhao hu, |
[07:32.37] | mei you ren ke yi zuo xia lai he bei cha, |
[07:35.72] | mei you ren ke yi shuo shuo hua, |
[07:38.46] | zhi you su lian shi bing zai jie tou xun luo. |
[07:43.45] | suo yi dao le zui hou, wo bu zai zai cheng li san bu. |
[07:48.03] | wo hui zheng tian zai ni fu qin de fang jian li mian, |
[07:51.65] | shang lou dao shu fang qu, |
[07:54.55] | kan kan ni ma ma nei xie jiu shu, ting ting xin wen, |
[07:59.08] | kan kan dian shi shang nei xie xuan chuan. |
[08:02.38] | ran hou wo hui zuo wu dao, zhu dian dong xi chi, |
[08:08.02] | zai kan kan shu, you shi dao gao, shang chuang shui jiao. |
[08:14.67] | zao shang wo hui xing lai, dao gao, zai chong fu qian yi tian de sheng huo. |
[08:21.41] | |
[08:22.55] | yin wei wo huan le guan jie yan, zhao liao fang zi dui wo lai shuo yue lai yue nan. |
[08:29.07] | wo de xi gai he hou bei zong shi fa tong |
[08:32.47] | zao chen wo qi chuang zhi hou, zhi shao de hua shang yi ge xiao shi, |
[08:37.05] | cai neng rang ma mu de guan jie huo luo qi lai, te bie shi zai dong tian. |
[08:42.92] | wo bu xi wang ni fu qin de fang zi huang fei, |
[08:46.21] | wo men zai zhe zuo fang zi you guo hen duo mei hao de shi guang, |
[08:50.42] | you hen duo ji yi, qin ai de a mi er. |
[08:54.00] | ni ba ba qin zi she ji le na zuo fang zi, |
[08:57.40] | ta dui ni ba ba lai shuo yi yi zhong da, |
[09:01.35] | chu ci zhi wai, ta he ni qian wang ba ji si tan de shi hou, |
[09:05.61] | wo qin kou ying cheng ta, hui ba fang zi zhao liao hao. |
[09:10.10] | ru jin zhi you wo he zhe zuo fang zi |
[09:14.00] | wo jin li le, wo jin li mei ge ji tian gei shu jiao shui, |
[09:19.52] | xiu jian cao ping, zhao liao hua er, |
[09:22.93] | ding lao nei xie xu yao gu ding de dong xi, |
[09:26.43] | dan, jiu suan zai na ge shi hou, |
[09:30.00] | wo ye yi jing bu zai shi ge nian qing ren le. |
[09:33.45] | |
[09:34.31] | ke shi ji shi zhe yang, wo reng neng mian li wei chi. |
[09:39.99] | zhi shao ke yi zai guo yi duan shi jian ba. |
[09:43.87] | dan dang wo ting dao ni ba ba de si xun |
[09:47.80] | zai zhe zuo wu zi li mian, |
[09:50.99] | wo di yi ci gan dao rang ren hai pa de ji mo. |
[09:55.91] | hai you wu fa ren shou de kong xu. |
[09:58.92] | |
[10:00.46] | yu shi you yi tian, wo gei bie ke che jia you, shi xiang ha zha la jia te. |
[10:07.32] | wo ji de a li cong ni jia li kai zhi hou, |
[10:10.14] | ni ba ba gao su wo, |
[10:11.90] | shuo ta he ha sang ban dao yi zuo xiao cun luo, jiu zai ba mi yang cheng wai. |
[10:18.18] | wo xiang qi a li zai na r you ge biao qin. |
[10:21.38] | wo bu zhi dao ha sang shi fou hai zai na r, |
[10:24.91] | bu zhi dao shi fou you ren ren shi, |
[10:27.26] | huo zhe zhi dao ta zai na li. |
[10:30.09] | bi jing, a li he ha sang li kai ni ba ba de jia men yi jing shi nian le. |
[10:37.00] | 1986 nian, ha sang yi jing shi ge cheng nian ren le, |
[10:42.67] | ying gai shi 22 sui, huo zhe 23 sui, |
[10:46.38] | ru guo ta hai huo zhe de hua, jiu shi zhe yang de |
[10:53.02] | su lian lao, dan yuan ta men yin wei zai wo men zu guo suo zuo de yi qie, |
[10:59.98] | zai di yu li lan diao, ta men sha hai le wo men hen duo nian qing ren. |
[11:05.91] | zhei xie wo bu shuo ni ye zhi dao. |
[11:09.36] | |
[11:10.41] | dan shi, gan xie zhen zhu, wo zai na r zhao dao le ha sang. |
[11:17.01] | mei fei duo da jin jiu zhao dao le |
[11:20.04] | wo suo zuo de, bu guo shi zai ba mi yang wen le ji ge wen ti, |
[11:23.84] | ren men jiu zhi yin wo dao ta de cun zi qu. |
[11:27.31] | wo shen zhi ji bu qi na ge cun zi de ming zi le, |
[11:30.25] | ye bu zhi dao ta jiu jing you mei you ming zi. |
[11:34.04] | dan wo ji de na shi ge zhuo re de xia tian, |
[11:37.51] | wo kai che shi zai keng keng wa wa de ni tu lu shang, |
[11:41.58] | lu bian chu le bei shai nian de guan mu |
[11:45.89] | zhi jie pan cuo er qie zhang zhe ci de shu gan |
[11:50.03] | dao gan ban de gan cao zhi wai, shen me ye mei you. |
[11:55.36] | wo kan jian lu pang you tou si lv, shen ti kai shi fa lan. |
[12:00.52] | ran hou wo guai le ge wan, kan dao ji jian po luo de ni wu, |
[12:08.12] | zai you bian na pian kong di zhong jian, ta men hou mian shen me ye mei you, |
[12:13.67] | zhi you guang mao de tian kong he ju chi shi de shan mai. |
[12:18.83] | |
[12:19.68] | zai ba mi yang, ren men shuo wo hen hui hen rong yi jiu zhao dao ta |
[12:25.69] | zheng ge cun zhuang, zhi you ta zhu de wu zi you lei zhe wei qiang de hua yuan. |
[12:33.47] | na du ni qiang hen duan, you xie qiang dong dian zhui zai shang mian, wei zhu na jian xiao wu |
[12:41.36] | na zhen de bi yi jian po mao she hao bu liao duo shao. |
[12:46.33] | chi zhe jiao de hai zi zai jie dao shang wan shua, |
[12:49.83] | yong bang zi da yi ge po wang qiu, |
[12:53.77] | wo ba che ting zai lu bian, xi le huo, |
[12:57.94] | ta men quan dou kan zhe wo. |
[13:01.53] | wo tui kai na shan mu men, zou jin yi zuo yuan zi, |
[13:06.65] | li tou hen xiao, yi xiao kuai di zhong zhe gan ku de cao mei, |
[13:13.29] | hai you zhu guang tu tu de ning meng shu. |
[13:17.56] | yuan zi de jiao luo zhong zhe he huan shu, |
[13:20.88] | shu yin xia mian bai zhe kao lu, |
[13:23.78] | wo kan jian you ge nan ren zhan zai pang bian. |
[13:27.39] | ta zheng zai ba sheng mian tuan tu dao yi ba mu tou mo dao shang, |
[13:32.59] | yong ta pai da zhe kao lu bi. |
[13:36.55] | ta yi kan dao wo jiu fang xia sheng mian tuan, |
[13:39.83] | peng qi wo de shou qin ge bu ting. |
[13:43.28] | |
[13:44.78] | " rang wo kan kan ba." wo shuo zhe. |
[13:48.66] | ta tui hou le yi bu. |
[13:51.55] | ta xian zai ke gao le |
[13:54.54] | wo dian qi jiao jian, reng zhi shi gang gang you ta xia ba na me gao. |
[14:01.41] | ba mi yang de yang guang shi ta de pi fu bian de geng jian ren le, |
[14:06.95] | bi wo xiang xiang zhong hei de duo, |
[14:09.96] | ta you ji ke men ya bu jian le, xia ba shang zhang zhe ji cuo xi shu de mao. |
[14:17.23] | chu ci zhi wai, ta hai shi na shuang xia zhai de lv yan jing, |
[14:23.32] | shang chun de shang hen hai zai, |
[14:25.53] | hai shi na zhang yuan yuan de lian dan, |
[14:28.81] | hai shi na fu he ai de xiao rong. |
[14:32.96] | ni yi ding hui ren chu ta de, qin ai de a mi er, wo gan ken ding. |
[14:40.01] | |
[14:42.24] | wo men zou jin wu li. |
[14:44.43] | li mian you ge nian qing de ha zha la nv ren, |
[14:47.78] | fu se jiao dan, zai wu jiao feng pi jian. |
[14:52.12] | ta xian ran shi huai yun le. |
[14:56.68] | ha sang jiao ao di shuo, zhe shi ta de qi zi, ta jiao fa sha na. |
[15:07.00] | ha sang de qi zi shi ge xiu se de fu ren, hen you li mao, |
[15:11.60] | shuo hua sheng yin hen qing, zhi bi er yu da sheng yi dian, |
[15:17.34] | ta dan he se de mei li yan jing cong lai bu he wo de yan guang jie chu. |
[15:23.50] | dan ta na yang kan zhe ha sang, hao xiang ha sang zuo zai huang gong nei de bao zuo shang. |
[15:31.25] | |
[15:32.08] | can guan wan na jian ni zhuan wu zhi hou, wo wen ha sang. |
[15:37.97] | " hai zi shen me shi hou chu shi?" |
[15:41.40] | ha sang gao su wo, |
[15:43.17] | " feng an la zhi ming, jiu zai zhe ge dong tian," |
[15:49.02] | ta hai qiu zhen zhu bao you, sheng ge er zi, gei ta qu wo fu qin de ming zi. |
[15:58.21] | " wo wen ta a li zai na er?" |
[16:00.26] | |
[16:01.15] | ha sang chui xia yan guang. |
[16:03.24] | ta gao su wo, a li he ta de biao qin zhe ge wu zi shi ta biao qin de |
[16:11.03] | liang nian qian bei di lei zha si le, jiu zai ba mi yang cheng wai. |
[16:17.00] | yi mei di lei. |
[16:19.19] | a fu han ren hai you qi ta si fa ma, qin ai de a mi er? |
[16:26.00] | er qie wo huang tang di jue de, yi ding shi a li de you jiao |
[16:31.35] | ta na huan guo xiao er ma bi de fei jiao |
[16:34.60] | bei pan le ta, cai zai di lei shang. |
[16:39.44] | ting dao a li qu shi, wo xin li fei chang nan guo. |
[16:43.75] | ni zhi dao, ni ba ba he wo yi qi zhang da, |
[16:48.30] | cong wo dong shi qi, a li jiu pei ban zhe ta. |
[16:52.89] | wo hai ji de na nian wo men dou hen xiao, |
[16:55.95] | a li de le xiao er ma bi, cha dian si diao. |
[16:59.38] | ni ba ba zheng tian rao zhe wu zi zou lai zou qu, ku ge bu ting. |
[17:04.96] | |
[17:07.92] | fa sha na yong dou zi wu qing tu dou zuo le shu cai tang, |
[17:14.32] | wo men xi shou, zhua qi cong kao lu qu xia de xin xian nang bing, pao zai tang li |
[17:21.83] | na shi wo ji ge yue lai chi guo de zui hao de yi dun. |
[17:27.56] | jiu zai na shi, wo qiu ha sang ban dao ka bu er, gen wo zhu yi qi. |
[17:34.50] | wo ba wu zi de qing kuang gao su ta, gen ta shuo wo zai ye bu neng du li da li. |
[17:41.52] | wo gao su ta wo hui gei ta ke guan de bao chou, |
[17:44.96] | rang ta he ta de qi zi guo de shu fu. |
[17:48.95] | ta men bi ci dui wang, shen me ye mei shuo. |
[17:53.43] | fan hou, wo men xi guo shou, fa sha na duan gei wo men pu tao. |
[17:59.74] | ha sang shuo zhe zuo cun zhuang xian zai jiu shi ta men de jia, |
[18:04.83] | ta he fa sha na zai na r zi shi qi li. |
[18:08.38] | |
[18:08.60] | er qie li ba mi yang hen jin, ta men zai na r you shu ren. |
[18:18.26] | ta qing wo yuan liang ta. |
[18:17.79] | " dang ran," wo gen ta shuo," ni bu yong xiang wo dao qian, wo zhi dao." |
[18:25.30] | |
[18:26.26] | he wan shu cai tang you he cha, he dao yi ban, ha sang wen qi ni lai. |
[18:33.82] | wo gao su ni zai mei guo, dan qi ta qing kuang wo ye bu qing chu. |
[18:41.42] | ha sang wen le hen duo gen ni you guan de wen ti. |
[18:45.26] | wen ni jie hun le ma? |
[18:47.79] | ni you hai zi le ma? ni duo gao? |
[18:51.01] | ni hai fang feng zheng ma? |
[18:53.05] | hai qu dian ying yuan ma? |
[18:55.22] | ni kuai le ma? |
[18:57.40] | ta shuo ta gen ba mi yang yi ge nian lao de fa er xi yu jiao shi cheng le peng you, |
[19:03.63] | na wei jiao shi jiao ta du shu xie zi. |
[19:08.42] | ta shuo ta gei ni xie yi feng xin, wo hui zhuan jiao gei ni ma? |
[19:13.75] | hai wen wo, ni hui bu hui hui xin? |
[19:17.38] | wo gao su ta, wo gen ni ba ba da guo ji ci dian hua, |
[19:21.86] | cong ta kou li de zhi ni de qing kuang, |
[19:24.33] | dan wo bu zhi dao gai zen me hui da ta. |
[19:29.82] | jie zhe ta wen qi ni ba ba. |
[19:33.01] | wo gao su ta de shi hou, ta shuang shou yan zhe lian, hao tao da ku. |
[19:41.28] | na tian wan shang, ta xiang xiao hai yi yang, mo le zheng ye de yan lei. |
[19:50.05] | |
[19:52.97] | ta men zhi yi liu wo guo ye. |
[19:56.00] | wo zai na r zhu le yi wan. |
[19:57.95] | fa sha na gei wo nong le ge pu wei, |
[20:01.07] | gei wo yi bei jing shui, yi bian ke le ke yi he. |
[20:06.03] | zheng ge ye li, wo ting jian ta di sheng gen ha sang shuo hua, ting zhe ha sang ku qi. |
[20:15.79] | |
[20:15.98] | di er tian zao shang, ha sang gen wo shuo, |
[20:19.34] | ta he fa sha na jue ding ban dao ka bu er, gen wo yi qi zhu. |
[20:24.38] | |
[20:28.29] | " wo bu gai dao zhe li lai," |
[20:34.64] | " ni shi dui de, qin ai de ha sang, zhe er you ni de sheng huo. |
[20:38.65] | wo dao zhe li lai, yao qiu ni fang qi yi qie, zhen shi tai mao shi le. |
[20:43.35] | xu yao de dao yuan liang de ren shi wo. |
[20:47.16] | ha sang shuo, ta men mei you shen me ke yi fang qi de. |
[20:52.94] | ta de yan jing reng shi you hong you zhong. |
[20:57.93] | ta da ying gen wo zou, bang wo zhao liao wu zi. |
[21:04.24] | wo wen ta, ni zhen de xiang hao le ma? |
[21:07.13] | ha sang dian dian tou, ba tou chui xia. |
[21:10.43] | ta shuo" lao ye dai wo jiu xiang fu qin yi yang zhen zhu bao you ta an xi." |
[21:18.60] | |
[21:20.81] | ta men ba jia dang fang zai ji kuai po bu zhong jian, bang hao nei xie bu jiao. |
[21:26.91] | wo men ba na ge bao fu fang zai bie ke che li. |
[21:30.81] | ha sang zhan zai men kan, ju qi ke lan jing, |
[21:34.99] | wo men dou qin le qin ta, cong xia mian chuan guo. |
[21:40.00] | ran hou wo men qian wang ka bu er. |
[21:43.49] | wo ji de wo kai che li kai de shi hou, |
[21:47.79] | ha sang zhuan guo tou, zui hou yi ci kan le ta men de jia. |
[21:55.31] | |
[22:02.39] | la xin han xiang a mi er wei wei jiang shu ha sang de gu shi, |
[22:06.49] | ta zhong yu jian dao le ta de mu qin sha na ba, |
[22:09.90] | hen kuai, ta de qi zi wei ta sheng xia le yi ge piao liang de er zi, |
[22:14.49] | dan zhe ge ku nan jia ting de ping jing sheng huo bing mei neng wei chi duo jiu, |
[22:19.12] | dong luan yu tu sha de zai nan zai ci jiang lin. |
[22:22.49] | |
[22:22.80] | huan ying nin ming tian tong yi shi jian ji xu shou ting chang pian xiao shuo zhui feng zheng de ren |
[22:28.43] |
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[00:06.18] | lā xīn hàn zài diàn huà lǐ xiàng ā mǐ ěr zhǐ míng liǎo yī tiáo zài cì chéng wéi hǎo rén de lù, |
[00:12.14] | zhè duì ā mǐ ěr wú yí jù yǒu jù dà de yòu huò, |
[00:15.54] | zhōng yú tà shàng le chōng mǎn jiān xiǎn de huí xiāng zhī lù. |
[00:19.97] | |
[00:21.00] | qǐng jì xù shōu tīng cháng piān xiǎo shuō zhuī fēng zhēng de rén |
[00:25.40] | zuò zhě: kǎ lēi dé hú sài ní |
[00:27.88] | yǎn bō: xú tāo |
[00:29.87] | |
[00:30.52] | cǐ shū yǐ yóu shì jì chū bǎn jí tuán chū bǎn |
[00:33.01] | |
[00:39.00] | děng dào lā xīn hàn jù liè de ké sòu shāo wēi tíng xī xià lái, |
[00:43.19] | wǒ wèn tā," nǐ zěn me yàng?" |
[00:47.37] | " bié shuō kè tào huà, nǐ shēn tǐ zěn yàng?" |
[00:51.34] | " shí jì shang, lái rì wú duō le." |
[01:01.57] | yòu shì yī lún ké sòu, shǒu pà rǎn shàng gèng duō de xuè. |
[01:07.64] | tā cā cā zuǐ bā, |
[01:09.57] | yòng xiù zi cóng yī biān tā xiàn de tài yáng xué mǒ xiàng lìng yī biān, |
[01:14.74] | mǒ qù é tóu shàng de hàn zhū, cōng cōng piē le wǒ yī yǎn. |
[01:19.62] | tā diǎn diǎn tóu, wǒ zhī dào tā dú dǒng le wǒ liǎn shàng de yí wèn. |
[01:29.38] | " bù jiǔ le." |
[01:32.35] | " duō jiǔ?" |
[01:35.04] | tā sǒng sǒng jiān, zài cì ké sòu. |
[01:39.72] | " wǒ xiǎng wǒ huó bú dào xià tiān jié shù." |
[01:45.84] | " gēn wǒ huí jiā ba. wǒ gěi nǐ zhǎo gè hǎo dài fū. |
[01:49.22] | tā men zǒng yǒu gè zhǒng gè yàng de xīn liáo fǎ. |
[01:51.63] | nà biān yǒu xīn yào, shí yàn xìng liáo fǎ, wǒ men kě yǐ ràng nǐ zhù jìn" |
[01:57.47] | wǒ zhī dào zì jǐ zài xìn kǒu kāi hé. |
[02:02.12] | dàn zhè zǒng bǐ kū hǎn hǎo, wǒ zhōng jiū kě néng hái shì huì kū de. |
[02:08.19] | |
[02:09.93] | tā fā chū yī zhèn kā kā de xiào shēng, xià pái yá chǐ yǐ jīng bú jiàn le. |
[02:15.80] | nà shi wǒ yǒu shēng yǐ lái tīng dào zuì pí lèi de xiào shēng. |
[02:21.73] | " wǒ zhī dào měi guó gěi nǐ guàn shū le lè guān de xìng zi, |
[02:28.75] | zhè yě shì tā liǎo bù qǐ de dì fāng. |
[02:32.58] | nà fēi cháng hǎo. |
[02:35.57] | wǒ men shì yōu yù de mín zú, wǒ men ā fù hàn rén, duì ba? |
[02:42.41] | wǒ men zǒng shì xiàn zài bēi shāng hé zì liàn zhōng. |
[02:46.79] | wǒ men zài shī bài zāi nàn miàn qián qū fú, |
[02:51.57] | jiāng zhèi xiē dàng chéng shì shēng huó de nèi róng, |
[02:56.61] | shèn zhì shì wéi shì shēng huó de shí zhì hé bì xū. |
[03:02.32] | wǒ men zǒng shì shuō, shēng huó huì jì xù de. |
[03:07.94] | dàn wǒ zài zhè lǐ, méi yǒu xiàng mìng yùn tóu xiáng, |
[03:13.44] | wǒ kàn guò jǐ gè hěn hǎo de dài fū, |
[03:16.38] | tā men gěi de dá àn dōu yí yàng. |
[03:19.36] | wǒ xìn rèn tā men, xiāng xìn tā men. |
[03:23.39] | xiàng zhè yàng de shì qíng, shì zhēn zhǔ de zhǐ yì." |
[03:31.19] | " zhǐ yǒu nǐ xiǎng zuò hé bù xiǎng zuò de shì qíng bà le." |
[03:38.00] | " nǐ gāng cái de kǒu qì kě zhēn xiàng nǐ fù qīn. |
[03:42.97] | wǒ hěn huái niàn tā. |
[03:45.96] | dàn zhè zhēn de shì zhēn zhǔ de zhǐ yì, qīn ài de ā mǐ ěr. |
[03:52.04] | zhè zhēn de shì." |
[03:55.87] | " lìng wài, wǒ yào nǐ lái zhè lǐ hái yǒu lìng yí gè yuán yīn. |
[04:01.01] | wǒ xī wàng zài lí kāi rén shì zhī qián kàn dào nǐ, |
[04:06.95] | dàn yě hái yǒu qí tā yuán gù." |
[04:11.48] | " shén me yuán yīn dōu xíng." |
[04:14.00] | " nǐ men lí kāi zhī hòu, nèi xiē nián wǒ yī zhí zhù zài nǐ jiā, nǐ zhī dào ba?" |
[04:20.00] | " shì de." |
[04:21.33] | " nèi xiē nián wǒ bìng fēi dōu shì yī rén dù guò, hā sāng gēn wǒ zhù zài yì qǐ." |
[04:31.57] | " hā sāng?" wǒ shuō zhe. |
[04:36.39] | wǒ shàng cì shuō chū zhè gè míng zì shì shén me shí hòu? |
[04:40.47] | nèi xiē jiǔ yuǎn de fù jiù hé zuì è gǎn zài cì cì tòng le wǒ, |
[04:45.35] | sì hū shuō chū tā de míng zì jiù jiě chú le yí gè mó zhòu, |
[04:49.43] | jiāng tā men shì fàng chū lái, chóng xīn zhé mó wǒ. |
[04:52.86] | chà nà jiān, lā xīn hàn fáng jiān lǐ miàn dí kōng qì biàn de tài hòu zhòng tài rè, |
[05:00.21] | dài zhe tài duō jiē dào shàng chuán lái de qì wèi. |
[05:04.70] | " zhī qián wǒ yǒu xiǎng guò xiě xìn gěi nǐ, |
[05:09.40] | huò zhě dǎ diàn huà gào sù nǐ, |
[05:12.09] | dàn wǒ bù zhī dào nǐ xiǎng bù xiǎng tīng. |
[05:16.14] | wǒ cuò le ma?" |
[05:19.92] | ér zhēn xiàng shì, tā méi yǒu cuò. |
[05:24.15] | shuō tā cuò le zé shì huǎng yán. |
[05:27.54] | wǒ xuǎn zé le hán hu qí cí:" wǒ bù zhī dào." |
[05:35.36] | lā xīn hàn yòu zài shǒu pà lǐ miàn hāi chū yī kǒu xuè. |
[05:39.99] | tā wān yāo tǔ tán de shí hòu, wǒ kàn jiàn tā tóu pí shàng yǒu jié jiā de chuāng kǒu. |
[05:46.76] | " wǒ yào nǐ dào zhè lǐ lái, shì yīn wèi yǒu xiē shì qíng xiǎng qiú nǐ. |
[05:53.94] | wǒ xiǎng qiú nǐ tì wǒ zuò xiē shì qíng. |
[05:59.72] | dàn zài wǒ qiú nǐ zhī qián, wǒ huì xiān gào sù nǐ hā sāng de shì qíng, nǐ dǒng ma?" |
[06:08.48] | " wǒ dǒng." |
[06:12.56] | " wǒ xiǎng gào sù nǐ guān yú tā de shì, |
[06:17.00] | wǒ xiǎng gào sù nǐ yī qiè. |
[06:19.49] | nǐ huì tīng ma?" |
[06:22.47] | wǒ diǎn diǎn tóu. |
[06:25.31] | rán hòu lā xīn hàn yòu hē le jǐ kǒu chá, bǎ tóu kào zài qiáng shàng, kāi shǐ shuō qǐ lái. |
[06:33.72] | |
[06:35.61] | 1986 nián, yǒu hěn duō yuán yīn cù shǐ wǒ dào hā zhā lā jiǎ tè xún zhǎo hā sāng. |
[06:46.00] | zuì dà de yí gè, ān lā yuán liàng wǒ, shì wǒ hěn jì mò. |
[06:53.67] | dāng shí, wǒ hěn duō péng yǒu hé qīn rén ruò bú shì sǐ yú fēi mìng, |
[06:59.00] | biàn shì lí xiāng bèi jǐng, táo wǎng bā jī sī tǎn huò zhě yī lǎng. |
[07:04.56] | zài kā bù ěr, nà gè wǒ shēng huó le yī bèi zi de chéng shì, |
[07:09.63] | wǒ zài yě méi jǐ gè shú rén le. |
[07:12.75] | dà jiā dōu táo zǒu le. |
[07:15.79] | wǒ huì dào kǎ dé pà wān qū sàn bù |
[07:19.74] | nǐ jì de ma, guò qù nà ér jīng cháng yǒu jiào mài tián guā de xiǎo fàn chū mò, |
[07:25.31] | kàn dào de dōu shì bù rèn shi de rén. |
[07:29.77] | méi yǒu rén kě yǐ dǎ zhāo hū, |
[07:32.37] | méi yǒu rén kě yǐ zuò xià lái hē bēi chá, |
[07:35.72] | méi yǒu rén kě yǐ shuō shuō huà, |
[07:38.46] | zhǐ yǒu sū lián shì bīng zài jiē tóu xún luó. |
[07:43.45] | suǒ yǐ dào le zuì hòu, wǒ bù zài zài chéng lǐ sàn bù. |
[07:48.03] | wǒ huì zhěng tiān zài nǐ fù qīn de fáng jiān lǐ miàn, |
[07:51.65] | shàng lóu dào shū fáng qù, |
[07:54.55] | kàn kàn nǐ mā mā nèi xiē jiù shū, tīng tīng xīn wén, |
[07:59.08] | kàn kàn diàn shì shàng nèi xiē xuān chuán. |
[08:02.38] | rán hòu wǒ huì zuò wǔ dǎo, zhǔ diǎn dōng xī chī, |
[08:08.02] | zài kàn kàn shū, yòu shì dǎo gào, shàng chuáng shuì jiào. |
[08:14.67] | zǎo shàng wǒ huì xǐng lái, dǎo gào, zài chóng fù qián yì tiān de shēng huó. |
[08:21.41] | |
[08:22.55] | yīn wèi wǒ huàn le guān jié yán, zhào liào fáng zi duì wǒ lái shuō yuè lái yuè nán. |
[08:29.07] | wǒ de xī gài hé hòu bèi zǒng shì fā tòng |
[08:32.47] | zǎo chén wǒ qǐ chuáng zhī hòu, zhì shǎo dé huā shàng yī ge xiǎo shí, |
[08:37.05] | cái néng ràng má mù de guān jié huó luò qǐ lái, tè bié shì zài dōng tiān. |
[08:42.92] | wǒ bù xī wàng nǐ fù qīn de fáng zi huāng fèi, |
[08:46.21] | wǒ men zài zhè zuò fáng zi yǒu guò hěn duō měi hǎo de shí guāng, |
[08:50.42] | yǒu hěn duō jì yì, qīn ài de ā mǐ ěr. |
[08:54.00] | nǐ bà bà qīn zì shè jì le nà zuò fáng zi, |
[08:57.40] | tā duì nǐ bà bà lái shuō yì yì zhòng dà, |
[09:01.35] | chú cǐ zhī wài, tā hé nǐ qián wǎng bā jī sī tǎn de shí hòu, |
[09:05.61] | wǒ qīn kǒu yìng chéng tā, huì bǎ fáng zi zhào liào hǎo. |
[09:10.10] | rú jīn zhǐ yǒu wǒ hé zhè zuò fáng zi |
[09:14.00] | wǒ jìn lì le, wǒ jìn lì měi gé jǐ tiān gěi shù jiāo shuǐ, |
[09:19.52] | xiū jiǎn cǎo píng, zhào liào huā ér, |
[09:22.93] | dīng láo nèi xiē xū yào gù dìng de dōng xī, |
[09:26.43] | dàn, jiù suàn zài nà gè shí hòu, |
[09:30.00] | wǒ yě yǐ jīng bù zài shì gè nián qīng rén le. |
[09:33.45] | |
[09:34.31] | kě shì jí shǐ zhè yàng, wǒ réng néng miǎn lì wéi chí. |
[09:39.99] | zhì shǎo kě yǐ zài guò yī duàn shí jiān ba. |
[09:43.87] | dàn dāng wǒ tīng dào nǐ bà bà de sǐ xùn |
[09:47.80] | zài zhè zuò wū zi lǐ miàn, |
[09:50.99] | wǒ dì yī cì gǎn dào ràng rén hài pà de jì mò. |
[09:55.91] | hái yǒu wú fǎ rěn shòu de kōng xū. |
[09:58.92] | |
[10:00.46] | yú shì yǒu yì tiān, wǒ gěi bié kè chē jiā yóu, shǐ xiàng hā zhā lā jiǎ tè. |
[10:07.32] | wǒ jì de a lǐ cóng nǐ jiā lí kāi zhī hòu, |
[10:10.14] | nǐ bà bà gào sù wǒ, |
[10:11.90] | shuō tā hé hā sāng bān dào yī zuò xiǎo cūn luò, jiù zài bā mǐ yáng chéng wài. |
[10:18.18] | wǒ xiǎng qǐ a lǐ zài na r yǒu gè biǎo qīn. |
[10:21.38] | wǒ bù zhī dào hā sāng shì fǒu hái zài na r, |
[10:24.91] | bù zhī dào shì fǒu yǒu rén rèn shi, |
[10:27.26] | huò zhě zhī dào tā zài nǎ lǐ. |
[10:30.09] | bì jìng, a lǐ hé hā sāng lí kāi nǐ bà bà de jiā mén yǐ jīng shí nián le. |
[10:37.00] | 1986 nián, hā sāng yǐ jīng shì gè chéng nián rén le, |
[10:42.67] | yīng gāi shì 22 suì, huò zhě 23 suì, |
[10:46.38] | rú guǒ tā hái huó zhe de huà, jiù shì zhè yàng de |
[10:53.02] | sū lián lǎo, dàn yuàn tā men yīn wèi zài wǒ men zǔ guó suǒ zuò de yī qiè, |
[10:59.98] | zài dì yù lǐ làn diào, tā men shā hài le wǒ men hěn duō nián qīng rén. |
[11:05.91] | zhèi xiē wǒ bù shuō nǐ yě zhī dào. |
[11:09.36] | |
[11:10.41] | dàn shì, gǎn xiè zhēn zhǔ, wǒ zài na r zhǎo dào le hā sāng. |
[11:17.01] | méi fèi duō dà jìn jiù zhǎo dào le |
[11:20.04] | wǒ suǒ zuò de, bù guò shì zài bā mǐ yáng wèn le jǐ gè wèn tí, |
[11:23.84] | rén men jiù zhǐ yǐn wǒ dào tā de cūn zi qù. |
[11:27.31] | wǒ shèn zhì jì bù qǐ nà gè cūn zi de míng zì le, |
[11:30.25] | yě bù zhī dào tā jiū jìng yǒu méi yǒu míng zì. |
[11:34.04] | dàn wǒ jì de nà shi gè zhuó rè de xià tiān, |
[11:37.51] | wǒ kāi chē shǐ zài kēng kēng wā wā de ní tǔ lù shàng, |
[11:41.58] | lù biān chú le bèi shài niān de guàn mù |
[11:45.89] | zhī jié pán cuò ér qiě zhǎng zhe cì de shù gàn |
[11:50.03] | dào gǎn bān de gān cǎo zhī wài, shén me yě méi yǒu. |
[11:55.36] | wǒ kàn jiàn lù páng yǒu tóu sǐ lǘ, shēn tǐ kāi shǐ fā làn. |
[12:00.52] | rán hòu wǒ guǎi le gè wān, kàn dào jǐ jiān pò luò de ní wū, |
[12:08.12] | zài yòu biān nà piàn kòng dì zhōng jiān, tā men hòu miàn shén me yě méi yǒu, |
[12:13.67] | zhǐ yǒu guǎng mào de tiān kōng hé jù chǐ shì de shān mài. |
[12:18.83] | |
[12:19.68] | zài bā mǐ yáng, rén men shuō wǒ hěn huì hěn róng yì jiù zhǎo dào tā |
[12:25.69] | zhěng gè cūn zhuāng, zhǐ yǒu tā zhù de wū zi yǒu lěi zhe wéi qiáng de huā yuán. |
[12:33.47] | nà dǔ ní qiáng hěn duǎn, yǒu xiē qiáng dòng diǎn zhuì zài shàng miàn, wéi zhù nà jiān xiǎo wū |
[12:41.36] | nà zhēn de bǐ yī jiān pò máo shè hǎo bù liǎo duō shǎo. |
[12:46.33] | chì zhe jiǎo de hái zi zài jiē dào shàng wán shuǎ, |
[12:49.83] | yòng bàng zi dǎ yí gè pò wǎng qiú, |
[12:53.77] | wǒ bǎ chē tíng zài lù biān, xī le huǒ, |
[12:57.94] | tā men quán dōu kàn zhe wǒ. |
[13:01.53] | wǒ tuī kāi nà shàn mù mén, zǒu jìn yī zuò yuàn zi, |
[13:06.65] | lǐ tou hěn xiǎo, yī xiǎo kuài dì zhǒng zhe gān kū de cǎo méi, |
[13:13.29] | hái yǒu zhū guāng tū tū de níng méng shù. |
[13:17.56] | yuàn zi de jiǎo luò zhǒng zhe hé huān shù, |
[13:20.88] | shù yīn xià miàn bǎi zhe kǎo lú, |
[13:23.78] | wǒ kàn jiàn yǒu gè nán rén zhàn zài páng biān. |
[13:27.39] | tā zhèng zài bǎ shēng miàn tuán tú dào yī bǎ mù tou mǒ dāo shàng, |
[13:32.59] | yòng tā pāi dǎ zhe kǎo lú bì. |
[13:36.55] | tā yī kàn dào wǒ jiù fàng xià shēng miàn tuán, |
[13:39.83] | pěng qǐ wǒ de shǒu qīn gè bù tíng. |
[13:43.28] | |
[13:44.78] | " ràng wǒ kàn kàn ba." wǒ shuō zhe. |
[13:48.66] | tā tuì hòu le yī bù. |
[13:51.55] | tā xiàn zài kě gāo le |
[13:54.54] | wǒ diǎn qǐ jiǎo jiān, réng zhǐ shì gāng gāng yǒu tā xià bā nà me gāo. |
[14:01.41] | bā mǐ yáng de yáng guāng shǐ tā de pí fū biàn de gèng jiān rèn le, |
[14:06.95] | bǐ wǒ xiǎng xiàng zhōng hēi dé duō, |
[14:09.96] | tā yǒu jǐ kē mén yá bú jiàn le, xià bā shàng zhǎng zhe jǐ cuō xī shū de máo. |
[14:17.23] | chú cǐ zhī wài, tā hái shì nà shuāng xiá zhǎi de lǜ yǎn jīng, |
[14:23.32] | shàng chún de shāng hén hái zài, |
[14:25.53] | hái shì nà zhāng yuán yuán de liǎn dàn, |
[14:28.81] | hái shì nà fù hé ǎi de xiào róng. |
[14:32.96] | nǐ yí dìng huì rèn chū tā de, qīn ài de ā mǐ ěr, wǒ gǎn kěn dìng. |
[14:40.01] | |
[14:42.24] | wǒ men zǒu jìn wū lǐ. |
[14:44.43] | lǐ miàn yǒu gè nián qīng de hā zhā lā nǚ rén, |
[14:47.78] | fū sè jiào dàn, zài wū jiǎo fèng pī jiān. |
[14:52.12] | tā xiǎn rán shì huái yùn le. |
[14:56.68] | hā sāng jiāo ào dì shuō, zhè shì tā de qī zǐ, tā jiào fǎ shā nà. |
[15:07.00] | hā sāng de qī zǐ shì gè xiū sè de fù rén, hěn yǒu lǐ mào, |
[15:11.60] | shuō huà shēng yīn hěn qīng, zhǐ bǐ ěr yǔ dà shēng yì diǎn, |
[15:17.34] | tā dàn hè sè de měi lì yǎn jīng cóng lái bù hé wǒ de yǎn guāng jiē chù. |
[15:23.50] | dàn tā nà yàng kàn zhe hā sāng, hǎo xiàng hā sāng zuò zài huáng gōng nèi de bǎo zuò shàng. |
[15:31.25] | |
[15:32.08] | cān guān wán nà jiān ní zhuān wū zhī hòu, wǒ wèn hā sāng. |
[15:37.97] | " hái zi shén me shí hòu chū shì?" |
[15:41.40] | hā sāng gào sù wǒ, |
[15:43.17] | " fèng ān lā zhī míng, jiù zài zhè gè dōng tiān," |
[15:49.02] | tā hái qiú zhēn zhǔ bǎo yòu, shēng gè ér zi, gěi tā qǔ wǒ fù qīn de míng zì. |
[15:58.21] | " wǒ wèn tā a lǐ zài nǎ ér?" |
[16:00.26] | |
[16:01.15] | hā sāng chuí xià yǎn guāng. |
[16:03.24] | tā gào sù wǒ, a lǐ hé tā de biǎo qīn zhè gè wū zi shì tā biǎo qīn de |
[16:11.03] | liǎng nián qián bèi dì léi zhà sǐ le, jiù zài bā mǐ yáng chéng wài. |
[16:17.00] | yī méi dì léi. |
[16:19.19] | ā fù hàn rén hái yǒu qí tā sǐ fǎ ma, qīn ài de ā mǐ ěr? |
[16:26.00] | ér qiě wǒ huāng táng dì jué de, yí dìng shì a lǐ de yòu jiǎo |
[16:31.35] | tā nà huàn guò xiǎo ér má bì de fèi jiǎo |
[16:34.60] | bèi pàn le tā, cǎi zài dì léi shàng. |
[16:39.44] | tīng dào a lǐ qù shì, wǒ xīn lǐ fēi cháng nán guò. |
[16:43.75] | nǐ zhī dào, nǐ bà bà hé wǒ yì qǐ zhǎng dà, |
[16:48.30] | cóng wǒ dǒng shì qǐ, a lǐ jiù péi bàn zhe tā. |
[16:52.89] | wǒ hái jì de nà nián wǒ men dōu hěn xiǎo, |
[16:55.95] | a lǐ dé le xiǎo ér má bì, chà diǎn sǐ diào. |
[16:59.38] | nǐ bà bà zhěng tiān rào zhe wū zi zǒu lái zǒu qù, kū gè bù tíng. |
[17:04.96] | |
[17:07.92] | fǎ shā nà yòng dòu zi wú qīng tǔ dòu zuò le shū cài tāng, |
[17:14.32] | wǒ men xǐ shǒu, zhuā qǐ cóng kǎo lú qǔ xià de xīn xiān náng bǐng, pào zài tāng lǐ |
[17:21.83] | nà shi wǒ jǐ gè yuè lái chī guò de zuì hǎo de yī dùn. |
[17:27.56] | jiù zài nà shí, wǒ qiú hā sāng bān dào kā bù ěr, gēn wǒ zhù yì qǐ. |
[17:34.50] | wǒ bǎ wū zi de qíng kuàng gào sù tā, gēn tā shuō wǒ zài yě bù néng dú lì dǎ lǐ. |
[17:41.52] | wǒ gào sù tā wǒ huì gěi tā kě guān de bào chóu, |
[17:44.96] | ràng tā hé tā de qī zǐ guò de shū fú. |
[17:48.95] | tā men bǐ cǐ duì wàng, shén me yě méi shuō. |
[17:53.43] | fàn hòu, wǒ men xǐ guò shǒu, fǎ shā nà duān gěi wǒ men pú táo. |
[17:59.74] | hā sāng shuō zhè zuò cūn zhuāng xiàn zài jiù shì tā men de jiā, |
[18:04.83] | tā hé fǎ shā nà zài na r zì shí qí lì. |
[18:08.38] | |
[18:08.60] | ér qiě lí bā mǐ yáng hěn jìn, tā men zài na r yǒu shú rén. |
[18:18.26] | tā qǐng wǒ yuán liàng tā. |
[18:17.79] | " dāng rán," wǒ gēn tā shuō," nǐ bù yòng xiàng wǒ dào qiàn, wǒ zhī dào." |
[18:25.30] | |
[18:26.26] | hē wán shū cài tāng yòu hē chá, hē dào yī bàn, hā sāng wèn qǐ nǐ lái. |
[18:33.82] | wǒ gào sù nǐ zài měi guó, dàn qí tā qíng kuàng wǒ yě bù qīng chǔ. |
[18:41.42] | hā sāng wèn le hěn duō gēn nǐ yǒu guān de wèn tí. |
[18:45.26] | wèn nǐ jié hūn le ma? |
[18:47.79] | nǐ yǒu hái zi le ma? nǐ duō gāo? |
[18:51.01] | nǐ hái fàng fēng zhēng ma? |
[18:53.05] | hái qù diàn yǐng yuàn ma? |
[18:55.22] | nǐ kuài lè ma? |
[18:57.40] | tā shuō tā gēn bā mǐ yáng yí gè nián lǎo de fǎ ěr xī yǔ jiào shī chéng le péng yǒu, |
[19:03.63] | nà wèi jiào shī jiào tā dú shū xiě zì. |
[19:08.42] | tā shuō tā gěi nǐ xiě yī fēng xìn, wǒ huì zhuǎn jiāo gěi nǐ ma? |
[19:13.75] | hái wèn wǒ, nǐ huì bú huì huí xìn? |
[19:17.38] | wǒ gào sù tā, wǒ gēn nǐ bà bà dǎ guò jǐ cì diàn huà, |
[19:21.86] | cóng tā kǒu lǐ dé zhī nǐ de qíng kuàng, |
[19:24.33] | dàn wǒ bù zhī dào gāi zěn me huí dá tā. |
[19:29.82] | jiē zhe tā wèn qǐ nǐ bà bà. |
[19:33.01] | wǒ gào sù tā de shí hòu, tā shuāng shǒu yǎn zhe liǎn, háo táo dà kū. |
[19:41.28] | nà tiān wǎn shàng, tā xiàng xiǎo hái yí yàng, mǒ le zhěng yè de yǎn lèi. |
[19:50.05] | |
[19:52.97] | tā men zhí yì liú wǒ guò yè. |
[19:56.00] | wǒ zài na r zhù le yī wǎn. |
[19:57.95] | fǎ shā nà gěi wǒ nòng le gè pù wèi, |
[20:01.07] | gěi wǒ yī bēi jǐng shuǐ, yǐ biàn kě le kě yǐ hē. |
[20:06.03] | zhěng gè yè lǐ, wǒ tīng jiàn tā dī shēng gēn hā sāng shuō huà, tīng zhe hā sāng kū qì. |
[20:15.79] | |
[20:15.98] | dì èr tiān zǎo shàng, hā sāng gēn wǒ shuō, |
[20:19.34] | tā hé fǎ shā nà jué dìng bān dào kā bù ěr, gēn wǒ yì qǐ zhù. |
[20:24.38] | |
[20:28.29] | " wǒ bù gāi dào zhè lǐ lái," |
[20:34.64] | " nǐ shì duì de, qīn ài de hā sāng, zhè ér yǒu nǐ de shēng huó. |
[20:38.65] | wǒ dào zhè lǐ lái, yāo qiú nǐ fàng qì yī qiè, zhēn shì tài mào shī le. |
[20:43.35] | xū yào de dào yuán liàng de rén shì wǒ. |
[20:47.16] | hā sāng shuō, tā men méi yǒu shén me kě yǐ fàng qì de. |
[20:52.94] | tā de yǎn jīng réng shì yòu hóng yòu zhǒng. |
[20:57.93] | tā dā yìng gēn wǒ zǒu, bāng wǒ zhào liào wū zi. |
[21:04.24] | wǒ wèn tā, nǐ zhēn de xiǎng hǎo le ma? |
[21:07.13] | hā sāng diǎn diǎn tóu, bǎ tóu chuí xià. |
[21:10.43] | tā shuō" lǎo yé dài wǒ jiù xiàng fù qīn yí yàng zhēn zhǔ bǎo yòu tā ān xī." |
[21:18.60] | |
[21:20.81] | tā men bǎ jiā dàng fàng zài jǐ kuài pò bù zhōng jiān, bǎng hǎo nèi xiē bù jiǎo. |
[21:26.91] | wǒ men bǎ nà gè bāo fú fàng zài bié kè chē lǐ. |
[21:30.81] | hā sāng zhàn zài mén kǎn, jǔ qǐ kě lán jīng, |
[21:34.99] | wǒ men dōu qīn le qīn tā, cóng xià miàn chuān guò. |
[21:40.00] | rán hòu wǒ men qián wǎng kā bù ěr. |
[21:43.49] | wǒ jì de wǒ kāi chē lí kāi de shí hòu, |
[21:47.79] | hā sāng zhuǎn guò tóu, zuì hòu yī cì kàn le tā men de jiā. |
[21:55.31] | |
[22:02.39] | lā xīn hàn xiàng ā mǐ ěr wěi wěi jiǎng shù hā sāng de gù shì, |
[22:06.49] | tā zhōng yú jiàn dào le tā de mǔ qīn shā nà bā, |
[22:09.90] | hěn kuài, tā de qī zǐ wèi tā shēng xià le yí gè piào liàng de ér zi, |
[22:14.49] | dàn zhè gè kǔ nàn jiā tíng de píng jìng shēng huó bìng méi néng wéi chí duō jiǔ, |
[22:19.12] | dòng luàn yǔ tú shā de zāi nàn zài cì jiàng lín. |
[22:22.49] | |
[22:22.80] | huān yíng nín míng tiān tóng yī shí jiān jì xù shōu tīng cháng piān xiǎo shuō zhuī fēng zhēng de rén |
[22:28.43] |